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[giniralkeregan]

𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫

MARAUDERS ERA

Regulus Black

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫

Billy Russo

𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

Eddie Munson

𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐏𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞

LIVE ACTION

Sanji Vinsmoke

disclaimer: this is a repost from my old sideblog first posted on the 24th of june 2021.

[giniralkeregan]

yes it's true i haven't posted nor written anything in two years but i'm working on some sanji fluff.

[giniralkeregan]

𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖎 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖘

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PAIRING: opla!sanji x fem!reader

SUMMARY: the sanji obsession clearly wasn't stopping and next thing i knew i was neck deep into a list of dating him headcanons. i said opla!sanji in the pairing but technically this is every sanji rolled into one like a beautiful pâté en croûte.

WARNINGS: fluff, talk about implied alcohol consumption, jealousy, talk about killing, cursing, last point talks about dom/sub dynamics, pet names and has kink undertones (nothing very explicit i think??) if i missed anything please do let me know!

WORD COUNT: 900

A/N: thank you to all the people who answered the poll. i usually write lists of 15 headcanons but here i had a little more so i first said "i'll make it 20" which turned into "well let's wait until i have 25" which ended up being 30 so yeah... there's that. please do not get used to me posting such a long list though. this is an exception that even i hadn't seen coming. again these aren't organized in any particular order.

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flowers, everywhere, all the time, in huge bouquets with beautiful colour gradients (this man has a particularly sharp eye for beauty). 

the type of man to make sure you're fed (of course), but also very attentive to your water intake. 

very physically affectionate, some would say clingy. he just loves having your smell around, burying his nose in your neck or on top of your head. holding you any time possible. very bent on holding your hand at all times. (but if you have a hard time with PDA he absolutely accommodates to your needs and boundaries.)

knows your morning and night routines and will do them for you if you're too tired to do it.

will have an absolute field day when you go for a long beauty routine every now and then, with the gentle scrubs and masks and will have you doll him up and give him a mask and everything. he thinks it’s fun and he sees how happy it makes you to share that with him so it really only has perks in his eyes.

little spoon, all day everyday.

when you dock in a larger city he takes you out on a date at a fancy cocktail bar before going back to the ship where he cooks an incredible (and expensive) meal for you. we’re talking ingredients he would never let luffy get anywhere close to cause it’s rare, expensive and needs to be enjoyed and not swallowed whole.

big on acts of service.

knows all of your favourites and pays attention to details.

will take you on shopping dates and buy you anything your heart desires, and if you don’t let him in the moment because you think it’s too expensive or that it’s not essential and not necessary to buy he’s definitely going back to buy it for you as a gift he’ll give you once the return deadline is passed.

somehow always knows what you need without you ever having to tell him.

will visibly swoon and get the heart eyes whenever you hold his face softly in your hands.

tries to outfit match as much as possible with you. first he thinks it’s cute, second he thinks all boyfriends should do their best to look great next to their partners, cause he sees dressing like shit as being disrespectful to the person you’re walking with.

won’t say no to you ever (except if he thinks you’re putting yourself in danger). he could say no to you and he would but he simply doesn’t want to and frankly doesn’t see the point of saying no to his princess.

spoils you to no end.

a bit childlike at times but it’s very endearing because you also know it’s only with you he can let his guard down like that.

loves picking up stuff to give you such as pretty seashells, wildflowers, rocks that look like hearts or a flower or anything cute, pretty sea glass of every color.

let’s you place his bangs properly and look underneath if no one is around.

dresses your plate like a smiley face to make you laugh when you’re grumpy (you always pretend it’s not gonna make you feel better but when you see it you always smile)

PICNIC DATES IN THE SUMMER !!!!

swoons whenever he hears you laugh, even worse when you giggle. however if another man is the reason why you laugh he gets jealous (in a cute way though, pouting + bummed type of jealous, not aggressive dOnT tALk tO hEr type of jealous)

(badly) serenades you under the moonlight (and loves to see you hide your embarrassed face in your hands)

a lot of very niche pet names but that are always insanely beautiful and poetic.

