omg hello tumblr imy,,, in my new phase and probs js using this to store random fics… anw #toji #jjk
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“toji, pleassee?” you beg, eyes big and round like a puppy asking for a treat. he just eyes you up and down before diverting his attention back to the berries he was crushing for his morning yogurt.
“please! all my friends have dates and i’m the only one without one. im gonna look like a loser.” you plead again. toji remains unmoved by your request, resolute on his disinterest in partying with random people in a public setting.
“what are you gonna dress up as, anyway? another bimbo from one of your freak fantasy movies?” he retorts, earning a big pout from you.
“no… i was thinking we could go as, you know, a cat and a dog?” “wow, doll. come back to me when you have something more original, m‘kay?” he laughs, finding your idea pathetic. you’re pissed off. you hate how he insulted your unique costume idea last year, so much so that you vowed yourself to wear something more normal this halloween.
you plop down on the couch in deep thought. you don’t want to go as anything else, though. you’ve already bought your accessories online. maybe even his too. so you just sit in desperate silence, no thoughts entering your head but pure annoyance at his mean comments. he notices it too. he glances over his shoulder to see what you were doing, being all silent like that. he puts down his spoon and walks over.
“have you thought of a new costume?” he asks, placing himself beside you, the couch dipping where he is. you slightly lift up because of the difference of your weight. “no, toji. that’s all i have. and i dont even have anyone to go with!” you exclaim, finally picking up your phone. he watches your face that displays furrowed brows and a frown. he smirks at your expression. he finds it cute; how youre so persistent on him going with you.
you scroll through your contacts, finding someone you could ask to the party. all your girl friends have dates, and youre the last woman standing. toji just has his arm laid out on the headrest, the tips of his calloused fingers lightly grazing your bare shoulder, and hes spelling out his name on you. you being oblivious, of course, you dont notice. he has you in a metaphorical headlock, but you dont know it.
his rough skin complements your soft, smooth complexion. he finds it endearing that even though you two have completely different features and personalities, you mix together just right.
after a few minutes of silence, toji gets up and goes back to mixing whatever he was making in the kitchen. “oh! ill just invite gojo! that guy’s always down for a party.” you blurt out, maybe a bit too loud. the name rings unbearably in toji’s ear. really? out of all the good guys out there, you decided to go for that fucker? he’s pissed, nearly bending the spoon in half with just his thumb. veins appear on his temple, and the urge to shout at you rises from his belly, up to his throat.
“no, you can’t go with gojo.” he counters. he tries to hide his frustration as much as he can cause he knows he has no right to tell you who you can and can’t go with. but he thinks this is payment for protecting you when you’re outside together. by “protecting”, he means standing over you with a demeaning grin, your body engulfed in his shadow.
“and who are you to dictate who i cant go with, huh?” you snark. “‘cus he’s fucked so many pussies, you could tell his cock is all floppy, y’know?” he laughs, the yogurt barely spilling out of the bowl from how angry he’s mixing.
“well, i don’t care about his cock. i dont want it. all i want is someone to go with to the party.” you sulk. deep wrinkles settle in between his thick brows, knuckles turning a pristine white as he swings the fridge open and slams it closed.
“angry much?” “you’re not going with gojo, doll.” “and who are you to dictate me around?” you argue with each other like you’ve been married for years. “you always do this, toji! you’re not my dad, let alone my boyfriend! im messaging gojo right now.” “as if he’ll reply to you?” he responds, nearly shouting, the anger bubbling rapidly in his mouth like he’s got rabies. “yeah, cause hes my friend!” “you think he approached you cause he wants to be friends? he only approached you cause he wants to fuck you. that’s all there is to that. and you’re too fucking dumb to see through it.”
your push each other’s buttons for fun sometimes, but not like this. your words feel like knives against each others skin, racing to see who’s blood drops first. and in the end, you bled out faster.
“you brat.” “i hate you, toji! who says i have to follow you anyway?!” you storm off to your room, slamming the door heavily behind you.
he stands in silence as he watches your aura fade away, spoon still in hand. how is he still mixing his dumb yogurt?!
you were never really romantic with toji. your everyday interactions always felt more like a hangout than a date. you cook, wash the dishes, and do the laundry; he folds the said laundry, cleans, and repairs any structural damage around the place. when you’re out having dates with your friends, he cant help but deny that he does indeed miss your warm presence. your perfume fills up his lungs, sending signals rapidly to his brain as if you were a drug.
you, on the other hand, accept that you do miss toji fushigiro when he goes out. you’re not embarrassed to admit it to him, especially when he’s squeezing his gigantic feet into his loafers for his date.
directly messing with each other’s dating life was something neither of you did. what you guys did do though, is discuss the date over a light breakfast the following day. someone will lay out the pros and cons, and both of you will come to a decision if the date was worth seeing again. none of your dates passes toji’s standards, and only 1 date of his passed yours.
a few splashes of yogurt are scattered on the marble counter, a direct result of toji’s lack of anger management skills. he scoffs at what had just happened. the words you threw, the doors you’ve slammed. it felt like a blur in his head, a memory he already wanted to erase before it even fully registered.
a pit opens up in his stomach, a black hole sucking up the anger and leaving a puddle of guilt. he knew to himself he had no right to shout at you like that, especially because he had already upset you by denying your invite. he didn’t want to hurt his roomie, but he didnt want to hurt his pride either. he paces around the kitchen— even reaching the living room— deciding whether he’ll say sorry or not.
“fuck this.” he whispers, mad at the fact he has to apologize, and mad at the fact he spoke like that to you. he sheepishly walks over to your door, feet nearly dragging from how sluggish he’s moving. knock knock knock.
