idk i might do a stalker! player x reader / Stalker! reader x player/ stalker x stalker again since i've been engrossed with some of the media(?), again i do NOT promote stalking or any dark media. Lowkey needs an excuse to research stalking and the potential effect it might have on victims, it might get dark tho. !NO SMUT!
Wrapping up you in his sweater, Bachira giggles while smiling mischievously "You look better than i do in it".
TW. suggestive, lowkey ooc
Bachira and you are both together, romanticallyโ surprisingly enough to others. Both of you two are what others called opposite attracts but he canโt see it, he just sees your warm cheeks highlighted by the sunlight as he stares longingly in your eyes. Your personality matches his perfectly, kind, nice and bubbly and thatโs all that matters to him.
He remembers the way you tackle people that used to bully him back at school, and happily say โletโs have an adventure.โ while guiding him somewhere.
Bachira is so desperately in love with you, that the beach he used to despise became what he loved just because you were there with him.
Now itโs both of you at the beach, toes covered in sand after running barefoot, tasting freedom that seems so hard to acquire these days. Bachira canโt be more happier than this, his head in the clouds as he wishes that you both could taste the sky but gravity pulls him and you down.
The calm ocean waves sound whimsical to his ears as he feels you touch his neck teasingly, his immediate reaction is to touch yours with a smile.
He believes that you are an angel sent to him by the heavens, especially you in those little high wasted shorts.
You know what he thinks about, and what he will doโ and thatโs what exactly makes him feel safe around you. Just love in the air and instead of feeling suffocated, he feels mesmerized even more so in fact when heโs staring into your eyes. This is the reason why he is so open about his struggles and life, his plans to move in an apartment with a noisy neighbor and most definitely his dreams about being the worldโs best striker.
The beach is pretty lonesome without any people just him and you staring at the sky above, still holding tightly against each other. Feeling his heartbeat faster, while he tries to not be lost in your eyes. The sky gets more cloudy until it's nearly evening.
Suddenly little specks of raindrops come falling down.
You laughed and Bachira swears he falls a little harder than the rain, heโd own the world if it means he could stare at you forever.
He uses the sleeves of his sweater, yelling about some adventure. Before he could continue you were already dashing towards his house, he felt his heart beat even harder. Bachira happily followed along, chasing you in the rain while you ran with determination.
Forgetting how cold it was in the rain.
He pursued you with confidence he didnโt know he had until now, his body shivering but he didnโt care. Bachira most definitely would catch a cold, but for now heโd chase you until you both are at the feet of his doorstep.
He wants to take your breath away.
With this motivation he caught you, holding your arm as he noticed your blouse was soaked to the brim. He can practically trace your body from how wet it got, and thatโs not the only thing that is wet currently. You stayed silent and he noted how flush your face was, and he knew what to do.
At this moment the rain poured harder, goosebumps starting to raise. He didnโt know where he got the courage from but his left hand meets your waist, he flushed even more but itโs not from the rain. He watches your face change to a bright pink, he traces your skin with his finger until he meets your lips.
He loves how you look.
Bachira loves everything about you.
Standing there in the rain, soaked from head to toeโ you couldnโt help but drag him to his house. He just let you chuckling on the way there, he wanted to see you in his clothes, he needed to see you become his completely. You entered but before that you dry yourself by shaking your body or whatever you do to remove the water.
He didnโt know what to do except follow you inside, in which you return to yell at him to stay outside to dry himself. Mumbling about making the floor wet and how it was a hazard and how you didn't want him to fall. He stood there outside taking it all in, seeing you still drenched and cleaning the floor on all fours.
He wants to hold you.
After you dry the floor to the best of your abilities you remember that Bachira was still outside and you panic. Hurrying to grab a towel from the bathroom since you knew where it was, rushing to the door almost slipping. Grabbing the first towel you saw, you particularly ran outside the doorframe, โChi, you gotta learn how to dry yourself!โ you said as you dry him with the towel.
Bachira stayed silent admiring your beauty, snapping out of it when you pinched his cheeks. โIs it cold?โ you questioned once he seemed to come back from his delusions. He nodded and you hugged him talking about some body heat transferation.
Just you and him.
Against the cold world, Bachira still stayed silent, not wanting to stop this moment.