if he lived in a world where the titanic movie existed he’d 100% try to get you to recreate the scene at the bow of the merry every morning (most of the time you would indulge him because there’s nothing quite like gazing at his happy face)

would kill for you, not even a question.

loves to pretend to try and pick you up, as if you weren’t already together, using the cheesiest (sometimes borderline cringe) pick up lines. but you eat that sh*t up everytime cause you’re as whipped for him as he is for you.

loves to unwind after a long week simmering in a hot bath with you.

if you wear a bold lipstick he will ask you to give him a kiss and mark him up rather than see you blot the excess on a paper towel. even once asked you to ruin his white shirt's collar cause he thought it was hot to have stains in the shape of your lips all around his neck. (you've even gifted him a pocket square embroidered with a lipstick mark you'd left there so he could wear it on his heart all year long. he almost cried at the gesture.)

very bashful and easily flustered so you constantly try to find new ways to get to him. there’s nothing quite like seeing his cheeks get dusted pink and the tip of his ears turn rosy.

service top that worships you and the ground you walk on (in fact would very much like to be the ground you walk on). i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, he’s submissive. that man is begging to get called a good boy and beaming when you do. (i will not elaborate nor argue. i am right and i know it, i do not care for anyone else’s objectively WRONG opinion.)

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unless stated otherwise all pictures have been found on pinterest || thank you always for the likes but if you comment and/or reblog i am asking you in marriage.

[giniralkeregan]

so i have some dating sanji headcanons ready (30 bullet points) but i'm unsure what to do with them.

i usually post 15 bullet points at a time when i post headcanons but i fear it might not be enough so should i post the 30 i have all at once?should i post 20 instead and wait for more to come to mind and post the remaining 10 when i have between 5 and 10 more to add to the list (don't know when that'll be) or should i post 15 this week and another 15 next week?

what should i do?

post the full list of 30 hc's

post 20 hc's and wait for an unknown date to have more ideas and post more

post two salve of 15 hc's (one salve this week and the other one next week)

Voting ended onDec 9, 2023

please please please do answer and share the poll so i get more opinions and can take my decision asap <3

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𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖎 𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖒𝖔𝐤𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖘 (𝐈)

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PAIRING : opla!sanji x fem!reader

SUMMARY: i’ve been reading one piece for fifteen years and any of my friends will tell you, ever since i started reading the manga i used to absolutely hate sanji. i thought he was insufferable and i hate how pervy he is. but the second i saw that scene in the live action where he comes up to the crew’s table at baratie and tries to rizz up nami i’ve fallen uncontrollably in love with him and i’ve been bothering @holden-caulfield non-stop with him. so, since times have changed and my obsession with this man is not stopping any time soon; and since i’ve been falling asleep to fake scenari of him for a week i’ve put together a few headcanons i have for him so here we are. i might write some short blurbs for him in the future but so far i only have very vague ideas of stories so those will need to simmer a little bit longer before i get to it.

WARNINGS : talk of insecurity, french people slander (i'm french), talk about fighting and mention of blood, slightly suggestive on the last one (rapidly evokes kink themes). lmk if i missed any!

WORD COUNT : 400

A/N : (disclaimer) if you’ve read the manga/watched the anime you might argue that some of those might barely be considered headcanons however i do not care so leave me alone alright? and fyi: i don’t take criticism, that’s the whole point of hc’s so argue with the wall, thx. (i’m open to explaining my reasoning if asked though).

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people would tend to believe his favourite color is blue (searching for the all blue and all that) but it’s actually green.

he’s actually really insecure about women not loving him which is why he overplays it so much cause then the rejection doesn’t hurt. because he’s not being rejected because of who he is deep down but because he’s too extra and it’s just a game.

he’s very secretive and barely ever talks about his life before joining the crew, even less about his life before meeting zeff and working at baratie.

his favourite flowers are sunflowers and blue irises.

