Reading hurts

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[fluffyblob]

So...I made a new tumblr account.

I lost the password for this one and deleted the email I used ro long into it. So, new account! I will start uploading from there from now on, and I will replace this one with that one on all the sites I referenced it.

Here's the link btw;

Reading still hurts

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[the-loviest-greed]

TIME TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AND CRY TILL OUR TEARS RUN DRY

...Okay but why is he kinda... I see why Kim Dokja called him beautiful now...

BUT HE DOESN'T COMPARE TO OUR LOVELY BOY

BE MEAN JUNG HEEWON! HE DESERVES IT! WITH THE SHIT HE US GOING TO PULL, HE DEFINITELY DESERVES IT!

BEAUTIFUL GIRL! PRETTY GIRL! I LOVE YOU SO

[the-loviest-greed]

Could this man have survived without the fourth wall?

Yes and no.

Some spoilers below.

At some point down the line, Kim Dokja becomes hyperdependent of the fourth wall. It's similar to dissociation, he does it so much that at some point - it's the only way of coping he has.

We know why. His story explained it. But he got so used to seeing everything from behind that wall that he became incapable of stepping beyond it.

You can relate to a character but you don't expect a character to relate to you.

The fourth wall diluted Kim Dokja’s feelings. But that included the positive ones as well. He still felt them but not properly.

Without the skill shielding him, he could have died several times. But with the skill always shielding him, he never learned to properly process his emotions.

He never learned to heal and depend on others.

Ignoring the part of the final wall, and protection against mental attacks, what do you think?

Could Kim Dokja have been happier, even just a little bit, if he hadn't been constantly shielded by the Fourth Wall?

[ineffectualdemon]

Orv Novel Spoilers

Really big ones so scroll past Fast

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Secretive Plotter & gang: We HATE Kim Dokja. He needs to DIE

Tiny Sad Hurt Kim Dokja: *exists*

SP and gang: ...nvm we're adopting him

Meanwhile

1834 Worldline Han Sooyoung: I must stop Kim Dokja from reading that webnovel. I don't care if it saved him! Fuck him!

Tiny Sad Hurt Kim Dokja: *exists*

1834 Han Sooyoung: nooo I'm sorry I'll make sure you survive :( don't worry I'm here! It'll all be okay!

And yet Kim Dokja sees Tiny Sad Hurt Kim Dokja and is prepared to stab himself in the neck to end this child :(

[ziyuanyuan1113]

JJK 0 Suguru Geto sketches. I love love love his cult leader fit so much

[thefighter2-deactivated20200212]

[sighingballoon]

#luigi after developing amnesia being interrogated by toads

[sweatervesto]

i had an idea

[flugelwhisper]

Comic #2 of this series can be found here

[reasonandempathy]

[seedysys]

[thehowdytooter]

[trapny]

OK I DIDN'T NOTICE THIS BEFORE BUT THE WAY THAT WHEN WE'RE SEEING MARIO AT THE SAME TIME AS LUIGI, MARIO IS GREY AND BLURRY BECAUSE LUIGI DOESN'T REALLY RECOGNIZE HIM

[fluffyblob]

TIME TO SCREAM INTO THE ABYSS

I posted before but apparently it got deleted so

Thank god they changed his hair. He actually looks decent now!

I am so sorry for what is going to happen to you...

This hurts...She genuinely believes these words or at the very least, she truly wants to believe them...She wants this foolish man that she loves very dearly to stop getting into dangerous situations. Jung heewon is at war with herself, what she wants to believe and what she knows to expects, anf that fragile hope she so desperately wants to nuture is going to be shattered...

Look at her face when Kim Dokja tells her she can stay and when she realizes that he won’t. She doesn’t care about her safety at that point. She just wants him to be okay. Losing him - even when only temporary - already hurt deeply, what if the next time it’s for good? She won’t be able to handle that. She doesn’t want to have to handle that.

Kim Dokja you sick bastard, you hurt others by hurting yourself only because you don’t understand that you are loved.

[pillow-boi]

do not let go the kdj

[pepplemint]

Every writer on Tumblr: “I would combust out of love if someone ever drew fanart of my fic!!” Me: “oh man I wanna draw this scene BUT THEY WOULD PROBABLY HATE IT AND HATE ME FOR THE NERVE”

[marumigamer]

Dear artists.

We, the writers, will accept any of your fan arts.

We don’t care if it looks like shit to you, or you think your art skills are not good enough.