You pulled away, and he immediately missed your touch. โstay here, ill get a sweaterโ you agreed as you held his hand to move inside.
You watched as he entered his room as you stood there inside in the warm place he called home, you wondered what house would you both live in.
Shivering from the cold you decided to move a little bit closer inside.
Outside it starts to pour.
He surprised you from a sneak attack from behind, wrapping in his dry sweater bought from god knows where. You happily accepted as he turned around whistling back to his bubbly demeanor. You changed into it, the warmth enveloping you fully as you heard him whistling. Bachira looked at the corner of his eye to catch the water falling down.
Then he turned his head to see you fully. He felt his mouth drop as you looked stunning in his sweateโHe smiled and giggled mischievously. "You look better than I do in it."
idk what i was on when i was writting, sorry for basicalky ghosting y'all had sum mental shi i had to take care of
creds. dividers 1, @hatoslay and pics 1 / 2
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. no feeding to anything, translate/posted somewhere else must dm me, all rights reserve (05/22/2026)
omd since bllk leaks might be out (hopefully) tmr, i just wanna talk about shidou ryusei.
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF NOT SEEING HIM CONTRIBUTE SMTH BETTER (contains manga spoilers)
Like FRANCE is his game, i legit let the leaks marinate cuz i was so hype that i see him score a goal against like the big 3. And i was shocked that barou scored.
Yk i really like barou, he is an awesome guy who i really enjoy the backstory, writting and design, I UNDERSTAND HE DEVOURS PPL THAT OUTSHINES HIM. It's a great motivation for the king.
BUT I AM STILL UPSET, charles talkin sum "u wont win w/o shidou" AHHHHHH i was expecting moreeeeeee. idk where I am going here but wtv. Like b4 i was offline for 10 days cuz yk i gotta do sum shit and I was fully expecting him to score, but then i saw the leaks. On days i was flabbergasted, ON DAYS. HE WASNT IN IT.
I am sick and tired of shidou getting tossed around because he is not popular there in japan (sadly), also I AM SICK AND TIRED OF WAITONG FOR HIS BG. HUGO VIVIEN N LOKI-ish GOT ONE, hugo is a new characterโ shidou was introduced roughly 6 years ish.
I HAVE BEEN WAITING 3 N A HALF YEARS (bllk fan since 2023), FUCKING WHITE MAN DID IT IN ONE WEEK, no shade to hugo i love his philosphy and stuff. BUT SHIDOU IS RANK 3 MOST VALUABLE, omd
IF I DO NOT SEE HM SCORE I ACTUALLY WILL CRASH OUT
this is not my usual content so please be advice. TW : rape, senstive topics like war.
this is about congo.
Congo is being exploited, despite being one of the most mineral rich countries out there. The war has intensified even more, and if you think it just now. No. It has been going on for years. Facing a humanitarian crisis, nearly 7 million people has been displace causing overcrowded camps with barely enough food and clear water.
Children and women are being raped. One woman has stated that she stopped counting after the 22nd person, her children next door are being harmed all the while he was still being raped on top of her husband's corspe.
PREGNANT WOMEN ARE BEING RAPED, does that not worry you? it should, since they are all human beings that deserve only good things and that should be the bare minimum.
Women are being raped by soldiers, losing their children. Another was burned with hot water then raped, after two days she was still there with all of her dead family to rot.
Social Media is no longer a place where information thrives, instead it is actively silencing the speakers. It's no longer enough to like the videos as, process the information, and talk about it. Tiktok is a wild place where influencers are not influencing for the greater good, where the hot topic of the day is a celebrity being hypocritical.
Here are other links : 1 educational, what is happening? and articles / 2
โAll I Want for Christmas Is Youโ by Mariah Carey
Reo keeps giving you lavish gifts instead of his attention ; getting fed up, you told him that you only wanted him.
The luxurious gifts sat atop the wooden table, the white pristine walls stared back at you. The house is huge, decorated with various things but it feels so empty without him here. Despite the warm heating on, you still felt the icy cold night on your skin. Today is your birthday, which coincidentally fell on christmasโ yet, Reo didnโt attend the party. Despite the promise he made to you : guess itโs another empty promise.
Just you alone tidying up the after-party.
Not like you're the only victim, heโs been bailing out by hanging out with his friends, to your surprise Nagi Seishiro.
You werenโt surprised but it still hurt.
