EFF

28 | 21+ no longer back up for @eff-exor

[forpupssake]

hello, i am eff

28 | non-binary | poly (x1) | pan

they/she/dumb/dog

sweet pup -> feral mutt

sadomasochist | switch

MDNI | no tws

back up -> @effervescentmutt

[forpupssake]

sad ramblings

my uncle passed away on saturday. i’ve been really busy and rn i’m sat smoking a joint as i listen to the rain. i haven’t seen him in a little while, he lived just below my dad. they live hours away, so i call my dad everyday, either voice or video. they were always together. my uncle would always ask when i’m next baking something and if it was something i could mail him. we’d gang up on my dad together playfully. he had a sweet, soft voice. he was hilarious. kind. smart. loved his family. he was always the uncle i was closest to on my dads side. on calls, i’d ask what they were up to, or what they’re watching and always joke with them about their “old man” tastes- especially in tv and movies. i’d always bake extra when my dad came to visit so he could take them home to share with my uncle. i’m never gonna get to bake his favourite things for him again. never talk about stargate with him again. never talk about tech (he was a computer genius!!) with him again. my dads lost his brother and best friend all in one. hell even his neighbour. i’m… sad. i hate how much death is around me as of late. it’s all hitting like a truck, one after the other. i’m sad for my dad. he isn’t the most emotional person but i can hear it in his voice, the way that it shakes now. the only positive of my uncles death is that his suffering is over. he fought for a long time. i don’t fear death, but i hate how much grief consumes me. i hate how feeling other’s grief too consumes me. sigh. rip uncle john.

[delirious-things]

I need a frantic fuck. I need to stumble through a doorway with someone, kissing and nipping at each other however we can while ripping each others clothes off. I need belts fumbled with and shoes kicked off and clothing made just loose enough to get a hand under to touch. I need hours of sexual tension to end with me being pinned up against a wall with someone bottomed out inside of me as they desperately fuck me.

[forpupssake]

meow

fucking cats on my lawn AGAIN

[eyeconyc]

roll blunts at my funeral please

[infectiouspiss]

i will begin misusing the mature content label if i have to. this post? only for adults. because i said so.

[909th]

if you fall from grace enough times eventually you’ll get really good at sticking the landing

[cdigoddess]

"games are special.... because we... have stories to tell..."

*montage of third person combat in unreal engine 5*

[auckie]

Who else moans when they eat the subway cookie

[melynnwaters]

Perhaps the better question would be to ask who doesn't!

[hsuhaohsuhaohsuhao]

Theyre ganna fucking kill me +& they already did

[mzmzmzmz-deactivated20260529]

[cockmancers]

[achesspiece]

is that simple task bothering you queen

[atrocititty-deactivated20251225]

stop putting fuck ass captions on pictures bro i wanna reblog that

[grippysockgangg-deactivated2024]

New kink called make me feel wanted

[nachoparty]

My post is awesome!

[forpupssake]

i.N a very love/hate relationship with everything im putting into my drafts tonight bc i got THINGS to SAY but also?? not worth saying, yk??? NYWAYS. drunk. happy drunken weekend.