"IT'S TIME TO TAKE YOUR FINAL BOW!"

Im suspecting HPD also I like FF Foxy . Collect my eight pronouns

[funtime-histrionicism]

NEVER HAVE HPD AND GET INTO CONFRONTATIONS OR CONFLICT!!! WORST MISTAKE EVER!! I GET A KICK OUT OF IT!!!

[hpdcultureis]

HPD cuture is talking to someone and having to repeat

"dont make this about myself. dont make this about myself. dont make this about myself. dont make this about myself. dont make this about myself."

in your head.

im not even sure what is making situations about myself. i cannot physically tell when im doing it anymore. i am afraid of myself. i am afraid of my actions affecting my loved ones.

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[hpdcultureis]

Probably HPD culture is obsessively trying to diagnose yourself or just figure out what's wrong. It's the perfect opportunity to traumadump and get others to discuss my favourite topic: me!

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[hpdcultureis]

HPD culture is How do I identify a histrionic crash. Guys. Chat. Help me out here please.

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[starblessed-muzzle]

reblogging this here also for my own reference too, but, how i identify mine is / things i do when im crashing are:

° lack of willingness to reach out to new people or try to start conversations because "they're probably too busy" or "they wouldn't want to pay attention to me anyway"

° watching people interact with the person/s that i want attention from and silently sitting there, even if it feels like im burning myself alive with jealousy/anger/betrayal/upset/insert negative emotion here

° self depreciating trains of thought / habit, ie thinking im useless or that i don't deserve good things (even if i know it's not true) and or not wanting to do even basic self care tasks because i don't think i deserve it

° messaging the person/s i want attention from EVERYTHING that comes to mind with increasing desperation because i want their attention so so so bad

° getting attention from the person/s i want attention from feels unironically like being saved. like they realized how bad i needed their attention and swooped in to save me from myself. unrealistic? kinda, but it's true.

° i am a. VERY very heavy self isolator when im having a crash or an episode. to the point where my partners sometimes have to point it out to me because it's so habitual i don't notice im doing it

° desperate attempts at hyping myself up; cute outfits and makeup and maybe scrolling through old posts i made while dressed up all pretty because im still pretty, right? i still deserve attention, don't i?

(tip: start a folder/album of pictures of yourself where you think you look super good/hot/pretty/whatever word you wanna use, and things you create or did that you're very proud of. i have that and it's actually helped me regulate a LOT during crashes + free supply!)

° rereading old conversations or times where i was venting or getting comforted. this can be a self soothing habit OR me trying to figure out what i did "right" to be given that attention. avoid doing this if you can because it can count as emotional self harm and. um. yeah. not good!!

i hope this helps 🫡

also for me if i ever come back and find this again: just go ask your partners!! if 🎶 can come to you to ask for help w its npd crashes or supply and if 🪻 can seek you out for reassurance and support during bpd episodes then YOU'RE ALLOWED TO ASK FOR ATTENTION DURING EPISODES AND CRASHES. I AM GOING TO HIT YOU WITH A CARDBOARD TUBE.

[ihope-ithurts]

"hehe I let me intrusive thoughts win! New hair color alert!!!"

Ooo... So close. If I let my intrusive thoughts win, I would be in a hospital for eating glass just for the slightest bit of attention

[psychsilk]

　➜　New Item !!

　ATP ( Attention Person )　﹏　My version of the attention person flag for those with HPD. Colors based on the alt version of the HPD flag 　　RADQUEERS / TRANS-HPD DO NOT USE

[PT: Atp ( Attention person ) : My version of the attention person flag for those with Hpd. Colors based on the alt version ( link ) of the Hpd flag. Radqueers / Trans-Hpd do not use /END PT]

Notes : Self indulgent because there's a lack of flags for this , which makes me kind of sad.

Tagging : @radiomogai @pdsarchive

[psychsilk]

　➜　New Item !!