You and Reo tried your best to uphold your relationship, talk and communicate about both people's feelings. Nothing changed though, itโs exhausting trying to fight for you and him.
Itโs a never ending cycle of talking, promising, delivering, then disappearing.
You looked outside using the massive glass wall, separating you and the outside. Under your floor, the lights are shining brightly everywhereโ The children who you assume are laughing with their loved ones.
Everyone but you seems to be happy.
You watched the motion of bells ringing, people singing down below. Maybe if youโd just ask Santa for Reo to appear, you donโt want a lot for christmas, is it too much to ask? Just one thing, one person.
Hell you donโt even care about the luxurious gifts you received from him, you're still keeping it though. You just want him, more than he could ever know, just grant this wish.
Make it come true.
The door creek opens as the light shines in, a tall figure entering with bags.
โ(Reader)?โ you knew it was Reo the moment you heard his voice.
He steps in cautiously, and by the way his shadow is moving he is trying to find you in the dark. โLook Iโm sorry for not coming to the party-โ
You knew you needed to set things straight with a conversation. โWe need to talk.โ Another one, without the filtering, a pure mature talk.
He heard him sigh as he went to where you were, sitting on a chairโ your arms on the table filled with the gifts you received.
โHey, Iโm really sorry-โ you cut him off, signalling him to drop the other bags of gifts on the floor. He dropped it swiftly and proceeded to ploop beside a seat next to you, then he continued.
โI really do apologizeโฆ that I didnโt make it to your party. Happy birthday by the way-โ You let him explain his side of the story, ears perk with each word he spoke.
Then once he finished he stayed silent, waiting for your response. You gave a deep sigh and looked him directly in his eyes, no sign of lies, it wasnโt enough to change your mind though. God, he looked pitiful, eyes slightly watering threatening to spill out, his smell oddly smelt of traffic and some high-end brand.
โReo.โ your voice is weirdly cracking. You repeated his name, and his full attention is on you. โI-โ itโs difficult to muster up the words. โIโฆ I just want you here tonight.โ
You saw his arms visibly shake and he gave a nod, turning away from you.
โWanted to see youโโ โin the flesh?โ โ Yup.โ You let out your hand and he took in without any hesitation.
โReo, I understand you put 100% into everything. Your career, friends and me. However, you donโt put any on yourself.โ tightening your grip you made him stare at you. โBut, that doesnโt mean you have the right to disappear like that.โ
Reo stayed silent, muttering sorry over and over again. Mustering your courage you spoke again, โWe need communication, youโre not just Mikage, youโre Reo.โ Then, he stopped you, wanting to speak.
โ(Reader), Iโm so sorry, I really am, weโve had this conversation beforeโฆ I didnโt keep my promiseโโ
โReo.โ he paused. โInstead of just saying sorry, please do better. Your presence is enough for meโ Finally the tears let up, it fell down his cheek, then down his jaw.
You dragged him towards you, taking note of the creek as the chair slid towards you. โI signed up for a relationship, not a business agreement where you only just give me gifts.โ
โSorry-โ hiccup โ-sorry-โ sob โ-sorryโ.
Reo. You just let him cry it out, occasionally wiping his tears away. Then once he calmed down and composed himself, you two started to continue talking. Coming to an agreement, a final agreement, thankfully clearing any miscommunication along the way.
โAll I want for Christmas is you.โ
โSoโฆ Should I take the gifts outโ Reo said jokingly.
โFuck no, its my gifts, I said โjustโ gifts." Then you two laughed.
Yes christmas mentioned in the early may? cuz may christmas come alr๐คฃโ๏ธ
creds. divider 1 @viviansturns, image 1/2
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. no feeding to anything, translate/posted somewhere else must dm me, all rights reserve (04/24/2026)
How would these characters reach differently if you were their first love vs first love.
DETAILS/ P1/P2 (COMING SOON)
featuring. Isagi, Rin, Bachira, Nagi and reo. GN! READER
Trope`s. FIRST LOVE VS FIRST LOVE.
I need people to see this because it's so good i swear!!!
ISAGI YOICHI
FIRST love
He met you while he was in a competition in your school. It was intense round between your team and theirs, eventually Isagi's team triumph with a score of 3-2. Impress by your ability. So when you asked for his number. he didn't say no.
