Complex Mind Navigator

I'm complicated, but who isn't?

[ireallydontcare-love]

It feels like im never going to get better.

[serwaaxx]

“I used to always say I rather have no friends than fake friends……..well here I am alone”

— I’ll just die

[griffinsapprentice]

It comes.

I take the pills.

I go see therapist after therapist.

I talk to friends.

I talk to family.

I call the number.

They tell me nothing is wrong.

It's all in my head.

What do I have to be sad about?

I am successful.

Then why don't I have any friends?

Why do I push people away?

I am so lonely.

So scared.

Of them.

Of me.

But don't worry.

It's getting closer and closer.

It's becoming a friend.

It won't leave me.

But one day I with leave with it.

[odinokiy-mac]

Signs you have abandonment issues (among other issues):

You feel as if you’re unimportant to your friends and/or family and find yourself acting desperate, then feel your actions may have made matters worse. You find it hard to sleep without many lights on or some kind of noise running. You attach yourself to inappropriate people just because you’re afraid of being alone. You find it hard to completely open up to people because one of your “weird” things might be the last straw for them and cause them to leave you. You blurt out inappropriate “secrets” about yourself (such as wierd quirks or faults) in early stages of a relationship and/or friendship, sometimes to push people away or sometimes to warn them because you feel guilty and/or ashamed. You use things such as clothes, make up, inappropriate humor, and lies to make yourself feel safe and closed off from others. Feel free to add from personal experience, you may put in words what someone else is feeling but can’t express. Sometimes that alone gives us solace.

[hypersexuallity]

[thesevoiceswontleavemealone]

“I have severe abandonment issues, please do not come into my life if you do not plan on staying, I do not think I could deal with being left again.”

— please

[drawandchill]

My talents

Overthinking

Cutting people out of my life

Wanting to die constantly

Changing my personality everytime i am with different people

self sabotage

Anxiety and anger level over 90000 daily

Forgetting about the good things that people did to me and remembering only the bad ones

Hate level over 10000000000000…

Radically change opinions in 2 seconds

Hating myself

seeming on drugs when I’m just happy

Surviving everyday despite this fucking disorder

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[n-n-e-b-u-l-a-a]

Seriously thank you.

[fawning]

I will always reblog this.

[goddessofthree]

Reblog if you're a part of the lgbt witch community 🔮👫👬👭 🔮

[griffinsapprentice]

[infjanon]

INFJ Confession #316

I’m so scared I’ll end up alone. I want nothing more than to be able to give my heart to someone, to form an inseparable bond, to just have a feeling of understanding and acceptance with someone. I know I need to be alone a lot but for a little I want someone to take away the loneliness. I’m so sick of feeling misunderstood and rejected and I don’t know how to hold on any longer

[griffinsapprentice]

INFJs and Snapchat

Personally, I love Snapchat because you can share little snip-its of yourself and then they disappear within 10 seconds (or 24 hours from your story). Any other INFJs feel the same?

[griffinsapprentice]

Online Diary

Over and over again, I hear generations before mine baffle at our willingness to put ourselves out on the Internet. They do not understand our fascination putting everything out in the open for all to see (after watching CitizenFour, I'm a little hesitant myself). Alas, I will try to explain my drive behind blogging, so tell me if you agree: We humans strive for connection. Even introverts need some form of connection with other humans, just not trivial large quantities. The Internet, in its raw form, allows for us to connect on a cerebral (somewhat primal-level) that we can't in real life. We have a screen and loose anonymity protecting us from judgement or persecution. All dark, sinister, or plain different thoughts can be linked or made "normal" by connecting with other like-minded spirits via the Internet. Such connections could not be made in reality because of social factions or timidness. So, to all of the naysayers of blogging, I say, let your inhibitions go and start connecting. That is what the Internet is supposed to be: connecting on a different level that we couldn't or wouldn't do in the physical world. :)

[scottericmorgan]

In this video I talk about the so called INFJ “Door Slam”, looking at what may be going on inside the INFJ in a relationship leading up to the door slam.

[griffinsapprentice]

INFJ ADD

Through out my day, I come up with a billion types of posts that I would like to make, but by the time I decide to write one, it all escapes me and I am on to something else. Looking around the Internet, I see that INFJs seem to have this problem. One thread of thought leads to another, and another, and another. It gets worse when I'm out of harmony with my environment (currently experiencing). How do you all focus? Meditation? Medication?

[griffinsapprentice]

Alcoholic

If I didn’t get severe hangovers, I would be an alcoholic. It (alcoholism) runs in my family. Generations have fallen to it. Drug/alcohol quiets my mind in a way that meditation takes forever to do. I don’t care what I say or feel, it just all flows. Multiple people have told me they like me better when I’m “fucked up.” How am I supposed to take that? If that doesn’t make people alcoholics, I don’t know what would. Luckily, I’ve been smart enough to recognize such a phenomenon, and I’ve stopped it….for now. But what if I can’t hold on much longer? Just a late, Monday night, intoxicated thought. I even like myself not sober. I don’t have to listen to my multiple weird insecure thoughts. Anyways, happy Monday night. I’ll probably elaborate more one day. ✌️

[psych2go]

This post was shared in our Psych2Go Facebook Group by Izze Francesca Eshman. What do you guys think of it?

[griffinsapprentice]

This is me. Too much social interaction this week.