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Emery/Ethan { they/he , Adult } auhd, aac user previously lizardmagesknife

[gecko-ghost-rat]

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[gecko-ghost-rat]

When ya gotta play therapist w/ yourself bc ya can't afford one

[marisashorror]

Iron Lung Fanart

Ballpoint pen on paper

8x10"

[stahsm]

Overlock Stitch by @clothes_reetzy

[thatisuseful]

Damn, that's useful

[fluidstatick]

Finally a hand sewing tutorial on a hemline that isn't just the ladder stitch! the ladder stitch disappears when you tighten it, but it's not meant for hemlines because it breaks really easily! The overlock stitch is more stable, so it holds much longer, and it won't pucker or warp the fabric!

[watsdaughter]

tags by @gallusrostromegalus

[teaboot]

OH HELL THE FUCK YES

[hellenic-cowboy]

Sometimes it's not about full prayer. Sometimes it's not about the grandiose, or the quantity of prayer. Sometimes it's about lying flat on your back, in the safety of your room, or in the freshly turned earth of your garden, and asking for rest. Sometimes it's about being unable to raise your hands in prayer to your deities. Instead, it's about coming to them with whatever strength you have left, and reaching. It's about the reach. It's not about how well you do. Just that you do. It's not about how hard you try, or how much effort you put in. but that you put in effort at all. It's not about the longest prayer, or about the offering connected. Sometimes it's head bowed, sometimes it's coming to them weak, at the end of your rope. They hear you. They always have. The gods hear you. So let them hear you, even if you have nothing to give. Your voice, more often than not, is enough. Your effort is enough.

[casualcarpetshark]

[wayward-delver]

I shall hold the child.

[icarusredwings]

Litsen. I love Diva Wade. I really do. I really love the whole "if I look good I can't feel bad" complex he has sometimes because SAME, but I need more loser wade. You guys hear me?

Daddy needs that man walking around holding logans hand in a clien dion shirt he found half off at a thrift store with a cigarette hole in it and some medicore baggy pants with a shoe with a hole in the heel but he refuses to get rid of it because its hard to find converse for cheap in his size that arn't already in tatters.

I need him slugging around a totebag with some random brand on it, but he likes it cause he can carry a lot of groceries in it. I need him in an old army hat and some dollar store sunglasses holding a soda cup from a gas station.

I NEED you guys to remember that Wade being a loser is part of his charm.

Bonus if Logan is holding his hand with a half smoked cigarette, his hair all scruffy, wearing a short seeve Hawaiian shirt with dad shorts and mid shin socks looking spaced out and tired.

Theyre such fucking losers and I- AUGH

AND ANOTHER THING

If Peter Parker isn't wearing the same three damn hoodies in rotation, is he even a broke college student? He has a NASA one, his school logo, and one he stole from someone else. That's it! The ONLY reason his shirts aren't stained up is because of Aunt May. Period.

[mimimigan]

Spideypoolverine Headcanons

Because I have an obsession

Also some of these might be slightly Deadpool and Wolverine (movie) specific

•Both Logan and Wade call Peter 'Petey' (or Petey-Pie sometimes in Wade's case) (Logan called Jean Jeannie in the comics so. He would def call Peter Petey)

•Peter and Wade can both safely sleep next to Logan despite his claws coming out sometimes (Wade because he can regenerate obviously and Peter because his spider sense works even in his sleep)

•Logan is slightly more successful than Wade at getting Peter to sleep/eat/rest properly. Mostly because Logan won't take no for answer and will try to wrestle the guy into taking a nap (even though Peter is stronger sometimes he just relents and lets Logan win)

•Speaking of Peter being stronger, it took Logan forever to realize this, (Post DP&W) especially since Peter pulls his punches while fighting. Logan could tell he was really fast and agile so he thought that was the main reason Spidey did so well. So the first time Spidey got buried by some rubble, Logan panics. He thinks there's no way Spidey isn't horribly injured. Probably goes a little crazy and gets a little too violent, ending whatever conflict it was before Spidey can unbury himself from the rubble. He is definitely not super clingy afterwards.

•Logan doesn't fully grasp how strong Spidey is until he like, catches a car going 60 mph or something. He does get an inkling of it though when Peter picks him up and carries him around like he weighs nothing. Wade can also pick Logan up too. He does not like that they can do this. He secretly enjoys it a lot.

•Wade and Logan are, of course, very protective of their mortal squishy boyfriend. This does mean that they jump in front of attacks that he would easily dodge with his Spider sense. Peter does not like this.

•Peter also does not like their wanton violence to each other. Especially since he's the one who usually cleans up the blood. But he really just doesn't enjoy either of them being injured. Even though he knows they will heal, it still bothers him.

•Logan and Wade fight over who gets to patch up Peter when he gets injured enough to need stitches, bandanging up, etc. both claiming they are better at it. In reality it doesn't matter which of them does it, as long as Peter doesn't do it himself, as he sucks at it.

