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i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything
i always forget your phone mic is always on so i was so startled when i coughed and got a notification on my phone asking if i want to enable my mic for cough detection at night asking like it wasnt already on
ON FEBRUARY 22ND, 2026, HE WILL BE FORCED TO EAT CEMENT
mark your calendars for this historic event
i think being proud of where you come from is one of those things that becomes fun the more specific you get. like "proud to be english" bad rancid vibes. makes you sound like the kind of person who rants about immigrants. "proud to be from yorkshire" better vibes. i cannot deny the yorkshire cultural heritage. "proud to be from pocklington" absolutely fucking hilarious please never let anybody kill your pocklington pride.
i love the USA: weird vibes. dont trust that.
i love muskegon michigan: you are experiencing a kind of personal joy that i can and will not take from you
i do unironically think that if all this internet age restriction stuff hit when i was a kid i would Not be alive rn
like just saying
surely isolating children even further for years can do no harm to them whatsoever
The therian and otherkin communities really do harbour a lot of unexamined racism.
And I understand why. For many of us, our identities are inherently based in wanting to be seen, treated, as something other than human. We're often eager to disavow humanity, having spent so long being forced into that role, and so we embrace ideas of dehumanisation. But we don't often consider that alterhumans of colour, who have long histories of being treated as subhuman and having their humanity denied, might have more complex relationships with these narratives.
As a community in the internet age, we have the myths and legends of the whole world at our fingertips. But we often give very little care to the meanings of those myths and the cultures they come from. (Are you actually a human possessed by an Algonquin spirit of starvation, after falling prey to greed and the exploitation of other people? Or are you a woods monster with a skull-deer head? Because the former is not the latter, and if you actually are the former, a lot of Native Americans are going to be rightfully upset by you, as that spirit represents immense amounts of cruelty that was done to them and is still being done to them.)
And then there are the myths and legends that are explicitly tied to racism. The New Age narrative of starseeds and ancient alien ancestors originates in white supremacy (we never see Black alien progenitors, but we do see explicitly "Nordic" ones), antisemitism (anything to do with the world being secretly run by alien lizardfolk, which have widely been understood by Jewish scholars as code for the Jews), and literal Nazi occult practices. While some starseeds disavow racism, disavowing it personally is not enough- not when the community continues to circulate white supremacist beliefs.
And then of course there's the police dog thing. No, it doesn't make you evil to have been a police dog, or to have enjoyed having been one. No one can expect you to have understood racism as a dog. But you have this body and mind now, you are aware of racism now, and you are aware of the baseless cruelty of the police, the countless Black and Brown communities that have been terrorised by the police and K9 units. You have the choice to keep condoning this system, or to learn about it and the harm it does. Perhaps that's what you're meant to do as a dog in this life- perhaps that's why you're here, why you've been given this mind and this awareness in this current time. To become a better, more compassionate being than you were in the past.
This isn't to say you're not a dog who served the police, or a kitsune, or an alien from the Pleiades, or an animal who enjoys dehumanisation. (I'm that last one myself!) But we have to understand that when we talk about these things uncritically, when we're wilfully ignorant and don't do the research or care about how these ideas might make people of colour feel, we are driving said people away from the community and making it a very, very white space.
"But what am I supposed to do about it? I'm not responsible for racism; I'm just talking about how I feel!"
Indeed, it can feel unfair to be accused of racist beliefs when you're just trying to express yourself. Your frustrations are understandable. But do remember that it's much, much worse for people of colour to be subjected to constant reminders that others don't notice their pain, or care about reducing it.
The number one thing is to do your research. Look into the thing you are and get accurate information about it (not just from Tumblr) before deciding you are it. If you fit a visual image such as skull-deer or many-tailed fox, but you don't resonate with the actual legend you are drawing on, try describing yourself as just "skull-deer" or "many-tailed fox". It'll be more helpful to you, too, to not try to squish yourself into an image that doesn't really fit.
(I could describe myself as an "Eastern dragon", and have in the past: I'm wingless, associated with water rather than fire, and aspire to be a benevolent force and a guardian of nature. But I'm also white and my dragon form has strong connections to European regions and myths, so I feel it's better to describe myself as a wingless dragon or drake. And acknowledging that allows me to connect more authentically with my Slavic heritage, as a half-Pole.)
The second thing is to be respectful, humble and open to correction. It's easy to say, "well, I didn't mean to do harm, so you shouldn't be mad at me!" But do you think that's going to make anyone feel less hurt? Would it make you feel less hurt if someone said it to you? If someone says a thing you're saying is racist, take the time to listen to them without getting defensive. Accept that you have hurt them, even if unwillingly, and be open to their suggestions of how you could express things better.
The third thing is to point out racism when you see it in the community. That doesn't mean making callout posts or sending hate, but just calmly stating why the thing they said is an issue. e.g. "I'm not criticising you personally, but be aware that X myth has roots in white supremacy." Or, "this creature represents Algonquin stories about the dangers of greed and selfishness and how it can turn you into a monster. Are you actually saying that you embody that myth, or are you saying that you relate to modern depictions of the creature? If the latter, it's kinder to call yourself a skull-deer or such."