We will love any fan art, because it’s the most beautiful way to say “I love what you write”.

[luciferfemme-deactivated2021122]

[51g970n284-deactivated20220926]

This times a million. 

[imagitory]

This also applies to aesthetics, moodboards, spin-off fanfic drabbles, and the like. Doesn’t matter how insignificant or amateurish you think it is – all of it is beautiful. <3

[blue-kyber]

IF YOU DRAW STICK FIGURES OF YOUR FAVORITE SCENE AND OFFER IT TO ME, I WILL LOVE IT.

[aimportantdragoncollector]

This is very true! Also, if you draw or write something for me, you’re always welcome to draw my attention to it by tagging me on tumblr or messaging me or leaving a comment on my fics. I promise I want to see it!

[writing-prompt-s]

“How many people have died to achieve this world domination of yours?” “769.” “…What?” “769 people died to achieve my plans. I counted them, and had each of their names etched on my throne so I never forget what my victory cost the world. Now tell me, how many have you killed to see me dead?”

[fluffyblob]

NEW CHAPTER! MORE SCREAMING!

JUNG HEEWON! I LOVE YOU! YOU’RE SO PRETTY! PLEASE MARRY ME! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

YOU! FUCK YOU!

[pixiemage]

Please, for the love of god, please don’t be this person. No matter how long it’s been since an update, no matter how many unfinished stories are sitting on their account, no matter what - do not be this person.

Not only is it insanely rude, but you also do more damage than you think be being such a self-entitled ass about something someone created for free and for fun. “This author” can see what you say.

RIP decency indeed.

[mondengel-deactivated20231111]

I was literally about to post a chapter once and got a snide comment similar to this - not addressing other readers, just me - and decided to keep the rest of the story to myself. It's still there. I could post it anytime. But I'm not going to.

I also got a glowing compliment on a fic and went into a flurry of writing, suddenly inspired, then by happenstance got a nasty, impatient comment on that same fic a few days and moved onto writing a different fic that didn't have that associated annoyance.

Like. I am writing for fun. For me. I reread and enjoy my fics all the time because they're exactly the story I want to read. I get the same enjoyment out of a fic wither or not anyone else ever sees it or knows it exists.

I'm sharing it for fun too.

I'm not going to share if sharing isn't fun.

[pixiemage]

I’m not going to share if sharing isn’t fun.

[vmures]

I once got a comment on a fic that just read RIP with my username. It's really fucking demotivating. Maybe the work will end up abandoned, maybe it won't, but don't fucking leave this sort of shit on a fic. It's more likely to prevent any future updates than encourage them. Authors are not vending machines. You can not shake us and force the story out (believe us, many of us have tried doing this to ourselves because we want to finish the story but sometimes life and other shit gets in the way).

[hehearse]

"Hello? You sent this to the wrong address. My brother is still alive. Still dead. Was brought back" Andrew Kozma - SONG OF THE INSENSIBLE

The blame is on @leejihye who supplied me with funds in exchange for my soul <3

[fluffyblob]

NEW CHAPTER BABY

KIM DOKJA I LOVE YOU! PLEASE STOP SACRIFICING YOURSELF!!!!

YOO JOONGHYUK PROTECTING YOO MIA IS SO CUTE!!!!!

Be ready to cry even harder boy cuz things are about to get TRAGIC

[fluffyblob]

Which one speaks to you people more???

Solitude and Alienation; the result of an undefined existence

Igorance and Loneliness; the crippling desire to love

Voting ended onOct 3, 2023

I’m trying to settle on a theme here and depending on which one gets picked the story could take a turn for a much different road.

[fluffyblob]

You guys have officially chosen violence and cannot blame me for what comes next

[fluffyblob]

YOU KNOW THE DRILL

YOO MIA MY BABY!!

YES BABY! IT’S HIS BASTARD! A BASTARD HE LOVES VERY MUCH AND WILL REGRESS FOR A THOUSAND TIMES OVER!!!

YOO SANGAH MY BELOVED! PRETTY PRETTY GIRL AS ALWAYS!

BADASS SHIN YOOSUNG AND LEE GILYOUNG INCOMING! EVERYONE GET READY TO RUMBLE

[fluffyblob]

Which one speaks to you people more???

Solitude and Alienation; the result of an undefined existence

Igorance and Loneliness; the crippling desire to love

Voting ended onOct 3, 2023

I’m trying to settle on a theme here and depending on which one gets picked the story could take a turn for a much different road.