Microdosing polyamory by dating a system
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Microdosing polyamory by dating a system
"What's your favorite type of music?"
*sweats in DID* "U-uhm... I- I listen to everything, depending on my mood :D"
The moods sitting in the back of my head watching me: "No, no, they've got a point"
"You don't smell good" Thanks our programming that causes severe depression and rapid splitting/switching got triggered and we can hardly do anything but I'm glad you noticed how we smell ! (asshole) -Husker
“You can’t be a system!! You and ___ both do this!!!”
We still share a brain.
“You and ____ LOVEEE this!!”
We still share a brain.
“You and ____ talk very similarly!!!”
We still share a brain.
some of us are built as cannon fodder. they built me to stay broken, not to be put back together again
shoutout to my fellow pro-endo or even mixed origins RAMCOA survivors!!!! i never see enough love for us programmed systems in the pro-endo side of the community (and most of the ramcoa survivors we've met are extremely medical about plurality and anti-endo as a whole).
so, just a reminder, there are other systems like you and we love you <3
i love you programmed systems that purposely fuse their fragments into functioning willogenic headmates.
i love you programmed systems that create more headmates for programs to use to heal.
i love you programmed systems that are endogenic for healing purposes.
i love you programmed systems that are endogenic for fun.
i love you programmed systems that don't let your trauma define your future.
i love you mixed origins programmed systems.
i love you programmed systems.
Welp. My life has gone to shit so here's a notes game with me if you want to help out or not. I've been busy with work and therapy, and I don't do any self care or my hobbies and more, so here's bow many notes to do something for self care.
Update: Since you guys have actually been blowing this up, I decided if you guys can get this post to 1000, I'll deep clean my depression room. See new post for proof of teeth brushing and picture of depression room. Thank you guys so much for the help
Update 2: I actually ended up deep cleaning my depression room because I was very motivated one day, so feel free to leave suggestions for what I should do for 1000 notes
10 notes: I'll brush my teeth with toothpaste and floss
25 notes: take a shower
50 notes: Finish reading my book
100 notes: Process big trauma with our therapist (will happen on July 7th, 2025)
150 notes: eat three meals
200 notes: draw a full 2 page in my sketch book
250 notes: start and end chapter two in my memoir
300 notes: write and post a new poem
350 notes: make a doctor's appointment for my doctor to approve my top surgery and send it to my insurance
400: bleach and redye my hair (guys I really need to do this help)
500: fill out 20 profiles simply plural programmed alters
600: do my laundry
700: fill out 30 of our simply plural profiles of programmed alters
800: reorganize our simply plural groups
900: read the Oculus South Park Fanfic
1000: leave suggestions and I'll pick!!
Not done yet
In progress
Done!!
reminders for beta programmed parts and OEA survivors with sexual conditioning
warnings for talk of sex / sexual programming