When white people stay silent on these matters, we allow racism to spread unchecked. It's uncomfortable to stand up against racism and draw attention to yourself, but to the people constantly being bombarded by hurtful narratives, it could mean everything.
Why is it so hard so hard for people to respect my choice to not use LLMs? i'm not even that insistent on you not using it (cause i've learned its futile to argue) but why do you force it on to me??
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Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing (Prelude?)
TW: mentions of SA
It kinda sucks that wolves are still utilized as stand-ins for predators and villains even now. Like, it’s a stain that never washes away. I was always empowered by wolves as a kid, so the trope of “A wolf in sheep’s clothing” always felt wrong to me.
Wolf imagery to allude to someone who takes advantage of others or violence is like, a very poetic thing but it just contributes to the subconscious stigma against wolves as violent, evil demons filled with bloodlust, hiding in plain sight and waiting to strike. It’s some of the same reasons why wolves were nearly persecuted to extinction in the U.S. in the past and why they still face legislative and physical violence.
The threat to wolves in the U.S. never ceased but did lessen. Even still, there are attempts to put them in harm’s way once more despite the fact that the population is still volatile enough to become threatened.
None of this sat right with me growing up and I was hyper-aware of it, but now, after awakening, I find myself aligning with all wolves (theriform, fictional, artistic, etc.), and becoming alert when even the word is said. It feels like I’m being spoken about because that is who/what I am.
When humans liken wolves to evil, it hurts a little as a wolf to see it. Especially recently, I saw a beautifully done animatic about SA and the perpetrator was drawn as a wolf. As someone who was SAd in the past, it just made me sad to see. There is a kinship there among survivors, but what I am and the theriform animals I consider my ‘peoples’ are still being demonized to this day.
Maybe this is just me creating something to be upset about or finding a harm to put myself in the way of, I’m not sure. It does just feel wrong, though, to equate an animal with evil. Historically, bad reputations have been given to many undeserving theriform creatures– like foxes, sharks, spiders, snakes, goats, orcas, hyenas, rats, pigs, donkeys, pigeons, black cats, crows/ravens, opossums, raccoons (& other ‘vermin’ animals), vultures, coyotes, alligators/crocodiles, weasels, piranhas, skunks, bats, small dogs (think people angering small dogs on purpose), cats in general (perpetuating them as lazy, self-centered, violent, and destructive), bees, wasps, hornets, flies (as much as they annoy me), owls (they can be seen as harbingers of death), Komodo dragons, leopard seals (as I’ve read), dolphins (YES the internet did irreparable damage to their image, they are just animals, not evil), monkeys (same thing), tigers, and MANY MORE!
This is just another case of metaphor gone so far that we intrinsically tie the human-imposed identities of these theriform creatures to them to the point where we can’t see anything but the media their likeness takes part in for our pleasure. That, and, applying human morals to theriform animals, which will never be fair.
Maybe I’ll make a longer post one day diving into the history of wolves being used as motifs and metaphors for evil and aggression, but for now, I’ll leave it at this.
From a psychiatric perspective I can understand the concept of reparenting yourself as a form of therapy and healing from childhood trauma, but also what an absolute crock of shit is this whole thing.
First you have to raise yourself the best you can with no idea how, and then you have to scratch that and do it all over again because you didn't get it right the first time??
danger: story you haven't started writing yet has been sitting so long it's started to grow moss that looks like ideas for a sequel.
Fucking yikes, okay. Been seeing some dogshit arguments lately. Therians stop advocating for paraphilia conversion therapy challenge (impossible)
For a refresher, let's go over some facts about zoophilia!
"Healing" and "seeking help" for zoophilia or zoophilic disorder does not mean erasing or reducing the attraction, which is what @/c4tch-th3se-p4ws seems to think. If you want this for us, you are in favor of conversion therapy. Real treatment for this or any "harmful" attraction involves reducing intrusive thoughts and improving self-image.
If your paraphilia is not causing the possibility or intent to harm yourself or others, and is not clinically distressing, it is not disordered and you do not need to seek help if you don't want to. Same with every symptom of any mental health condition ever.
Attraction is not action. Having fantasies, making art, roleplaying, etc is not equivalent to hurting a real animal and is not a sign that you're dangerous.
We are not ticking time bombs, and our attractions are not uncontrollable. Folkel like to treat us like sex-crazed lunatics who would fuck the first animal we see, but that's simply not the case. Very few folkel with any attraction, no matter the nature, are like that. If you don't think someone who is attracted to a specific gender or someone with a "harmless" paraphilia is like that, ask yourself - why are your standards different for us?
There are some groups of zoophiles you should keep clear of. Block on sight anyone who labels themselves as ZETA, pro-contact, or a xenosatanist. Be wary of radqueers.
A good chunk of therians are zoophiles and/or autozoophiles. Attraction to one's own species is normal.
Being proud of being a zoophile is better than being suicidal because of it, though this can be a double-edged sword and lead to pro-contact ideology.
Proper education and acceptance, dare I say "normalization," will reduce rates of animal abuse.
And finally, some rent-lowering gunshots: I am an anti-contact zoo and autozoo who draws and writes about fucking my own species to deal with mating urges. I engage in petplay and ERP. I am not disordered. I am not a danger. I speak to a therapist about it, I got help when I first discovered it and was scared by my thoughts.
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