　Spotlight Person (SLP)　﹏　A person who someone with HPD deems worthy of sharing their spotlight ( attention ) with. Colors based on the alt version of the HPD flag. 　　RADQUEERS / TRANS-HPD DO NOT USE

[PT: Spotlight person ( SLP ) : A person who someone with Hpd deems worthy of sharing their spotlight ( attention ) with. Colors are based on the Alt version (link) of the Hpd flag. Radqueers / Trans-Hpd do not use. /END PT]

Notes : This was inspired by terms like Chosen person ( Npd ) and Favorite person ( Bpd ) ! very much self indulgent

Tagging : @radiomogai @pdsarchive

[funtime-histrionicism]

What if YOU wanted to see posts about HPD in the HPD tag but the Cluster B community said! Literally any PD other than HPD.

[chronicallyqueercoining2]

Shallow Flag for HPD

[Pt: Shallow Flag end pt]

One who acts , feels like , or has been called "shallow" due to one's histrionic traits/symptoms. This term has been created to reclaim the word "shallow," and it may be interpreted however the use wishes!

HPD SYMBOL

@pdsarchive

[hlstrionics]

꒰ྀི HISTRILIX

Histrilix: An HPD experience in which it affects how you show affection, bonds, and feelings in general. It may feel superficial, inconsistent, disconected, or generally different to the way people without hpd experience these things, and may cause issues with forming relationships or bonds.

It may or may not be considered part of one's orientation, and it may be arospec, aspec or aplatonic, depending on the person using the term.

This is an HPD version of Anisolix, colors inspired by this HPD flag

[histronicslut]

NOTHING compares to the pain of seeing your attention person giving someone else the same attention they usually give you. am i not special?? do i not matter?? i'm sitting right here why are you not giving me attention too i've been nothing but pleasant to you

[funtime-histrionicism]

I know we often talk about how histrionic individuals are fun to be around, but, as someone with suspected HPD, can we discuss the flipside? I find that as an histrionic individual and the fact I have severe FOMO, I tend to ‘over-socialise’ - meaning, I socialise even when I shouldn’t, when I’m too exhausted, when I don’t feel like it, when I’ve done it too much. Why? Because people can’t have fun without me, right? That’s unheard of - I should be there. I have to be there.

Continuously, this leads into being irritable and extremely paranoid. Traits that, in my case, are an actual social killer. What happens when people start to become upset with me? A crashout. And crashouts, as we know, are not fun to deal with. I greatly dislike this notion that people with HPD are somehow more apt at socialising, because on one hand, yes, it’s kind of a given that you try to attract a lot of attention as a pw the attention seeking disorder, but that stops pretty quickly once the other, not fun parts of HPD kick in.

[loveshickk]

[funtime-histrionicism]

The devil couldnt reach me so he gave me severe FOMO and paranoia that makes it so I can never take a break from anything ever

[cupinho]

Accused of being a pedophile because of one joke, incredible

[funtime-histrionicism]

First of all, the word pedophile was never used. You’re called a groomer. Second of all, a ‘joke’ is meant to be funny. How is it anything other than repulsive to tell children all those horrible things you said?

You think you’re so above consequences. This is the result of your own actions. Grow up.

[cupinho]

I remember that Uni (One of the people making the document) said once that they feel great doing documents like this because it Inglaterra their ego or something similar

That how you see how mature those people are

[funtime-histrionicism]

You *cannot* be talking about inflated egos or whatever when you’re the one who’s been abusing your power to guilt trip and suicide-bait literal children.

You’ve been nothing *but* unreasonable and immature when confronted with this entire fucking situation, but o woe, blame the child who confronted *you* about your aphobia. You were 17. That’s old enough to know right from wrong and if you, like now, didn’t know how to handle the heat, step down. Get off the internet. Seek help.

All the critique and callouts are justified because you never took accountability for anything. You’ve been nothing but an immature brat.

Touch grass. Go outside. Seek help. Stay away from teenagers. Do anything but be on the internet since you’re very obviously unstable and don’t know how to behave properly.