idontwannabeyouanymore.

tell me again about the part where grief is not my name and i will tell you that my parents have not kiss on the lips since the nineties. and there was so much i didn't say out of respect for the living. i will tell you, one of the first rules of working in a kitchen is you never try to catch a falling knife. but lord, if we didn’t try anyhow. lord, if we aren’t a family of good intentions and cut off hands.   

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elingellar‌:

She twirled the glass around her fingers “there’s nothing like a glass of bourbon to bring out the lyrics.” she glanced up a bright smile on her lips “writers block hit hard today.” 

“I feel that,” Andrea said, lifting her margarita glass and taking a sip. “It’s like everything I write it shit or stuff I’ve already written before.”

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CHLOE: you know what i miss most about living in not a city?

CHLOE: the stars

CHLOE: like i know all i gotta do is drive a ways outside of los angeles but it was so nice to just be in my back yard and look up and you could basically see the milkyway. i miss that :/

ANDREA: i grew up right outside of la and i feel you.

ANDREA: my town is really beautiful even though it holds so many ugly memories.

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zancarlscn‌:

               “ yeah, me too. ” zan replied solemnly, taking a sip out of her coffee cup. “ it’s sad that, like, my nieces and nephews won’t have good episodes like that anymore. and not just spongebob, but, like, — anything. ”

“ yeah, it feels like tv for kids has really gone downhill, hasn’t it ? ” andrea commented. “ like we had lizzie mcguire and now they have these god awful shows. the only good thing left is sesame street. ”

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celestedxsche‌:

           “most of the times, i write to release.” she shrugged, chuckling softly. “ooh, bad break-up? somebody died? or unrequited love?”

“um all three?” andrea said with a laugh but then adding, “but mostly about death. like i had a bad break up but i mainly write about grieving over the death.”

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dcnnycampbcll‌:

“Well,” he challenged, “how bold are ya?” Danny sipped  his drink again as he locked his eyes on the brunette.

“Not very,” Andrea replied, her eyes meeting his. “I’m not brave in like...a bold way.”

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zancarlscn‌:

               “ you’re so right. ” it wasn’t often zan found someone in hollywood who had shared her passion for memes. in fact, zan hardly ever had time to even look at new memes with how busy her and the rest of the girls were. “ do you remember the caveman one ?? that was my favorite. ”

“the caveman one was so funny!” andrea said with a laugh, remembering the meme. “it’s also like so nostalgic because i grew up with spongebob when it was actually good, ya know?”

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celestedxsche‌:

           “well, yeah. sometimes. but my poems aren’t always used as lyrics, they’re like … some sort of something that will be added in the final touches and some shit like that.” she shrugged. “what are you writing about now?”

“yeah, i feel that. sometimes i just write to write, not to write to release,” she mused. “i’m writing about grief right now. which is probably something i write about too much.”

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celinehq‌:

     “it’s fine, you’re really fine. i just caught you at a bad time.” the exhaustion was evident on her face and it was no secret that celine had started to slow down; she had to, for her own health and her daughter’s childhood. the girl was brilliant but that didn’t mean she didn’t put on a tough front when her mother was concerned. “so, anything else worth mentioning? how’s everything with you?”

“yeah,” andrea said with a small chuckle escaping her lips. she had been having a lot of those, bad times, for what felt like forever. “it’s actually pretty good. i’m a little overwhelmed with stuff but like that’s just life, right?”

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dcnnycampbcll‌:

“I feel like it was a pretty successful night,” the dark-haired boy said to the other sitting across the Starbucks table. “I mean, I flashed the guy at the liquor store for two free T-shirts and a giant Redbull.” Danny took a sip of his iced vanilla bean coconutmilk shaken latte. “Oh, you’re welcome by the way,” he pointed out as he swallowed his sip.

“i don’t think i could ever flash someone just for shirts and a redbull,” andrea said, sipping a chai tea latte. “i don’t think i could flash anyone for anything. i’m not that bold.”