(in this universe he would’ve loved van gogh’s paintings)

sanji loves to smoke late at night under the moonlight, it calms him down.

he once miscut his bangs too short and awfully uneven and refused to let anyone see him without a bandana on his head to hide the massacre for weeks. (also threatened to go on strike with his cooking if anyone made fun of him in the meantime).

he’s french so he got the WORST character ever and a taste for defying authority and swearing (just look at him and zeff).

we all know sanji doesn’t use his hands to fight because they’re his work instrument and he’d rather die than damage them, but that’s not the only reason. the other reason he doesn’t use his hands is because he believes they’re meant to softly caress a woman’s skin and he would never allow himself to touch such a treasure with blood-stained hands.

it’s a canon fact that sanji is smart, but somehow he’s also such a himbo, he sees a woman and his IQ plummets faster than wall street in 2008.

his favourite season is spring.

the second a woman flirts back his brain freezes and half a hundred error messages pop up on the screen windows-style (with sound).

he’s got more of a taste for salty snacks than sweet ones (the only sweet snacks he likes are women)

this man supports women’s rights but mostly he supports women’s wrongs (just look at how he defended nami with his life after barely meeting her and how he will do the same with robin).

he particularly likes cold-distant women because the chase is that much more interesting and also (see next hc)

sooooo submissive coded. will let you do anything you want to him because he’s so happy you’re even willing to go there with him.

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𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖎 𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖒𝖔𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

→ to come

𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐒 (< 𝟏𝐊)

→ sanji headcanons (I) - 0.4K

→ sanji headcanons (II) - WIP

→ dating sanji headcanons - 0.9K

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disclaimer: this is a repost from my old sideblog first posted on september 29th 2023. || unless stated otherwise all pictures used have been found on pinterest.

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𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗

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PAIRING : eddie munson x fem!reader

SUMMARY: reader makes a very interesting discovery about her boyfriend’s musical taste. a discovery she’d been waiting to make for a very long time.

WARNINGS : fluff, some cursing (because i can’t help it i’m not sorry about it), mentions of things getting sexy for a second, reader might be as dramatic as eddie if i’m honest, i think that’s pretty much it.

WORD COUNT : 3.4K

A/N : i know i said i would be done with this by the middle of august, yes it’s almost christmas, here it is anyway. barely proofread, not beta-ed. i’ve spent way too long on this to the point i started to hate every effing line so, please enjoy the garbage my little racoons. 

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summer ‘86. the sun was blazing over forest hills trailer park. you had just graduated along with your boyfriend and you were enjoying a well-deserved summer break.

it was a particularly hot july afternoon and you and eddie were hanging around his trailer. he was sprawled on his bed sporting only a pair of sweatpants out the hem of which one could take a peek at his boxer briefs. he was reading some fantasy book you hadn’t quite caught the name of while enjoying the lazy ebb and flow of the cool air produced by the fan gently grazing his hot skin. meanwhile, you were lying down on the floor, shins propped up on the edge of his bed fidgeting with anything and everything you could find lying about, gazing at the posters on his walls.

you guys didn’t need a lot to spend quality time together. just being around each other was enough for you to feel at home. your love was soft and comfortable. so much as being in the same room made you feel safe. it was a simple kind of love, the kind where you could feel right away that two people were made for each other. all your friends knew that.

you gazed lovingly at your boyfriend. this was forever and that made you feel at peace. sometimes it hit you like a freight train how incredibly in love you were with him.

you kept ogling him like he was the eighth world’s wonder. you never thought it was possible to love someone so much, and for the longest time, you’d felt like you couldn’t even love someone at all. in all honesty, the dating pool of hawkins didn’t help you one bit, until you met eddie “the freak” munson who had come and swept you off your feet. 

it was scary being so head over heels for someone but he made it effortless. there wasn’t anything not to love about him and he never ceased to make you feel like you were the most important thing on earth. it blew your mind how kind, funny and intuitive he was. and despite what many people thought, him included, he was way smarter than he was given credit for. it did sadden you that even he couldn’t see it because you had spent hours listening to him explaining his theories about some of the books he read, something he did surprisingly fast. as a general rule eddie munson’s brain worked incredibly quick, what he lacked was not intelligence but motivation and trust both from teachers, fellow students and most importantly himself.

after continuing to fiddle with eddie’s stuff you suddenly propped yourself up on your hands, looking at him. he was still laying like a starfish on the bed which made you smile. you found it so cute, this big bad boy everybody believed to be a cult leader not so long ago, half-naked, sporting boxer briefs adorned with little black hearts. if they only knew what a sweetheart he was. selfishly you wanted to keep that secret just for yourself.