“doll, i’m sorry for speaking to you like that. i-i didn’t mean it. you can go with gojo, but who am i to say that? right? so you should go with him. i’m sorry..” he apologizes, nervously even. he only hears silence for a while before you crack open the door a few inches, peeking up at him.
“what did you say, toji?” you whisper, your tone revealing that you’re still pissed off. “i said im sorry. i didnt mean to speak to you like that and i dont have the right to restrict you from going out with who you want to go with.” he repeats, voice even more shy this time. “i’ve just been hearing things about him, and…none of them are good. i dont want you getting hurt, doll.”. he admits, “you know how we are.”
you close the door in his face, a more gentle meaning behind it this time. he holds his breath anxiously, worried you’ll reject his apology and he’ll have to keep doing it over and over again.
the door finally creeks open and you plop right into his chest. he expected you to be tougher, but there you were, face in between his pecs.
you cry loud—too loud. his hands immediately began rubbing your back as if it was an automatic instinct he downloaded upon birth. he thinks you’re crying because of what he said, until you spoke. “no one wants to go out with me! im the only one without a date and im gonna be so alone and embarrassed. “ your voice vibrates against his chest, its sound waves even touches his heart a bit. before he can even comfort you, you’re already sobbing again. “and i don’t even want to ask gojo out anymore because he probably has a date already and he wouldn’t want to go out with someone like me!”. the last comment you dropped irked toji a little more than he’d like. though, he was a little relieved he wasn’t nt the only cause of your frustration.
“stop crying already.” he starts, grabbing your face by the chin and moving your face off his chest. his large hands wipe the tears off of your cheeks. “look at me, beautiful.” you look up at him, eyes all glossy from the tears you had just wept into your pillow.
“i’ll come with you, that’ll cheer ‘ya up?” he smiles, delighted that he got to make his girl happy, even if it was at the expense of his. your eyes light up at his words. “you only ‘sulked’ ‘cause you wanted to guilt trip me, didn’t ‘ya?” he teases, earning a light smack from you.
out of happiness, you give him a tight hug, arms wrapping around his torso. your hug seemed a little bit tighter than usual, a bit more sentimental too. and that doesnt go unnoticed by mr. fushigiro.
day by day, your matching outfits start arriving at the door step. headbands with furry ears arrive on Monday, cotton tails on Tuesday.
halloween finally rolls around and you’re both getting ready. a small worry sits in your gut for some reason, but you decide to ignore it. you sit in your room for hours, fixing up your hair and applying an adequate amount of makeup. from your room, you hear the coffee maker making its usual noises, the fridge opening and closing from time to time. you assume toji’s done getting ready. already?
you step out of your room, finally all dolled up and ready to party like there’s no tomorrow. his back faces you as he’s making another concoction in the kitchen.
“you ready, puppy dog?” you tease him, your sweet voice makes him turn around to face you. he eyes you up and down like you’re some sort of grand prize for being the cockiest, yet most loving, roommate. he leans on the counter, arms crossed, and a smirk sprawled across his face. your cute ears and tail add points to the charm of your large smile, he thinks. the makeup on your face only making you look cuter than before.
it takes you a second to realize he’s… shirtless?
“toji, where’s your shirt?’ you ask, looking around if he’s placed it down. “you didn’t give me one?” he responds, just as confused as you are. you both start looking around the place, checking under pillows and furniture. your dress was definitely too short for this activity, your bright coloured underwear nearly waving at toji to take a peek at what’s under the dress. he tries his best to ignore and look away from it though, but he’s only so strong so he lets himself indulge in a few looks.
“you didn’t really hand me anything, kitty.” he complains with a side of mockery. you sigh out loud when you realize it: this is what was sitting in your gut! you forgot to buy him a shirt for his costume. “shit, sorry toji. i forgot. i feel bad now. i made such a fuss over bringing you with me and i didn’t even prepare your costume properly. “ you frown, shoulders slouching, making you truly look like a kitty in defeat.
he just giggles before reaching his hand out “its alright, kitty. just give me a twirl and its made up for.” you hurriedly walk to him, heels clicking on the tile. he twirls you, hand-in-hand, observing every detail of your costume and every crevice of your body that he so badly wants to be his.
“you really wore bright pink underwear, huh?” he teases, pulling your waist close to his. you scoff and lightly hit his bare chest, making you a little flushed. “and why were you looking, puppy?” you say, grabbing the collar on his neck, making him choke a bit.
your faces were closer than they’ve ever been before, the tension growing thicker by each blink you exchange. you stare into each other’s eyes in silence, realizing this moment was a once in a lifetime opportunity for something new to flourish.
he pulls you in, your lips colliding in a fluid motion. you clasp your hands behind his neck, nearly tip-toeing at the big height difference. his hands snake down your bare back and ending up on your ass, even giving it a tight, loving squeeze. shit, he’s been wanting to do that for so long.
you moan in response, your tongues sliding against each other. his grasp gets needier by the millisecond. you werent complaining though; you really liked how bad he wanted you. you let go from his kiss to catch your breath and stop whatever was happening from escalating too far and before both your costumes are ruined.
he pants, pouting at why you let go. “baby, we have a party to get to. let’s continue this later, ‘kay?” you ask, running your hands down his bare chest, heaving from excitement. “mmhm.. yess, kittenn.” he whimpers, eyes still lingering around tour body. “let’s go?” his eyebrows raised. you nod feverishly, ready to rock your kitten heels and fawn over your gigantic puppy for a night you will definitely remember.
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bro im so proud of this shit no joke.. hope it was at least readable for u goiys….