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mod is trans + gay + asexual and a minor. mod has anxiety and possible audhd. mod cant read certain typing quirks (like 5s as s, 4 as a and 8 as b). mod is they/he/xe/silly/moon. be nice pleasey.
it’s true please do i ask this literally all the t i m e but it’s still so t r u e do not worry about being annoying i am literally never annoyed please just,, interact
Im slowly losing the ability to walk or stand at all, please let me be able to walk Ricky in a harness once and take a trip to the local aquarium once before I do. I likely wont be able to fundraise for a wheelchair so these might be the last places I go without special medical transport. Im a disabled trans woman scientist working on a decentralized internet for lgbt+ people and other marginalized groups
Venmo: agief
Cashapp: $cmder
Paypal: https://paypal.me/agieocean
Edit: If I can raise $350 I can get a month of insurance that should actually work and get a check up
Okay one more ask, I likely wont be able to manage the aquarium with a cane can we have $100 to get a rollator locally? Since my wifes birthday is soon
Hello, I’m Haya Orouq from Gaza City because of the war, my house and my university were destroyed. We lost everything, my family and I did not have anything left. We left our homes in search of a safe place and we were displaced three times to different places to survive, but unfortunately there is no safe place in Gaza. My mother is very sick and she is a kidney failure patient in need of treatment outside. She suffers from LS. Help me and my family to survive. Please I’m asking your help don’t let me down I have nothing to do I’m poor less and young trying to help my family I’m homeless now so please I’m speaking to your humanity to help my mom and my family
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Heylo my maggotsies... I'm sorry to do this but I have a thing that I really, really need to do (thank you Ash for helping me realise that) but I'm terrified to. so well. I'm going to make one of the posts (Neil reblogged me a couple of days ago so I feel pretty safe making one now since he only lurks by once in two weeks so this is as good a time as it gets to make a post and not expect many notes, yes I'm an overthinker and I'm actually scared of this getting notes).
Sigh. Here goes.
...I'm scared of even typing it.
Nope okay I can do this let's go.
If this post gets 1k notes, I'll look up jobs in design and film making that don't need a college degree.
2k notes, I'll sign up for an Alliance Francaise course so I can have another language on my CV, and I'll find a course that teaches me how to use design software.
5k, I'll look up distance learning alternatives, because just talking about physical college yesterday made me spend the whole morning and afternoon today in and out of nightmares screaming. Fuck.
10k, I'll tell my mum that I can't do the offline college. She's been talking to me about it, but I've been dodging because I'm not well-off and I really need to be earning and idk how to do that without college and I feel so guilty.
15k, I'll officially back out from the college (does that count as dropping out, if it hasn't begun? maybe half. i am a college and a half dropout, my 11th grade self would hate me and my 10th grade self would refuse to believe it).
I don't know what I'll do then. I don't know how to live as trans here in India, I don't know how to earn enough to be able to help my family, I don't know what I'm good at and I'm so fucking terrified. But. I spoke to @random-doctor-on-the-internet last night (I love you Ash you're such a fucking amazing human) and they made me realise that well maybe landing in a hospital with steroids to relieve an allergy attack because of exam stress isn't normal and so.
Well. Here I am. I know I can't do it, but I'm scared to risk everything, it's just not something people do here, dropping out. But also (TW s**cide statistics mentioned below the cut)... And so I've just. Got to do it, got to save myself and say no to college (cue say no to school, kids joke). Somehow be brave enough. And yeah.
To quote a financial express article: "In an alarming situation, a total of 7,62,648 suicides were reported in India between 2018 to 2022, Of this student suicides account for 7.6% at 59,239". Maybe if more people did say fuck you to the system here, that wouldn't be the case. That number could have been 59,240 (aside from everyone who wasn't counted and hushed up), that could have been me, and I don't want to put myself in that situation again. You know? Yeah.
Oh dear lord, I haven't seen this before, ok, let's get going.
Gonna double tag everyone tagged already and see if I can tag some more ppl! We can do this! Just like the 10khaos, just 5k notes more! A little bonus as a special treat, just for our dear asmi! :)
@hoarder-of-dragons @prettycottagequeer @eybefioro @howmanyholesinswisscheese @bookwalmartav @lxvenderjewel @an-ace-on-the-case @madfangirlontheloose @gyrovagus-bibliophile @arkytiorlecter @ivory--raven @fishyfiles @dashoulinas-fandom-dump @hello-ello-ello @coppicegate @random-doctor-on-the-internet @falling-raine @harbinger-of-existential-dread @sayeverythingwillbefineplease @bat-plus-moth-equals-both @maggot-king-fan @koboldkatalyst (sorry for the double tag everyone,but we gotta help our prince fella here!)
[tagging server maggots now] @chaoticgenderflood @quoththemaiden @itsgoosetime @apollos-dodgeball-target @woah-woah-woah @obssessed-sketches @lov3rgrrrl @some-random-french-pastry @inahc3 @achilles-in-a-blanket-burrito @queermarzipan @randomvoices @tryan-a-bex @three-smiles-and-a-unicorn @_aazrael @good-usernames-were-taken ((I'm so sorry for disturbing you guys))
(I believe in you @weirdly-specific-but-ok dear, I know you can do this, and I'm afraid for you too, we are all afraid in the dammed world, but you're not alone, we're with you.)