GhostHeartBren

From writings to tarot readings.

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[ghostheartbren]

Here’s a preview of a song I wrote I will be releasing this. This is not the entire song only a bit.

N is for never going to change.

A is for always you’re to blame

R is for respect is taken but never given

C is for causing you pain

I is for insane is how they make you feel

S is for stealing your energy

S is for saving themselves

I is for infidelity and gas lighting

S is for scripting their next lie

T is for trouble they bring into your life

Narcissist

Narcissist

Narcissist

Go away

I’m done playing your stupid games

Emotional

Mental

Financial

Abuse

Yet you always have some lame excuse.

Written by ghostheartbren November 15, 2022 5am❤️

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I want to bring change

I want to be the change

I want to bring forward the change

Because the world needs to see change

Once upon a time

I remember a simpler time

When everything felt like there was more time

To bring change into this world

I remember when I use to think why can’t people see what I see

I don’t understand why people can’t think the same as me

I remember when I was frustrated that everyone always seemed so jaded

I know now, I was always head of my time because I was brought here by the divine

To enforce some change into those around me

For those who were blind to their negativity

See the reality of what could be if they took the time to take a step back

They could see what I see

As I could open their hearts to seeing past a label

I can tell you the world needs peace to see some harsh truths and some realities

Did you know it didn’t have to be like this the war the violence the judgements

Did you know we are all connected you call it god, Buddha, Allan, saint, angels, universe, gods and goddesses, spirits yet it’s either many different names of different energies or one creator under different names

Why have war over stupid religion shit

Learnt to agree to disagree and move on with this

Can’t you see the struggles of the world don’t need to be

Yet this is how fucked up humanity is

Fight for the earth air fire and sea

Fight for peace

Fight for love

Fight for equality

Fight for freedom

Fight without using bombs

Guns

Knives

Can’t we see it’s been the same through out time

Progress forward

War behind

War ahead

War in time

Bring the change

Help people see

The death upon our humanity

Human kind can be so much more

If you open your mind

You can travel through time

See what I see

Devastation

Is amongst us always

We need change

We need peace

We need hope

We need to believe

Bring the light in the darkness

Have love in your heart

Express your emotions in your art

- GhostHeartBren June 14, 2021 @ 3:36AM.

[ghostheartbren]

To my ex:

Do you remember when you’d hold me in place,

Wouldn’t let me walk away,

Wouldn’t let me have my space,

Held me and filled me with more rage,

Do you remember when you called me a whore,

Because I wanted to go out more,

So I went out more,

You’d text me constantly calling me a whore,

Saying horrible words,

I’ve never felt so low,

Do you remember when you would not go to work,

Laze around all day like a jerk,

Then expect me to cater to you,

After all I had done for you,

Do you remember when You stalked me,

Do you remember when you raised your hand at me,

Do you remember when you wouldn’t let me leave,

Do you remember when you told me in order to go out I had to fuck you first,

Do you remember when you treated me like dirt,

Do you remember when you constantly broke me down,

Do you remember when I’d finally snap and talk back how you’d cry to make me feel like I was the bad guy,

Do you remember when you’d say all those mean things about everyone I loved,

Do you remember when you hid me away,

Do you remember everything you ever said to me,

Do you remember when you broke up with me then asked me back to you and were surprised when I said no,

Know that now it’s all dead to me,

When you left me and set me free I felt relieved to finally get away from your insanity,

I was now safe from your cruel intentions,

Everything you did, the lies, the pain, the hurt you put onto me,

We’re all lessons for me to learn,

I know I’ll always be the one that got away,

I know we were past our dues,

I know we weren’t meant to last,

I know we are just each other’s past,

I know it works both ways,

I know now to never stay,

I know now to heal a past relationship and not bring it with me,

For the next relationship I’ll miss the red flags you left for me to see,

I know now, I am healed from you, I try to only remember the good times with you,

I learned the lessons of pain from you,

& for that I thank you,

I am healed from not only you but others too,

I took the time back to see where I went wrong,

I took your pain with me & it only caused more,

I am now forever shutting the door,

I know now my worth,

My value was higher then you ever could reach,

So you brought me down to try to keep me,

I put so much love into you,

You didn’t appreciate anything I did do,

You only saw the anger I had towards you,

You never saw the pain you caused to me too,

You had no emotions towards me,

I made you look good and now I see,

I was your prize you couldn’t keep,

Prizes tarnish & you threw me out,

But I am not a prize I’m more then that,

I now see how whacked you really were,

Yet I still hope you have the life you deserve & find happiness else where.

I have found peace in what once was,

Thank you for helping me see what I don’t want in my life,

From me to you,

I am so happy this butterfly was set free.

From a sociopathic destruction you kept throwing at me. - GhostHeartBren November 15, 2021 @ 8:41PM.

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What is this word called love?

Love is from within ourselves & our higher selves.

