get to know me a lil (?!) • some of my loves/hates/others :)
i love ariana grande, harry styles, my dog, dubai chocolate covered fruit, cheese doritos with valentina, tajin and lime, bedrotting, the sleepy smell dogs get after a nap, singing part of your world, niko shades, takis, slim chickens, doing my makeup for fun at 2am, my family (sometimes), doomscrolling, maladaptive daydreaming, going to the cinema in my hometown in mexico, my friend (yes, singular), going to concerts, christmas day, when people ask me questions and initiate conversation with me (it’s rare), when i get a new celebrity crush, long drives with my headphones on and the windows down
i like sabrina carpenter, sex and the city, wwe, red dead redemption 2, jaafar jackson, arthur morgan, the walking dead, daryl dixon, the mcu, jude bellinghams dumpy, the sims 4, cm punk, aj lee, billie eilish, friends (the show), getting likes on my tweets, olivia rodrigo, warm popcorn, michael jackson, looking back through my camera roll once in a while to reminisce, cashews, being jobless, dominik mysterio, rem beauty, my room, the wicked movies, going to the mall in mexico, nathan for you, comedies, my natural hair colour, ariana grandes fragrances, PEN15, taking selfies to feel pretty and never posting them, h2O just add water, christmas movies, travelling, karaoke, picking at my scalp, my wanda maximoff funko pop collection, wearing jewellery and never taking it off, taking pictures of my dog, watching the world cup/euros (in particular the knockout stages), my birthday, when everyone’s watching something simultaneously with no phones, victorious/icarly, playing board games, im a celebrity get me out of here, looking at old baby pictures of my brother and i, my green eyes, awards season, making edits when i have motivation, halloween, breaking bad, spotting hedgehogs and deer whilst walking my dog late at night, a knight of the seven kingdoms, watching quantum leap with my grandma
i feel indifferent towards tumblr, pickles by themselves, olives, 5 seconds of summer, my ukulele, sunrises, sunsets, the guinness book of world records, virgin piña coladas, baseball caps, my phone number, football when the world cup/the euros aren’t on, golf (or any sport for that matter) little mix, the way my feet look, the bread they give you before your meal at a fancy restaurant, the olympics, aew, plastic flowers, the numerous bugs in my room, my name, the 2 goldfish i had and very poorly took care of, writing in my journal/diary, buying clothes from shein, the ghosts that may or may not live above the loft above my room, ballet, timothee chalamet and kylie jenners relationship, my cousins who i’ve met once, possums, claire’s, love island
i miss one direction, my childhood, mexican/american takis being available in the uk, 2013, 2016, musical.ly, having lots of friends, the wandavision era, feeling like i belong, our first pet hamster called blitz, one direction, having money and being able to go on trips all the time, playing with barbies, girls go games/adobe flash, 2020’s one direction renaissance, being blissfully unaware of world issues, liam payne still being with us, when my brother was my best friend, being skinny, building forts, how christmas felt as a kid, how the last day of term felt at school (bonus if it was a half day), one direction, playing minecraft and fortnite with my brother when we were younger, the era of wwe i grew up watching, the cringey era of tiktok povs (i ate them uppp in 2018-2020), being happy to look a mess at school, frat boy harry styles, my tita motita, the food in mexico, nickelodeon, did i mention one direction?
i hate billionaires, zionists, racists, homophobes, misogynists, influencers with superiority complexes, my body, exercising, incels, ‘edgy’ arianators, most of my extended family, my looks, that i inevitably seek male validation, interacting with people, having no money, my ocd, my anxiety, having to clean my water bottle, having to change my sheets, responsibilities, having no purpose, trying to sleep when it’s way too hot, trying to sleep when it’s way too cold, the fact that no man has ever been nice to me let alone shown any kind of romantic interest, when people are funnier than me, feeling useless, hair in my food, food in my hair, being shouted at, teachers calling on me at random, the fact that im the same age as frat boy harry and he no longer exists, the ending of the walking dead, THAT THEY KILLED OFF CARL, pick me girls, judgemental people, how hard it is to find a job in the uk atm, the areas of my face with acne that never seem to clear up, the sense of intense impending doom/fomo/idek what to call it that i often get out of nowhere, the way the world is headed
and uh yeah! if you read this in its entirety - 1. thank you hi ily - 2. why???
ok bye
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