Flora

TBMC survivor, DID system

[galaxystem]

Intro:

I want this blog to be a place where people can find something they can relate to in a world where we are overlooked. Mind control is not just about being a programmed system and I am sick of only finding programmed systems and in worst cases putting down non-programmed systems.

I want this to change and to finally have a place that's not about programming, but still mc. I want to use the term conditioned DID. Maybe there are others out there who can relate and are in the same boat as me.

It's time for us to be seen and having a place.

[thehopefulquotes]

“You need someone that loves your soul more than your body”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Hold your head up high. You’re doing well, I am proud of you.”

— Unknown

[galaxystem]

It molds the soul like clay, shaping beliefs and behaviors that linger long after the hands of influence have withdrawn. It's the echo of voices once dominant, the silent force that binds and shapes.

[letsgrownnhealtogether]

🫶🫰

[butisthisdea]

#14

I still remember how painful that night was. How tired my eyes and heart were. I still remember how I almost ran out of breath while I was crying and how I was trying to stop the noise I could make. I will never forget how difficult it was for me.

I will never forget that pain.

[pastel-hazey-dreams]

[galaxystem]

In the depths of despair, whispers of anguish echo, as the weight of shame and sorrow suffocates the soul.

Each moment a battle, a relentless struggle against the tide of pain, drowning in the haunting memories of violation and disdain.

Torn between silence and outcry, the heart bleeds quiet, not ready to die.

Longing for solace which will never come, I continue to struggle cause the damage is done.

Yet through the tears and the torment resilience emerges, I have to fight and never give up, to battle these urges.

[galaxystem]

Invisible scars, etched in flesh and bone, Echoes of anguish, never truly alone.

A dance with shadows, a relentless fight, Seeking solace in the veil of night.

[sl8tersstuff]

They ask me what’s the matter and I lie because the truth is they don’t feel what I feel and I know they never will.

[emotionalwords]

and all of a sudden, i felt really tired. like the world has drained me for everything that i had

[thoughtkick]

“Being brave doesn’t mean you aren’t scared. Being brave means you are scared, really scared, badly scared, and you do the right thing anyway.”

— Neil Gaiman

[thehopefulquotes]

“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

[galaxystem]

We're hardwired to remember fear best

[galaxystem]

Fear is the most difficult thing to overcome

[thoradvice]

you don't have to be glad that it's not worse. that goes for everything. disability, trauma, mental illness, grades, finances, whatever. you're /allowed/ to be upset that things are the way they are. you don't have to be grateful for your situation - bad is bad. somebody else's suffering doesn't make yours less painful. it's okay to be angry

[dino-boyo-agere]

T H I S ! !

[emotionalwords]

i stay silent sometimes because no words can explain what's going on in my heart and mind.