don't forget, i'm with you in the dark

an unusual way to explore my mental health issues

[fpsys]

I'm so stable, damn it.

[fpsys]

I'm tired. I'm so so tired. I don't know what to do. How to exist.

[fpsys]

I am broken into a million pieces.

[fpsys]

I. I can't relate to the posts on this blog. Bruh.

[fpsys]

Yeah, I'm so mentally stable, the stablest person ever.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[zexox]

sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you.

[fpsys]

Yeah. I'm totally okay and stable. Yeah. Exactlyyyyyyy

[fpsys]

The silent treatment is one of the worst treatments I have ever experienced.

[fpsys]

My world is falling apart and I don't know what to do about it.

[geceninbaligi]

I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

[fpsys]

We were able to survive the whole day without thinking about it! Hooray!

[fpsys]

Not hooray.

[fpsys]

Why do I feel so terrible? Why am I scared?

It's been a not-so-bad-day, I've even been independent in my thoughts... Yet, I feel unstable again. I've been ignoring this all day, I've been getting no answers all day...

Sigh... It's going to be okay, I know it, I know what I'm going to go through. Yet.

I really should focus on other people, right? For my mental health. For myself at least.

[fpsys]

We were able to survive the whole day without thinking about it! Hooray!

[fpsys]

5 Nights Waiting for an Answer: FP Edition

[bandalbitch]

im sorry that was a bad joke. i can kill myself if you want