“eds?” you asked, looking at him with your head lying atop your crossed arms on the edge of his bed.

“yes babe?” he answered, still completely absorbed in his novel, slowly turning the pages as he held the book right above his face.

“do you mind if put some music on? “

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𝔢𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢 𝔪𝔲𝔫𝔰𝔬𝔫 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔬𝔫𝔰

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PAIRING: eddie munson x gn!reader

SUMMARY: just a few headcanons i thought of over the last few days

WARNINGS: none i think?? if something should be considered a warning in what i wrote please lmk and i'll add it!

A/N: this is written in an absolute random order. i could've spent more time organizing it but does it really matter?

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absolutely wants kids although will rarely admit he does.

the literal guardian angel of the trailer park's kids and will do anything he can to protect a lost kid he stumbled upon at the mall even if he knows people are not gonna believe he had good intentions towards the child. he knows he'll be villainized but he'd rather that than a kid be found by the wrong people.

his love languages absolutely are physical touch (my man is touch starved) and quality time (especially sharing his interests with you so if you reciprocate his enthusiasm and actually try to understand d&d and metal his heart will absolutely soar).

struggles a lot to accept your words of affirmation. he craves them but he's also terrified you don't actually mean them and are just messing with him.

will cry whenever you tell him you're proud of him (will deny the fact/do his best to not let you see him).

will commit petty crimes for you cause in his mind if he's shoplifting something for his s/o or speeding to get them somewhere in time it's not actually a crime.

desperately wanted a pet rat as a kid so he could scare the other kids away to make them stop being mean to him but wayne absolutely refused (not because it was a rat but because in the trailer and with eddie incapable for the life of him to keep his room tidy it was a terrible idea to have a rat in there).

loves confident girls and is mesmerized by them but also they terrify him.

like yeah he's always acting like he's so confident but it's absolutely a facade and an armor.

this man is a raging bisexual disaster (i speak from experience, i can recognize my people thank you very much).

if he had kids (they would probs be zennials) he would love it if they listened to "welcome to the black parade" by mcr. he would relate to the dad from the lyrics. 

like seriously if he was zennial he would absolutely scream his heart out to that song (in which case the father he'd be referring to would be wayne) so it's only logical that he'd love if his kids listened to it. 

he would be a die hard linkin park fan. 

he would have loved grunge and nirvana (obvi) and his fave nirvana songs would absolutely be come as you are and something in the way (i don't take criticism i know i'm right).

he'd love to gift his s/o little trinkets but would be very self conscious about the fact that they're not expensive things so he would be absolutely giddy to see them wear/use/display said trinkets.

his fave colour is red. 

tag list: @holden-caulfield @chaoticmunson @ladyvesuvia

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[giniralkeregan]

𝖊𝖉𝖉𝖎𝖊 𝖒𝖚𝖓𝖘𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

→ eddie forever - WIP

→ gods and monsters - WIP

→ me and the devil - WIP

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

→ don't dream it's over - 3.4K

→ bloody encounters/send me an angel - WIP

→ the one that got away - WIP

→ the winner takes it all - WIP

𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐒 (<𝟏𝐊)

→ eddie munson headcanons (I) -

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middle pic was found on this post the other two are pinterest finds || this was originally posted on my old sideblog on july 19th 2022

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𝔫𝔢𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔥𝔢

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PAIRING : scarred!billy russo x fem!reader

SUMMARY: after the accident that left him scarred billy has a hard time processing the loss of his handsome face. reader doesn’t see the scars the way billy sees them and she intends on making him understand that for her nothing has changed.

