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[geishattic]

It’s so crazy but we are so back. I can’t remember the last time I wrote anything in here. Can’t believe that I became a suffer in silence girlie. Tumblr was a source of comfort for so long. Here’s to rediscovering that safe space again!

[geishattic]

Very rarely do I say things out loud. Even more rarely do I do that in front of people. I usually think inside my head, swallow that thought and get on with life. But. For all its worth, I need to say that we need to (as people, as half decent humans or as marginally intelligent beings) take a stand on everything going down in Gaza. We need to do our bit to protest fascist organisations that are destroying everything that we hold dear. It’s going to sound so preachy but hey, I can’t do this anymore. It feels like I am actively contributing to this morbid situation if I don’t say anything.

[mehreenkhan]

Alain de Botton

[geishattic]

Sand beneath my feet and sun in my eyes, flashes of memories and mountain tops plaguing my mind; the last thought being that of disco lights turning to kitchen lights in the span of a few years. As I stand on the banks of the river that witnessed the beginning of lives innumerable, the walls start crumbling and with a hint of remorse, I breathe in the tranquility that is almost infectious. Almost as if the 500 Days of Summer weren’t enough, the humid heat starts closing in on the otherwise perfect day. Before the clear skies and changing clouds could distract me from the scathing rays, the spell is broken by the sound of laughter carried by the breeze that doesn’t look back to witness the last of the lingering smiles. It takes me back to a time that was easier, and who we were back then.

[feytouched]

cannot stop thinking abt the paris review’s essay series on the history & significance of certain colours, hue’s hue:

Periwinkle, the Color of Poison, Modernism, and Dusk

Eau de Nil, the Light-Green Color of Egypt-Obsessed Europe

Marian Blue, the Color of Angels, Virgins, and Other Untouchable Things

Incarnadine, the Bloody Red of Fashionable Cosmetics and Shakespearean Poetics

Jonquil, the Light Yellow of Early Flowers, Mad Painters, and Dust Bowl–Era Pottery

Scheele’s Green, the Color of Fake Foliage and Death

Lilac, the Color of Half Mourning, Doomed Hotels, and Fashionable Feelings

Hooker’s Green: The Color of Apple Trees and Envy

Blaze Orange, the Color of Fear, Warnings, and the Artificial

Chartreuse, the Color of Elixirs, Flappers, and Alternate Realities

Living Coral, the Brutal Hue of Climate Change and Brand New iPhones

Mustard, the Color of Millennial Candidates, Problematic Lattes, and Aboriginal Paintings

Russet, the Color of Peasants, Fox Fur, and Penance

Verdigris: The Color of Oxidation, Statues, and Impermanence

(also, tag yourselves, i’m russet)

[3amastrology]

Colors are so inspiring

[wildersage]

the impulse to hide what I'm doing at my computer still sits so deep even tho I'm literally never looking at anything objectionable , the door will open and I'll hurry to close the page like oh fuck no one can know I'm looking at the Wikipedia page for the Balkans

[geishattic]

[geishattic]

[hashtagloveloses]

This is quite possibly the greatest story ever told I’m WHEEZING

[bigbrokovu-deactivated20190612]

Don’t scroll past this.

Reblog to let your followers know that they should never start cutting.

I know this website makes it seem like that shit is normal but trust me, it’s not. And once you start, you’ll never really start and it will haunt you for life.

It never gets easier, it never stops hurting, it isn’t (and will never be) “cool” or “the only way out”

Please don’t start. If you already are cutting, tell sometime and get help, it’s not as scary as it seems and you will be better off by it.

If even one person reads this… Please. You matter.

Don’t start.

[anxiouslittlegemini]

It starts as scratching your skin, or even little knicks with scissors then it end up being up and down both arms, all over your thighs and you’ll do it when friends are over, special occasions, it’s an addiction. Dont. Start.

[geishattic]

You matter. Don't start.

[tokijin-deactivated20170926]

miss depression: *releases me for a quarter of a second*

me: wow. i feel so goo–

depression: Time’s Up Bitch.

