Iâm not going to make any excuses about it - Iâve had little to no motivation to live for the past few months. Iâve been a zombie, practically. Itâs was exhausting just to get out of bed in the morning, and going through the motions everyday... Well. I saw no point in any of it. But Iâve started talking to someone and Iâm getting examined tomorrow, and Iâve started talking to my family and a professional to try and get a little bit of myself back. To everyone who stayed in my absence, thank you.
Special thanks to my girlfriend and best friend, @humblesmol and @intellectual--pessimist, who stayed with me throughout it and were there for me at my worst. And also to @asktheflamingvanguard, who, though they did not know it, provided me and humblesmol with laughs and solace when we could barely imagine laughing at all.
I honestly donât know if Iâll be able to come back to this blog... But I promise Iâll try. Thanks again,
Elly


