•Logan loves that Peter and Wade are both yappers. He likes that at least one of them is probably talking, if not both of them talking rapidly together. He likes the noise even if he isn't listening, though he usually is.

•Wade is, of course, physically clingy. He's almost always touching one if not both of them. Holding their hand, his hand on their thigh, playing with their hair, pulling them to sit on his lap or sitting on their lap, etc. It becomes infectious to where the three of them are just constantly touching if they're home, probably still holding hands or in close proximity out in public.

•Peter takes many pictures of the other two, most of them candid. Pictures of Logan sleeping on the recliner like an old man, of Wade mid-laughing, of the two of them wrestling, etc.

•Wade is the money-maker, Logan cooks, and Peter keeps their place clean.

•Wade is the most classically 'romantic'. Buying flowers and gifts for the other two, planning fun dates, writing silly love notes, etc. He doesn't really care if he receives things in return, though of course he appreciates it, he just likes to give them things.

•It really bothers Peter how both of them are in chronic pain (which is borderline canon for both Wolvie and DP) and that they both struggle with mental health issues (PTSD for Logan and the voices along with other things for Wade) and tries to find ways to help them since he's smart enough to. Even if it's little things like heated blankets or specially formulated lotions, icy hot, etc. I imagine he would spend a lot of time trying to make them feel better, including trying to develop drugs that actually work with their healing factors.

I could keep going because I think about these three way too often but I'll end it here. Maybe I'll make another post later about more headcanons I have hahah.

[gecko-ghost-rat]

How do you know if you're job hunting correctly? If you get a job?

Like are you always suposed to use a cover letter when applying to a career you have no experience in?

What's most effective when hunting? Like using hiring websites like indeed and then going over the to job's company and apply through them?

More questions below.

Should i sign up to multiple hiring websites? Should i go apply in person?

What's the ettquite if there is one, when applying for out of state remote work? What about applying to a job that you are/willing to relocating for?

What about work accomodations? When do you mention those in the process? When you get hired? Before that?

Do you have to remake your resume for every job you apply for thats in a different field? What if you are just starting out with little experience over all? What about resume gaps due to personal or medical reasons? How do you explain that? In a cover letter?

How do you create a cover letter? Whats the format? Content? Should it always change like resumes each application?

There are so much more questions i have. And idt i should have this many questions at all. But what do i know? I dont have that much work experience, and i know im privilaged for that.

Or is it that but combined with autism /needing the why explained?

Idk, im just so confused and overwhelmed and upset by this and it doesnt help that the job mafket is shit and crumbling before our eyes and there is little we can do about it.

[gecko-ghost-rat]

I'm just gonna vent a little again, bc i apparently am too autistic to work in customer service

So, fuck my job and its corprate sphere. They aren't doing shit and even said they could have tried harder to help me but dropped the ball.

The way they're putting me back in a dept that i do not do so well in anymore than when i first started, and would rather not work in anymore. The way corprate said no the dept you want to be in is technically full and cannkt take on anymore persons. Even tho i got moved to that dept earlier to help out in thr first place.

The way my old-now-current manager said i like you because of your open availability (and therefore makes her job a little easier). And my boss said to help you out we'll schedule monthly meetings to check up on your performance. Also get better at customer service persona and you cannot tell a customer no, except for no-not-right-now-but-will-have-it-later-in-the-week-what-would-customer-prefer.

I told them that the dept i'm going back to is overstimulating and i will need less hours.

But like, its a customer facing dept so like i cant get any accomodations. It fucking sucks and i want to quit but cant bc they pay just enough that i wont find any similar job with equal pay.

Ooooh this fuels me with rage!

[gecko-ghost-rat]

Be warned!

I'm shedding the skin of my former self off my body

[gecko-ghost-rat]

I've eaten my former self !

[gecko-ghost-rat]

Sooooo,,, my cycle ended and i feel A Lot Better ! Yippee!

[gecko-ghost-rat]

Be warned!

I'm shedding the skin of my former self off my body

[gecko-ghost-rat]

I've eaten my former self !

[gecko-ghost-rat]

Be warned!

I'm shedding the skin of my former self off my body

[babbyygirrrl]

I don't know who needs to hear this but... start living. The days are flying by and all you do is work, pay bills, and stress. Enjoy what you can like walks, sunsets, music, laughter. Joy doesn't have to be expensive. You deserve it.

[gecko-ghost-rat]

Yall! GREAT NEWS! Useing my aac at home was a success!!

My mom thought it was funny, i think because of the robot voice lol

[quiet-cafe-corner]

Also if any of yall have the edition that includes Crane’s post-canon apology letter, PLEASE share with the class, I’m dying to know how he’s processing after everything

[quiet-cafe-corner]

Come get yall juice

[gecko-ghost-rat]

My period makes my depression worse lile: woke up, immediately thougut of dying. Got sad and then got out of bed before i rotted,,,,,,,

Like brain. Not cool!!

Also made me exhausted to talk; was def more quiet than usual in the morning but like the thought of talking was tiring.

Wish i was brave enougj to use my aac app

Will try use it tomorrow