You both were blunt, not one for games but rather one for challenges. He talk with you late into the night about football. But he did notice some things about you like, the way you speak so passionately about the sport.
So when you asked him out on a date, he didn't refuse, slowly that date turned into a relationship.
His heart didn't flutter like the way the movies describe it suppose to be.
In reality the 'i love you' shared between you and him felt emotionless, not a feeling- but a task. He did valued the relationship like bringing you flowers, but that flowers weren't your favourite. Talking like lovebirds, but it was more chit chatting like birds.
So when the time came you pulled him close into a hug and asked to break up, he didn't fight back, didn't try to resolve, or fight. It was just a chapter closed.
...
First LOVE
It wasn't always like this, he watch you play your guitar after school. Your fingers gliding through the strings as you hummed a melody, you look so peaceful. He felt something in his chest whenever you spoke to him, whether it was about school or sports.
The way you chit chat to him if you saw him, made his heart flutter. Unlike the first, he was there, trying his best to speak up and listen to you talk. He didn't need to hide his chatter when he's with you. He just let it all out, he felt comfortable with you.
it was a slow process, long chats late into the night. Joking around in class. At first he didn't even know that he had fallen for youโ once he realise this, he tried to rationalise this feeling.
Suddenly it hits him like a brick at 11 pm at night, he finally admits he fell for you. He thinks about you every night before he goes to sleep. He blushes when he talks to you. He really does like you. You were like a song, a lyric, a melody, everything inside one person, that he can't get rid of.
ITOSHI RIN
FIRST Love
He met you during a training camp arranged between your schools. At first, you clashedโ his bluntness, his cold stare, the way he treated everyone like they were in his way. But somehow, something about your calm persistence, started to pull his attention.
Eventually, Rin asked you out. No grand gestures. Just a quiet and firm gesture. He didnโt even look up when he said it. And so, you became his first relationship.
It wasnโt a fairy tale. He wasnโt the type to say sweet things or hold your hand in public. But he tried in his own wayโ walking you home, waiting for your messages even when he didnโt reply right away, staying up to watch your matches. You had moments. Quiet ones. Like watching the rain fall together, or him lending you his hoodie without a word when you were cold.
But something was missing.
While he was your first relationship, you realizedโฆ you werenโt in love.
Breaking up with Rin wasnโt dramatic. He just nodded, eyes lowered, and accepted, because he knew you both were not meant to be. If you didn't take the initiative he'll take it himself.
...
First LOVE
He doesn't fall easily, he didn't need distractions. That's why he built a strong and tall wall around him. He had a goal, and that goal was beating his brother. Then you showed up โ loud in the quietest way. You didnโt demand attention, but somehowโฆ his never left you.
It started small, like passing notes or talking after class. Soon it escalated to making fun of his grade in math, to him offering his snacks since you were gonna steal it like it was natural anyways.
He let you have it
He saw things about you that you didn't even know. How you stare outside the window when you thought the teacher wasn't looking. How your voice got softer when you talk about something you liked.
It was so engrave to his thoughts that he particularly memorise you, he knew you before you did.
He understand this whatever thisโ was, it wasn't a crush nor a phase, or someone he cared for.
You were it. You were his first love.
First one to enter his world after Sae.
BACHIRA MEGURU
FIRST Love
The simple and calm person to his energetic and golden retriever persona. You called him cute, and he blush. He held your hand. Everyone said you both were a match made in heaven.
But the monster inside of him told him that he was playing someone else's role in your story. He didn't want to believe it.
Late night calls, matching bio's and cheesy 'i miss you' at 2 am.
He never told you about his monster, he didn't let you see his imperfections. Years of bullying taught him that it was better to hide himself.
So he smiled the biggest, talk the loudest, the version of himself that people liked.
Until that all faded... you grabbed him pulling him into a warm embrace. You knew that wasn't the real him, so you let him go. You'll support him not as a lover but a friend.
And you were right.
Because he liked you... but never loved you.
He trusted you... but not enough.
You were his first relationship.
But you werenโt his first love.
...
First LOVE
You match everything inside him, you laughed at his jokes and gave your own. Too much, too loud, too messy, but that didn't stop you to be who you were.
When he was annoying you called him out, but you never saw him as broken. You understand him like a painting, colour and the brush stroke to the tinniest details.