WARNINGS :  bit of swearing, talk of depression and overall sad feelings. talk of suicide if you squint a bit. a bit angsty but fluff intertwined too.  reader is said to have brown eyes (because i don't see a lot of love for my besties with brown eyes and that's unfair).

WORD COUNT : 1.8K (funnily enough i said to my friend this was gonna be a 1K word type of blurb and here we are oopsies)

A/N : this is written in the third person, no use of y/n but still is a reader insert. in this scenario the scars can both be from canon events or from an unrelated accident in an AU chere billy doesn't betray frank. also i fully believe s2!billy is way more vulnerable and sensitive and he would absolutely cry at the thought of being loved.

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She had just finished work and she was getting on the train back to their shared apartment. She was tired after a long week of work but happy that she was going to be able to spend the week-end with her boyfriend.

She sent him a text telling him she’d be home soon but he hadn’t answered. Weird. Maybe he was busy or his phone was on silent mode. In any case she was only a few stops away from the apartment and she’d be home soon. She thought about how they’d  probably watch a movie or a show cuddled together on the couch when she’d arrive home. Life was getting better.

Billy had had a hard time ever since his face got heavily scarred, but lately they had managed to go out together a few times and he had started going to the gym again. It was taking time but it seemed like he was doing better and slowly bringing some of his old self back to life. She was happy to see that therapy seemed to have a positive effect on him and she hoped things would only get better from now on.

When she finally arrived home though something felt off right away. As she entered the apartment, she couldn’t hear a sound. The dishes were still in the sink and a half-eaten plate of plain pasta lay on the kitchen counter. She frowned, it wasn’t like Billy to leave a space cluttered or messy.

She called out for him but got no answer. Now this was starting to get weird, and she couldn’t help but feel the anxiety grasp at her chest and refuse to let go. She started searching every room in the apartment calling his name. She was trying not to sound as panicked as she was and finally she found him in their bedroom.

The blinds were drawn shut and she could guess his shape drawn under a pile of duvets on the bed. He was hiding under so many layers that she could barely see the rising movement of his body when he breathed. The hold around her chest started to fade gradually as she got closer to him.

- Hi sweetheart, are you sleeping?

- No…

- Can I sit on the bed next to you?

- Hmm…

She could see him nod in the darkness and she started taking off her sneakers, she hadn’t taken them off sooner in her precipitation, she then got out of her jeans so she could sit more comfortably and not bring the outside’s dust and dirt on their bed. She started to comb her fingers through his hair like she knew he loved. His hair was getting longer again and she loved it, she didn’t really like when they had been cut buzz short at the hospital. It was a painful reminder of what had happened to him and it was unnecessary.

- Is today a down day babe? she whispered as her hand continued to graze on his scalp, giving him goosebumps.

- Hmpf… he mumbled from under the covers.

- Want me to get in bed with you? she asked then, dropping down to lay next to him and tugging slightly on the duvet to try and get a proper look at his face.

- Not in the mood…

- I meant in a cuddle way not in a sexy way you naughty boy! she giggled poking the tip of his nose before nudging it with her own.

He lifted the covers, a silent invite for her to slip under them to cuddle with him. She slid closer to him and wrapped her body along his side and felt his body untense a little. She placed her hand on his chest right where his heart was, something she always did when he needed grounding. His hand moved to rest on top of hers but his head stayed stiffly locked in place, his gaze stuck looking at the ceiling. They stayed in silence for a bit, she knew the only thing to do was to wait and let him come to her when he felt ready.

- Why are you so nice to me? he finally spoke up.

- Because I love you very much and because it is part of the perks of being your girlfriend that I get to take care of you when you’re feeling down.

- Not really a perk, he muttered sullenly.

- Well it is to me, thank you very much mister grumpy.