It’s when you give your all to someone,

It’s when you want to see the other succeed,

It’s when you care so much it hurts,

It’s when you take the time to see beyond the facade,

It’s when you look past the mask of another’s soul,

It’s when you can read someone’s story in their eyes,

It’s when you know another needs time to heal,

It’s when you encourage another to be better at will,

It’s when you see beauty in all aspects of another person,

It’s when you stand up for who you believe in,

It’s when you stay up late at night,

Tired beyond belief but waiting for the other to fall asleep,

It’s when you hope for them to be driven to find their selves and see their worth,

It’s when you can talk to someone without judgement,

It’s when you can give equally in self worth,

It’s when you don’t give up on another’s heart,

It’s when you can be friends first and everything else last,

It’s when you don’t need to see eye to eye because you understand the word compromise,

It’s when words are real and action is show to match the words,

It’s when life doesn’t feel so broken,

It doesn’t feel like a fight for your life,

It’s arguments that don’t end up in full blown fights.

It’s laughter because that’s the key to success in life.

It’s learning to work with another.

It’s respect to yourself and each other.

It’s understanding what you want vs need.

It’s knowing that you don’t need another but want them near.

It’s communication and clarifications when necessary.

It’s seeing past the bullshit life throws your way.

It’s patience to allow another to evolve.

It’s care when one falls.

It’s hope for success in all you do.

It’s work but it’s worth it when your through.

It’s knowledge that someone is honest with you.

It’s sympathy for when they hurt you.

It’s love when you can see their true value and they see yours.

It’s when you’re not just a trophy, a prize, a reward it’s when you’re equal, grounded and can be level with each other.

It’s climbing up the mountains and beyond walls.

It’s crossing bridges that may fall.

It’s fighting dragons that guard a castle.

It’s building an empire from ground zero.

It takes time to build and there may be some glitches.

It’s knowing when you’re not alone but you’re still okay with being alone.

It’s healing to your mind body heart and soul.

It’s not a toxic circle drawn.

It’s love when you finally find peace.

Within yourself and your surroundings.

It’s love when you finally feel free.

From the burdens of all that once was broken.

It’s love you finally feel hope.

Because you see your light inside glow.

To love someone is the greatest honour of all.

Because when you truly love another you have already learned to love your soul. - GhostHeartBren November 29, 2021 @ 12:59PM.

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What is love?

I once thought love

Was about fighting for the love,

Choosing a person you’d fight with for life,

Someone you’d rather be in this fight with than any one else,

Someone you could see eye to eye with but they always ignore you,

Someone who says one thing and does another,

Someone who breaks your trust and you forgive them,

Someone who breaks you down because they care,

I realized that is far from the truth.

You shouldn’t have to fight all the time,

You shouldnt have to cry all the time,

You shouldn’t have to feel like it’s time to fly away all the time,

You shouldn’t have to feel ignored and as if your voice doesn’t matter,

You shouldn’t have to worry about broken trust because honesty should always be given,

You shouldn’t have to be broken down because they care cause if they cared they’d lift you up while telling you their concern,

I don’t want to fight with anyone no more,

I’ll take arguments in strides but no more yelling and sleepless night.

No more tears from words spoken of hatred.

No more fears of staying and feeling like I always have to walk away.

No more not listening, understanding, caring or communication clearly.

No more lies, cheating and fears because that’s not a relationship that’s one sided ways.

No more breaking each other down, no more hateful words, no more lack of equal give and take,

I only want a love that will make us soar,

I want me and my other half to see all the doors of opportunity & success,

I want to fly from cloud to cloud in the sky,

Through the storms I want to hold each other close,

I want to see it through to the end at most,

I want to be the person they can talk too freely,

I want them to never feel like they can’t see me,

I want us to break open our guarded hearts and to really see beyond,

I want a love that makes life feel freeing,

I want encouragement to battle the fears & the demons,

I want someone who can be practical when I’m off dreaming,

I want someone to ground me when I feel like I’m flying away but in the same breath I want them to soar with me through the midnight sky and on towards the early morning.

To see sunrise and sunset together even if we can’t always be by each others side.

I want to look up and see their smile whether it’s day or night.

I want to know I’ll have them by my side.

Them to know I’m still here.

I want patience with each others healing.

To laugh when get angry because sometimes the laughter is what is needed to diffuse the situation that is a pointless argument to begin with.

To see them turn into their highest self as I do.

To know that above all everyone’s words ours are the truest.

To be there when each other is in need.

Even if it’s a phone call away,

I want to know they will stay.

I’m tired of the drama

I’m tired of the heart break

I’m tired of rules that only go one way

I’m tired of the abusive behaviour

I’m tired of the lies

I’m tired of the bullshit I’m being told all the time

I want love that speaks to me not in this reality but in my dreams in my travels to world away from this earthly home

I want to hold the one I love close and hear their heart beat and know I’m home

I want to feel the energy be free the connection of hands that bring us both to ease

I want to hope for such a bond of strength that can never be broken from any heart break from past people before.

I want to be that one for someone who sees my heart, mind body and soul and I mean really sees me.

And I see them.

- GhostHeartBren

November 20, 2021 @ 1:26 AM.

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I see you,

You’re like kryptonite,

You make me take flight,

You fly in the night by my side,

It’s not a toxic kryptonite,

you see my weakness and don’t hold it tight,

You let it go,

You seem to know,

I’ll be alright,

I’m just taking my time,

I may be super woman in my own right,

you are super man by my side.

- January 20, 2022 7:24 AM. Ghost Heart Bren.