u people r not weird enough about jonsa. no i dont care about them being cute i need them to be freaks. sansa is searching for ned, robb, arya, even alayne in jon and jon sees catelyn, ygritte, and lyanna in sansa. do they want me or they want me to be somebody else. also jeyne was a fake so arya must be dead for real therefore the only sister jon has left is one who never even wanted him in the first place, why would she want this angry bitter undead version of him either. sansa is pretty weirded out too because her resemblance to catelyn, ygritte, robb, triggers jon in ungodly ways which reminds her of how littlefinger saw her and that’s gross. she wishes he had saved jeyne poole but all he cares about is arya. alayne understands her bastard brother intimately but sansa doesn’t know how to exist with this new version of jon snow. they don’t even know each other anymore they r ghosts and even when they did know each other it was only from a distance. so much guilt and yearning. tenderness too. they r trying to be ned and cat in order to hold the north and themselves together but they are not, no more than jon can be robb for sansa or sansa can be arya for jon. no matter how hard they try they can only ever be jon and sansa and that has never been enough for either of them.














