You look cuter as a corpse

vent/yandere/sh blog. block dont report, reporting does nothing, it just takes away a safe space, you are not making anything better if you report, you are not "saving" anyone, you are making it worse.

[fuckingeverythinguplikenormal]

this is a sideblog, i will follow from @remusthedroid

TW: THIS IS A VENT BLOG THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SH, SUICIDE, AND OBSESSIVE/POSSESSIVE THOUGHTS,. I am not a good person do not think of me as one. ALSO PLEASE NOTE I AM A MINOR so adult sexual nsfw accounts pls dni im uncomfy with that. Also please keep in mind the vent can be anything from sh to sa trauma coping, please leave if mentions and venting about sexual assault triggers you.

days clean: 80

i dont condone kidnapping, murder or stalking obviously this is just a place to get my thoughts out. if you do condone that stuff then fuck off.

my blog makes almost no sense half the time so have fun deciphering it

here is my super problematic blog that I'm too scared to tag in my main blog: @d34d-star

[schizospecfaye]

Psychosis feels like unraveling

Psychosis makes me feel like everything is threatening, even objects

Psychosis feels like everything I think and feel is liquid and blending together, leaving me confused

Psychosis feels like my brain has disappeared and left a big blank space where no thoughts form

Psychosis makes me feel like someone is inside my body, touching and grabbing me underneath my skin

Psychosis feels like being controlled by an outside force

Psychosis feels like reality and you yourself is disintegrating

Psychosis feels like everything is simultaneously fake and more real than usual

Psychosis feels like spiraling through an endless cycle of thoughts

Psychosis feels like being fragmented

[angelboydiaries]

[evsmystery]

A trans son is better than a dead daughter btw

[s0l4rst4rz]

Anytime I hear she / her or anything like that used on me it feels like I just took a blow to my skull so hard that I can feel the bone slowly splitting causing extreme sudden headaches and even causing sickness to my stomach that I can feels like butterflies but instead the butterflies are slowly eating away at my intestines and organs like a tapeworm

If you couldnt tell I have slightly visceral reactions to being misgendered

[gender-thief2]

“gender envy” this “gender envy” that can we talk about gender grief? the boy i want to be is a ghost that hovers in my periphery always and forever and i mourn that i am the only one who can see him

[icarusfallsblog]

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

[yuricin]

"you shouldn't wish the worst on anyone-" fuck you. don't fucking tell me how i should feel. too many abusers are roaming free, living their best lives, while i'm stuck dealing with the aftermath of their actions, when they don't deserve any of the good life they're having.

you're more focused on my emotions instead of focusing on the shitty person's actions who made me feel this way.

blame the abusers for making people's lives miserable instead of blaming victims for having strong emotions (including rage) for the horrific things that's happend them

[hisuncontrollableanger]

you... you feel ignored? you feel... like a burden? oh my god... oh... it's almost as if... it's almost... like... that's what you did... to me...? oh... how awful... i'm so sorry... i can't possibly imagine... how hard that must be... for you... i'm so... sorry... oh god...

[stonathantruther]

do NOT get friends!! ALWAYS isolate yourself!! never talk to anyone!!

[zoingo-boingo]

I'm never eating anything ever again

[fuckingeverythinguplikenormal]

Im sick of school. Im sick of people. Im sick of the voices. Im sick of the hallucinations. Im sick of life. Im sick of being sick. i dont want to wake up tomorrow

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t want to die. I just want everything to stop for a while.

The thoughts. The guilt. The noise.

[lullxbyblue]

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

[justafuckingdisaster]

I don't want to wake up tommorow.

[bpderanged]

Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

[joes-coffin]

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself