dead-inside

empty

[fuckin-depression]

Depression

Social anxiety

Sadness

Emptiness

Being ugly

Suicidal thoughts

Self hate/harm

Hair loss

Lack of confidence

İnsecurities

Mental breakdown

Loss of interest

Thank you life.

[fuckin-depression]

I wanna go

[fuckin-depression]

I Deserve Nothing

[fuckin-depression]

MY

MIND

IS

FUCKIN

KILLING

ME

[fuckin-depression]

My mind won't shut up

[fuckin-depression]

Today a friend of mine said

"I wish I were you"

So... that means I hide it very well...

I guess...

[fuckin-depression]

WHAT'S THE FUCKİN POINTT!!!!

[fuckin-depression]

Never give up

My ass

[fuckin-depression]

Sooo

Now what?

[fuckin-depression]

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna lose it

But I'm losing it

And there is nothing I can do

Also everyone has it but me

Don't wanna fuckin lose it

[fuckin-depression]

You know...

I have already a lot shit going on

And being ugly and losing hair at this age

Doesn't help at all

[fuckin-depression]

Lol

I can't get angry anymore

So... just... lol...

[fuckin-depression]

Lol whatsoever

Nothing's gonna be okay

[fuckin-depression]

The worst part is

Sometimes you think it might get better

What a joke

[fuckin-depression]

I CAN'T BREATHE

AND

NOBODY SEES IT

[fuckin-depression]

I'm just gonna say this and leave:

I hate the way I smile

[fuckin-depression]

Tbh I gave up long time ago

And I don't know why

But still

I fuckin' feel this shit