He didn’t answer and she worried she might’ve made things worse calling him grumpy. She perked herself up and laying her other arm on his chest she let her head rest on top of it, looking at him still refusing to look at her.

- So… she started tentatively, Is it just one of those days or did something specific happen?

- Why do you stay with me? he answered in a jaded tone.

- Huh, because you’re a catch and now that I got you I'm not letting you go. I'm sorry but you’re gonna have to bear with me forever now Russo, she tried to humour him before poking his nose again.

- But I'm a freak, he stated plainly. She was taken aback for a second and she rose almost completely resting on her knees next to him so she could actually look at his face.

- Billy, where is this coming from?

- Nowhere, it’s just a fact and I'd like you to stop lying to me.

She pressed him to sit up so they could look at each other. She didn’t like the direction this discussion was taking. It felt like all the progress he had made so far had been crushed to dust and she couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes she wished she could just kiss him and take all the pain away. Even before the scars she had wanted to take away the hurt his mother did to him and all the pain he carried with him since the group home. Now more than ever she wished for a miracle remedy she could give him so that the memories wouldn’t hurt him anymore.

Once he was sitting, his back resting against the bed frame, she straddled his lap so she could be close to him while looking right into his eyes.

- Billy look at me, she said cupping his face and went on, for starters i am not lying to you, second i know for a fact something’s up because you’ve never used that word before and i don’t want you to ever use it again. Not with me and certainly not in that head of yours either okay?

He was being silent and he had a hard time holding her gaze in which he could see the sincerity. Emotion was swelling in his throat already, he knew he was hurting her but he just couldn’t help feeling like shit and it killed him to know he was putting her through this. He thought she deserved better, and by that he meant better than him. If she had known he was thinking like that she would’ve given him hundreds of kisses all over his face and body until he understood he was more than enough.

She looked at him and brought his head forward to rest on her chest, holding him close like a lifeline. She debated telling him what she was thinking, but she just couldn’t hold it in anymore.

- I know you're not gonna like what I'm about to say but I'm gonna tell you anyway.

He didn’t answer. She let go of him and sat back next to him, taking a deep breath and fidgeting with her hands. She glanced back in his direction before talking.

- I like your scars Billy. I love them actually, because they're a reminder you lived. And I don't mean that in the way that you've gone through stuff because I wish you didn't have a hard life and I wish you didn't have to go through any of it. I mean it in the sense that against all odds, that despite the extent of your injuries, you lived Billy! And it makes me happy to know you fought to stay. The doctors had very little hope for you, and they didn't think you were ever gonna wake up, but you proved them wrong! Because that's who you are Billy, you're strong, and resilient and you fight, and you show people that they were wrong not to bet on you, and I love that about you... she said in a sniffle, tears threatening to fall from her brown eyes any second now. She was overwhelmed by all the love she had for him. 

- Come here... he said, taking her in his arms and holding her to his chest in an attempt to prevent her from seeing the water form in his eyes.

His heart was aching as if it was too small to hold the love he had for her and was straining from having to keep it all inside. 

- I wish you'd learn to like them too, she murmured while she absentmindedly traced the tip of her index over the soft pale skin over his heart. 

- I'll try, can't promise I'll ever see them like you do but I'll try... I promise, he said, stroking her hair and placing a kiss on the crown of her head.

He could feel her smile against his chest. His heart picked up a bit at the idea that she truly did love him unconditionally. He had a hard time wrapping his head around this idea and the strain on his heart grew more painful. He didn't think he deserved it. 

- I know! It's okay, I’m sorry! It all came out wrong, I didn’t mean to rush you! It’s just that I want you to be happy Billy, i want you to be happy so fucking bad… 

She took his face into her hands again and looked worryingly into his dark eyes resting her forehead against his.

- Thank you… he whispered, grabbing her face back.

They stayed like this for a few minutes before she tore herself away from him. She let him know she was going to go into the kitchen to make him something nice and sugary to eat as he had practically not eaten at all that day. She knew his sweet tooth was the way to cheer him up. She told him to stay in bed as long as he wanted and to rest for now.

