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adult. oea. pwdid

[fracturedmartyr]

          arjuna · twentythree    they / she / he   oea + progged system  

      anti endo      anti rq      follow your dni        

[anti-willo-kinger]

I feel like a lot of endos don't understand trauma isn't listed in the "requirements" for DID because there's no way to measure trauma and because systems most likely won't remember it if they have just started therapy.

Like yeah, you may not find "did you go through trauma" in your little online quizzes, but that's not how it works

"well but i have alters and i dissociate, but i have no sign of trauma!"

well i have a runny nose and i keep sneezing when i get near flowers, but I have no symptoms of a pollen allergy (/sarc)

[anti-willo-zygard]

Just saw a (pro)endo say "being an endo is being scared to make friends online because youre scared they're an anti". These people are BEGGING to be oppressed istg. You are more likely to find an (pro)endo online than an anti (at least in my experience) and its disgusting.

[star-kingdom]

Shout out to CDD systems/pwCDD that don't want to label their experiences as being plural.

[fracturedmartyr]

just saw someone claim to be transtbmc / transramcoa, EEEUUUYUCH!

[solarandsystem]

SYSTEM INFOGRAPHICS

SUB-SYSTEMS: " Subsystems are groups of alters within the system, or alters with their own alters "

SIDE-SYSTEMS: " Side systems are systems disconnected completely from the main system, caused by forced and intentional dissociation from a programmer " . "system hoppers are a ramcoa coined and exclusive term to refer to alters who can go between the main system and side system"

LAYERS: " Layers are still a part of the main system, but are often literally on top of or under the main system. they can be described as a large subsystem with higher dissociative barriers and often their own innerworld. Unlike sidesystems they are not inherently formed via intentional dissociation by programmers, and alters from different layers or the main system can still be aware of them and the layers existence "

[fracturedmartyr]

Yet again for those at the back: you cannot be a system without having trauma. "Oh, but-but the ICD-11 says spiritual reasons!" That does not mean what you think it means, pal.

[dissomuse]

anti-endos: I don't support endogenics because it is scientifically impossible, I may be mean or extremely rude but that's only when provoked. I would never support endogenics and/or pro-endos getting harassed pro-endos: SYSMEDS ARE NAZIS , THEY DO NOTHING BUT HARASS PEOPLE AND ARE INSENSITIVE, THEY ARE ANTI-RECOVERY AND WANT PEOPLE TO HARM THEMSELVES, THEY SPREAD MISINFORMATION ABOUT US DESPITE US HAVING 100 DIFFERENT DEFINITIONS, THEY'RE CONSTANTLY WATCHING US AND MAKING FUN OF US THEY'RE EVIL AND MEAN AND VIIILEEE!!!!!!!

[fracturedmartyr]

If I have said it once, I've said it a thousand times. Do not share your cues or programs online! You do not know these people! I do not want to fearmonger, but the internet houses all sorts of folk. It is like giving someone ammunition and then trusting them to not shoot you - you cannot be 100% sure they won't ! Of course - close friends whom you know are safe, vetted, etc are different, but even then I would be cautious.

[2thecosmos]

"Endogenic systems have zero terms that aren't stolen" BE SO FOR REAL WITH ME. Hey. Hey. Where does the term system come from. Where does the term alter come from. Where does the term part come from. Where did the idea of systems come from. Could it be that.... the only reason endogenic systems exist is because they saw CDDs and wanted to make them non-disordered? Genuinely look me in the face and tell me that if CDDs NEVER existed, endogenic systems would have existed. You guys literally stole the ENTIRE CONCEPT OF A SYSTEM and stripped it of everything except for "haha fun alters". I don't wanna hear about your pussy ass EnDoS dOnT hAvE a SiNgLe TeRm ThAt IsNt StOlEn motherfucker you stole an entire disorder and turned it into a roleplay 😭😭😭

[fracturedmartyr]

I had to remove a friend from my life for trying to research the group I was a part of. Why would you do that? I am not someone you can jerk your true crime fix to.