Absolutely, because itās an extremely sticky issue.
Frankly, this is something I wouldāve never understood without living the experience.
Itās now blatantly clear to me that most cis men probably experience chronic emotional malnutrition. Theyāre deprived of social connection just enough for it to seriously fuck with their psyches, but not enough for them to realize that itās happening and whatās causing it.
Itās like theyāre starving, but donāt know this because theyāve always been served 3 mealsā¦except those meals have never been big enough.
This deprivation comes from all sides of aisle, by the way.
In the case of women: When Iām out in public and interact with women, all of them come off as incredibly aloof, cold, and mirthless. I have never experienced this before even though I know exactly what this composure isāthe armor that keeps away creepy-ass men.
As someone who used to wear it myself, I know this armor is 100% impersonal. Nobody likes wearing it, and I can say with absolute certainty that women would dump the armor in favor of unconditional companionship with men if doing this didnāt run the risk of actual assault. (Trust me when I say women arenāt just being needlessly guarded.)
But I only have a complete understanding of this context because Iāve experienced female socialization. If I hadnāt, I wouldāve thought this coldness was a conspiracy against me devised by roughly half of the human population. Even now, with all that I know about navigating the world as a woman, Iām failing to convince my monkey-brain that this armor isnāt social rejection.
And as for male socialization? Again, it seems taboo for a man to be platonically intimate with men for reasons I have yet to fully understand, but I think it boils down to a) the fact society teaches boys that itās not okay to be soft with each other, and b) garden-variety homophobia. Our media only shows men being intimate with one another when theyāre teamed up against a dire situation, and Iād bet real money itās a huge reason why men gravitate toward activities that simulate being teamed up against an opposing force.
But men are not machines of war. Yes, testosterone absolutely gives you Dumb Bastard Brain, but that just makes you want to skateboard a wagon down a hill or duct-tape your friend to the wall, not kill someone.
The human species looks so much colder standing from this side.
I can see how men might convince themselves that their feelings of emotional desperation is personal weakness as opposed to a symptom theyāre all experiencing from White Imperialism. Because this human connection, this frith, is as essential for our wellbeing as water is.
So sick. How sick. I want to destroy this garbage.