You let him be him, defending, arguing and fighting, He liked that spark. You were like him but also having your own monster.
The monster inside him enjoyed your monster, that voice told him that you were special, and he knew it wasn't just a crush.
He asked him mom about what to do, and the answer was to tell you. If he messed it up then it's on him, on the other hand if you accept then he might actually pass out.
When the time come he'll do it, you made him feel seen and heard. You were his voice and never tried to leave, you weren't just a chapter but a whole book.
You were his first love.
Not because you made his heart race.
But because you made it feel safe to stop running.
NAGI SEISHIRO
FIRST Love
Relationships was a hassle, dating was something he was dragged to.
You asked and he said okay.
It was okay, at first- the occasional conversations, texts with hearts, posting pictures, but once you expected him to reply after a few minutes or expected him to care more it became a hassle
He didn't hate it. He frankly didn't feel anything.
Holding hands didnโt make his chest warm. Your kisses didnโt linger. When you smiled, he smiled back because it was expectedโ not because he meant it.
When you asked if he was there, he didn't know how to reply, he was there, just not emotionally. That was the reason you two broke up
He didn't feel hurt. You were like an unwanted app he uninstalled.
...
First LOVE
You didn't force him to be present, but you sure did made yourself present. And that what led him to notice you.
He really looked, it wasn't like the nagi who scores goals or naps between practice โ the Nagi who gets bored with everything, the Nagi who sometimes wonders if heโs meant to feel more but doesnโt know how.
You didnโt try to change him.
You just... sat with him.
And somehow, that silence with you felt louder than any conversation he'd had before.
One day, you leaned your head on his shoulder, no words, no expectationsโ and he felt his whole chest ache in this slow, soft way.
Like something inside him finally woke up. And for the first time in his life, he didnโt want to sleep through it.
MIKAGE REO
FIRST Love
It started like most things in his lifeโ polished, intentional, planned.
You were smart, pretty, came from a good family. You both had chemistry, looked great together, and people said you were couple goals. he thought, Yeah, this makes sense. It felt like a win.
Another thing to check off the list.
You guys went on nice dates. Took cute photos. Held hands like it meant something. People envied you bothโ which he thought mattered at the time.
Butโฆ
Something was missing.
he'd smile, but not feel it.
he'd talk, but filter everything.
he felt like he was performingโ like he was the Reo everyone expected.
The one who wanted to win the world cup, wasn't there.
He think you liked the version of him where he showed off โ not the one who sat up at night wondering if he was ever enough without the money, the charm, the name.
So when it ended, it didnโt hurt.
...
First LOVE
You didnโt try to impress him. You didnโt care that he was a Mikage. You didnโt look at him like a trophyโ you looked at him like an individual.
You challenged him.
Called him out when he was being arrogant. Saw through the maskโ and didnโt flinch. And when you smiled at him, it wasnโt because of what he had, or what he could do. It was justโฆ him.
And suddenly, he didnโt want anything else.
Not a title.
Not applause.
Not even the spotlight.
Just youโ sitting beside him, laughing at something stupid, looking at him like he was enough.
When you speak something inside him broke. He knew this feeling all too well. Love. He won't tell anyone, but he'll try his best to capture your heart like you captured his.
He didn't just wanna win you over, he wanted you. He'll be someone so great that even without being a Mikage, you will still smile at him like this
You were more valuable then anything he own.
OMG FINALLY IT'S DONEEEE, I FEEL SO HAPPY. What did y'all think about bachira? was it too ooc??? please somone give me more characters to do this with!!! i loved and cried making this. Talking about making it 3:30 am rn.
Barou swears that he isn't jealous but only worried how much polyester the sweater you are wearing
You stared in the mirror in awe of yourself wearing a newly bought jersey of your favorite fiction player, gifted to you by a friend as a gift. The gift was great, and the color was high qualityโ however, the cloth used was some cheap polyester.
You didnโt complain much though, due to both of you being students and all.
Wanting to show off to your partner, Barou Shoei. You called him over telling him itโs a movie night at your place, nothing special. While you showered and cleaned yourself, excited for his reaction to your new fit that you just concocted inside your closet.
Itโs a no brainer, you had a hunch that heโd get jealousโ and you were wondering what that would be like. Barou Shoei, would he tear up? So many possibilities indeed. He didnโt display any objection to your fits before, and as a curious human being you were asking if it would be the opposite now.
