The Journey of Union Begins 🥂
I started this journal in 2019 to try and process the mystical, painful, amazing, confusing journey I was experiencing as a twin flame without the ability to communicate with her twin. I navigated doubt, naysayers, conflicting information, fear, inability to confirm if he was feeling the things I was. In the process, I built a deep trust in my intuition, and an inner and outer foundation that couldn't be shattered by his actions or inactions. I finally figured out my personal "why" in life, the thing that had nothing specific to do with him, and I was surrounded by supportive and loving souls that lifted me up and expanded my life in beautiful ways.
Not only did he return, but he returned knowing about our spiritual connection, knowing I was the only one for him, all ties to past relationships completed, and ready to take the steps to build a life and home together.
We have had conversations more deep and honest than we ever had been able to before; more deep and honest than I have EVER had with a romantic partner. I was surprised by the previously undiscussed extent of similarities in our past, the way we used to put each other on pedestals, but were too stuck in our own illusions and insecurities to realize we were doing that to each other. He stated how much thoughts of me interfered with his ability to have other relationships, just like it was for me.
If I could have imagined an ideal scenario for our first conversations after a silence of more than 3 years, it would have gone just like this. Actually this may have gone even better than I could have imagined, as we are now engaged and actively working on moving in together. Unfortunately, due to where we both live, it's a logistical nightmare and will require a great amount of patience. But, if this journey has taught me anything, it's that "impossible" is simply a mindset. And our energetic connection often makes me feel like we actually are already together in 3D on a daily basis. It has increased insanely since we aligned, my sleeping patterns seem to be tied to his energy, as well, we are psychically communicating in ways I can now confirm. I can only imagine where this leads us.
Union is a journey, not a single moment. I am SO grateful for what we've created together, for the promises we are making to each other, for the honesty and intimacy we are expressing authentically. But there is a long road ahead, paperwork and travel planning, acclimating to a 3D reality together, and so much energetic expansion we are both experiencing.
I have gathered a lot of tools in my toolbox over these last few years so I could prepare for the journey to come, and even though the wait was long, I'm so glad for the experience I gained from it.