[deadbeatmaker]

Not to be like “we live in a society” but I think a lot of people’s mental health would be significantly less fucked if they didn’t have to function in a system that forces them to think about their value as a human being as based on how productive they are/how much money people can make off them

[becky2410]

I found this on Pinterest but can someone please draw Jason throwing Damian to Batman from across the room

[cruisercrusher]

@becky2410 I uhhhh I drew it i couldn’t resist

(Also, a hetalia blog in 2018? Braver than any us marine)

[geishattic]

[geishattic]

#TheFerragnez

[forwhatweleftbehind]

thirteen reasons why (not)

(why not to watch the show, why it was absolute shit, why not to blame people for your death and so on)

1. if you are not enough for yourself, then you are not enough for yourself. it’s Not other people’s responsibility to fill that internal hole for you.

2. it should never. ever. ever. be on your friends to keep you safe. never. ever. ever.

3. by equating suicide w the inability of other people to be there for you, it’s implied that suicide in general can always be prevented if you just love someone enough. which is Not the case at all.

4. also! why! are! we! only! using! white! girls! to! exhibit! mental! illness!

5. in the end, it is ultimately your decision and yours alone to end your life, regardless of others’ actions that brought you to that place.

6. fundamentally, you do not get control after you die. in death you surrender every active role you had in people’s lives, and while you still impact them, you do not get to manage things anymore.

7. there is legitimately nothing good that could ever come out of blaming specific people for your suicide. you ruin them and you ruin yourself and no one heals or is given the chance to be forgiven or become better.

8. it’s never ok to use suicide as a form of revenge, let’s get that fucking straight.

9. does it even need mentioning that the equation of rape, bullying, someone’s lack of romantic initiative, and counselor’s inability to give you exactly what you needed to hear, is dead. wrong. those things are Significantly different and should not be held each to the same level of theoretical responsibility for hannah’s death in the show.

10. worth saying again because somehow this isn’t clear to a lot of people: in the end the final decision to end your life is your and yours alone.

11. applicable only to the show itself but what. sorry. what the actual fuck was supposed to be accomplished by having hannah kill herself onscreen. any suicide-prevention initiative of the show was completely destroyed in that inclusion. yes, we absolutely need to talk about suicide but jesus christ that Was Not the way to go about starting the conversation.

12. is it that hard to make a single show about a mental illness that does not romanticize it to make it look like something pretty! real life mental illness is in no way pretty! stop making it into a club that hands out flyers and tries to recruit people! does anyone get how fucked up this is!

13. whether you have 13 or 13,000 reasons why you want to kill yourself, it is Not The Answer. it is never the answer, no matter who you are or what shit you’ve been through. you’re here reading this and you made it through today and you just might be one of the reasons that someone else is staying alive, so stick around, friend. let’s come up w reasons not to kill ourselves instead of reasons why we did.

[grantsattler]

but like tony was so caring, patient, understanding, and sympathetic in this movie… he’s so openly in love with pepper and even talks about their future and how he needs to protect their family, he’s comforting bruce after he’s visibly worried, amidst the chaos he helps one lady to her feet after she takes a fall and asks her if she’s okay, she tells friday to call EMS and evacuate civilians, he even sidelines bruce when he obviously cannot fight, is actually civil with doctor strange even after all the jabs at him, protects peter and acts like a total dad™ with a knighthood included, he doesn’t lose his cool with drax and mantis, calls peter quill “mr. lord”, goes to check on and helps up a distressed doctor strange after he’s seen all possible outcomes, goes with the plan quill concocted because it was better than his own plan, tries to calm down quill after he discovers gamora is dead because he knows what he’s gonna do in his grief, asks strange why he gave up the stone for his life when that meant possibly sealing the fate of the universe, holds peter until his last breath and just,,,,  he’s endured so much all these years and it has shaped him up to be a good person even in adversity

[geishattic]

#infinitywar #tonystark