As she was flipping some pancakes, she felt two strong arms snake around her waist and his chin came to rest atop her left shoulder. She was surprised he got out of bed but she was relieved he seemed to feel even just a bit better. Baby steps were still steps. Her shoulders relaxed and she turned around to look at him, running her fingers through his dishevelled hair.

He looked at her like she was made of gold and jewels. Maybe there was a miracle remedy for his pain.

taglist: @holden-caulfield

[giniralkeregan]

𝖇𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖘𝖔 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

→ maneater - WIP

→ swim - WIP

→ violent delights - WIP

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

→ nepenthe - 1.8K

→ beauty and the beast - WIP

→ emergency contact - WIP

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disclaimer: this was originally posted on my old sideblog on june 28th 2022.

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𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱

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PAIRING : regulus black “x” sirius black (read author’s note and summary for further explanations)

SUMMARY : before leaving to find the horcrux in the cave, regulus wrote a letter to his brother, telling him everything he ever wanted to tell him ever since sirius left and they both grew apart. this is this letter.

WARNINGS : talk of character’s death, talk of past abuse, overall angst.

WORD COUNT : 1098

A/N : !this is not a reggie x reader and it’s absolutely not incest in case anyone was wondering because of the pairing! this is based on the song ‘leave out all the rest’ by linkin park, as such, some lines are direct quotes from the song. i have chosen not to highlight them as to not make the reading heavier.

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my dearest brother,

when you’ll read these few words i’ll probably be dead.

i don’t want you to be sad siri, but there are things i’ve wanted to tell you ever since you fled Grimmauld. first and foremost i want you to know that i understand now why you did, and if i resented you for it in the past, i don’t anymore, and i’m sorry i ever did. you did what you had to in order to survive, and i should never have blamed you for that.

my dear sirius, you ought to know that i have seen and done unspeakable things while i was with the dark lord, things i wish i could forget but can’t. things that have led me to understand what he really was, who we - his followers - really were, monsters.

and i deeply regret everything we ever did for him as a family, everything i ever did for him as a death eater, but even if i live, this cursed, evil and atrocious mark embedded in my forearm will always remind me of my crimes. and i wish, oh how i wish i’d understood sooner siri, but i didn’t. i was blinded by mother and father’s beliefs but you never were, and i wish i had understood when you did, i wish i had followed you instead of leading you away.

siri, i know i have said and done terrible things to you and i hope one day you will find it in yourself to forgive me for it, but if you don’t i’ll understand, really, i will, because you’d be right not to.

you have to know that this, you, are the reason why i’m about to do what they’ll call treason. i have discovered something terrible sirius, something nauseating, this man is pure evil siri, and i don’t know how i couldn’t see it sooner. but if my suspicions are right, and if i succeed, i’ll have weakened the dark lord and i hope you and those on your side will be able to defeat him. so if you’re ever asking yourself about me, know that when my time comes i’ll have done my best.

siri, please forget the wrong i have done if you can. and i know it is selfish to ask but if you get this letter and if you read it, please, my dearest brother, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. know i have tried my best to make amends for my past actions, and i don’t know if it will ever be enough but i tried, i really did.

so please sirius, i beg of you, don’t resent me. and if you accept to do so, keep me in your memory, like i always kept you in mine, and leave out all the rest.

keep in your heart the days we played hide and seek in London’s gardens, and those times we’d duet Saint-Saëns on the violin and piano, oh how i loved those days. i hope you did too. i hope you’ll cherish these memories as much as i do, but if you want to forget them and me i understand siri.

you’ve learned to forget all the hurt this family caused you and you’ve learned to hide all these feelings so well my dear brother, i understand why you did, and i hope it brought you at least some peace, you deserve it. out of all of us you were always the best and the kindest soul, i hope it never changes, i hope nothing and no one can ever take that from you.