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andrea could still taste the ice cream that she & kamia had shared recently. it tasted like sweetness, cookie dough & a little bit like home. she hadn’t been able to stop thinking about that night, about how kind kamia had been to her when she was falling apart. when andrea heard the song twenty-four seven, she had a feeling it was for her. just a gut feeling. when she read kamia’s blog post, that confirmed it. she decided to thank kamia for writing such a beautiful song by buying her cupcakes & wine to bring over to her house. she was a little nervous, if she were being honest. like butterflies in her stomach. she knocked on the door of the singer’s house and waited for her to answer the door as she tried to calm down the butterflies. 

@kamiahq

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celestedxsche‌:

          celeste looked around, and the people are actually blocking her from seeing whatever the commotion is. the other was probably right, since she had been here earlier than she did. “yeah, i guess.” she took a sip from her coffee, then started to go through her tote bag until she finds her pen and notebook.

“oh, are you writing as well?” andrea asked with a small smile.

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zancarlscn‌:

               zan couldn’t help but laugh. her current favorite meme, mr. krabs playing a despacito on the world’s smallest alexa, just made her day better whenever she looked at it. “ i know right ?? like – spongebob AND despacito. you can’t go wrong with a combo like that. ”

“ spongebob memes are so amazing, ” andrea mused. “ like they’re so versatile, you know ? one spongebob meme is about freaking out about something and another is about being exhausted after doing a small task. the possibilities are just endless. ”

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mickeyhaines‌:

mickey shrugged as he lifted his own phone up to check his twitter feed — hypocrisy be damned. yet again, it was nothing but mindless celebrity gossip and whatever music his friends were promoting. “come to think of it, history was never my best subject,” mickey said, eyes still glued to the gossip on his screen. ”wow, is it true that you have a secret twin hidden in your basement? god, paparazzi can find anything these days.”

at the mention of the word twin, all the playfulness left andrea’s face. she gulped as mickey talked about gossip blogs who were commenting that she hid her twin in the basement. she raised her eyebrows at him and tried to take deep breaths. “um...yeah, that’s not true. my twin isn’t in my basement.”

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hey friends ! if you haven’t plotted with andrea & you would like to, please like this so i can come hit you up in your dms !

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ANDREA DROPS A COVER ON YOUTUBE !

andrea matthews, who started out her career on youtube, went back to her roots by posting this cover of leona lewis’ song bleeding love. she started out saying that this song meant a lot to her, especially recently. the song is about finding love after being hurt. this could possibly be a reference to her breakup years ago.  but does that mean she’s finally moving on ? and who is she moving on with ? we’ve seen her hanging out with kamia locc recently who it was rumored wrote a song for andrea. could that be who andrea is crooning about in this beautiful cover ? 

@viralgossip @kamiahq

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lutherwu:

“i can see it now, at the next world peace march signs will just be filled with memes, ranging from old ones to new ones. what a time to be alive.” he laughed, watching her act. it had been the first time in a bit that luther has been able to laugh, and he took a moment to wordlessly thank andrea by squeezing her hand back. “well, maybe i can let it come out in music. i think that should be enough to hold me over, and i dont think the fans would complain about more content.”

“yes, this is how we will heal the world! through wholesome memes and puppies,” andrea replied, laughing along with the male sitting across from her. “that’s a good idea, that’s what i do. it’s really therapeutic and like...freeing to get all of my emotions out in songs, because i’m not always great at doing it in general.”

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zancarlscn:

               “ it’s almost like it’s a permanent part of my vocabulary now. ” it was true, memes definitely took up a big section of zan’s conversational pieces. she then tries to pull her phone out of her pocket to show the other one of her favorite memes she has saved on her phone. “ i have this one despacito meme saved that i think you’ll just DIE over. ”

“yeah, alexa play despacito is going to be merriam-webster’s word of the year,” andrea joked. she looked at zan’s phone and had trouble containing her laughter over the meme. she almost spit out her tea. “oh god, that’s brilliant.”