but to be honest, i think writing to you these last few words is only a way for me to pretend someone cares and will maybe, if i’m lucky enough, come and save me from myself, and from this hell of a house, from this cursed family, rotten to the bone we all are, except for you siri, except for you. you’ve never been one of us and i think that is a gift, you always saw the bad and the spoiled running in this family’s blood and you found the immeasurable strength to leave, i admire you for that.

i used to sleep in your bed after you left, i believed it would bring you back to me, and i still wish it did. and i thought you had abandoned me siri, but truth is i did. i abandoned you, i wanted to be this family’s pride, but mother, father and i, none of us should never be proud, we shouldn’t be, because we’re monsters.

but i am proud of one thing, and one thing only, it is that you’re my brother siri, and that you managed to get out of this hell hole. you did that, and i wish i was so strong as to do the same, but i am not, i am not strong like you, i will never be. it’s only a mask, it’s only on the surface, not all the way through, i’m not like you. you’re the best thing this house ever produced, i hope you know that, and if you don’t i’m telling you now. and i hope you’ll remember these words on your darkest nights.

and none of us is perfect, i know that i have made mistakes, and so have you but i’ve forgiven you sirius. and selfishly i hope you’ll have the strength to forgive me in return. so again i am begging you. when my time comes, and i know it’ll come soon, don’t resent me, please don’t resent me. and when you’re feeling empty or alone keep me in your memory as i will always keep you in mine. and leave out all the rest siri, please.

i have come to peace with the fact that i will die soon siri, and i can only wish that it’ll be worth it, that it’ll help defeat him. i hope it will help redeem our family, even if for just a second, for all the hurt we’ve caused.

remember me sirius, please remember me and help me leave behind just a single reason to be missed. then it will have all been worth it, the suffering, the pain, the abuse, it will have all been worth it.

i love you sirius, i always did and i always will, but i can’t be who you are, i can’t be who you are my dearest brother, i can’t be. i’m sorry. i’ll watch over you, among the stars .

always.

ne m’oublie pas

- regulus

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𝖗𝖊𝖌𝖚𝖑𝖚𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

→ to come

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

→ leave out all the rest - 1.1K

→ save your tears - WIP

𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐒 (< 𝟏𝐊)

→ to come

this was first posted on my old sideblog on the 8th of february 2022.

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𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗

i go by the names œuryale (pronounced œʁjal) and ophelia (pronounced ɔfelja).

if you see any other name or orthography please do not use it (it means i've only allowed that specific person to call me like that) you can also call me oph or 'phelia.

i'm twenty-three years old. i'm a scorpio, a slytherin, an entp, and an eneagram 4w3.

i've been writing in my native language (french) for years but i'm only starting to write in english now. english being my third language there may be errors in my writing so please be indulgent. if you spot a mistake you can send me a message with the sentence or paragraph outlined and the incriminated bit in bold, italics or crossed to let me know.

i'll be mostly writing about harry potter, especially draco malfoy and regulus black for now. if i ever feel comfortable writing another character i'll add it to the list. i also have a few things planned for billy russo from the punisher i don't know which will be published first.

i am not comfortable writing smut for harry potter characters so please don't request any. i think i'm better at writing angst than fluff so that's what i'll be mostly writing for now. requests are closed atm.

disclaimer: this is a repost from my old sideblog first posted on the 24th of june 2021.

[giniralkeregan]

𝔬𝔢𝔲𝔯𝔶𝔞𝔩𝔢'𝔰 𝔫𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

ABOUT ME

my name's œuryale. i'm 23. i go by she/they. i'm from europe. i'm a scorpio, i'm a slytherin. i'm a writer. you can also call me ophelia, oph or 'phelia.

i'm okay interacting with minors as long as it doesn't involve nsfw content. if you are under 18 please block the tag #oeuryale's nsfw thank you!

i speak french, dutch and english. i'm currently learning korean, japanese and italian (and i intend on learning more languages in the future).

NAVIGATION

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TAGS

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(if you're looking for something always try oeuryale's + full word you might accidentally find what your looking for in case this is not up to date at some point)

disclaimer: this was first posted on my old sideblog on the 23th of june 2021.