A sudden knock interrupts your thoughts, while you quickly wear the jersey and comfortable shorts.
โComing!โ you yell out through the gap of your bedroom door. โ-use the keys, shoei.โ you added as you get the shorts laying on your bed.
A quick shut of the door signalled you he entered accompanied with the sound of heavy shoes dropping to the ground. You hear his muffled voice through the walls talking about โmaking snacksโ, as you hear his footsteps slowly disappear into what you assume is the kitchen.
Putting on the shorts and looking at yourself in the mirror, you didnโt look half badโ far from it in fact, since you look smocking hot.
You slowly opened the door, careful not to make it creek or squeak.
Tiptoeing around the corner, you saw his figure just in front of the microwaveโ black hair down, which was rare to outsiders. Luckily you arenโt one.
โ(Reader), are you there?โ his voice startled you, and subconsciously you let out a sound. He noticed it as the microwave let out a sound to signal Barou the snacks finished, โStop hiding around the corner.โ He simply said while he opened a cabinet door to fetch a bowl.
Damn it. You thought to yourself, you wanted to scare him. Rolling your eyes to appear to his backside, trying to seem nonchalant.
You saw him getting the snacks out using a small handkerchief. Cutting it open and pouring the inside to the bowl, all the while you stand there heart racing thinking about what heโd do. He looks so handsome, what a sight for sore eyes, his aura is brighter than the blue sky. You were captivated, mesmerized, of him, it felt like a dream standing here as his partner.
It felt like an eternity but he finally finished, the bowl filled with yours and his favorites.
โReader check this out-โ turning his head, he paused once looking at your outfit, he blinked like reality would change. You saw his eye twitch. Hah! A reaction. You felt you could die as his red eyes stared back at yours.
โWhat are you wearing?โ he questioned, his hands at his side still locked on the jersey you were wearing. You swear up and down it was nothing, he didnโt seem convinced however.
โYouโre not even half as pretty, take it off.โ
Not wanting to end it so quickly you stirred it further. Questioning him why he was acting like that, and teasing him if he was jealous. He stayed silent at your provocation, โSho! Donโt be like that. At least tell me the reason.โ Something in him clicked.
โPolyester.โ What? โPolyesterโ he repeated.
Now you're just confused.
โThereโs too much polyester in that jersey.โ He explained like it was a matter of fact.
Furrowing your brow. โYou donโt even know whatโs in this?โ
โI can see by just looking at it, change.โ
Not convinced you reluctantly go to your room to change, grumbling. Yelling out "You're just jealous!" in the hallway, with no response in return.
Once you got a new fit going on, you basically stomp your way to where the television was.
Barou was there, the snacks on the table in front scrolling through netflixโ and your heart just soften just a little bit.
โYou were definitely jealous that time, admit it.โ you stated as you sat right next to him, picking a snack from the bowl and munching on it.
โWhatever helps you sleep at night, my queenโ the tv scrolled past before your eyes, landing on a show. You felt his head on your neck while his arm draped to the other side.
โI wonโt let this go.โ
โJust wear my jersey next time, I already pre-ordered it. 100% cotton this time.
creds for dividers. @pixopix, image 1, 2. NO IMAGE ARE MINE, all on tumblr.
TYSM FOR READING! any kind of request is much appriciated
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. no feeding to anything, translate/posted somewhere else must dm me, all rights reserve (05/03/2026)
Please blue lock creators do read this!!! (very important)
DO NOT HEADCANON ANY FICTIONAL CHARACTER TO BE A BOSS IN A REAL LIFE CULT!
IT IS NOT A TREND, IT SHOULD NEVER BE A TREND.
Dont hc Michael kaiser being a member and worse of all be an upperup in scientology, when ex-members stated that it was a cult. Do NOT hc bllk players joining scientology. it makes you look insensitive using fictional characters and joking about scientology as a whole, treating it like a trend or something to laugh about.
I saw a few posts on tiktok about bllk players joining scientology hc. Yes, it seems small but there are actual people supporting it, or not taking it srsly. Hopefully I am not being dramatic but 1 bad hc can turn into a 2, then next thing you know it can turn into a trend or something to laugh about.
I canNOT stress this enough, do not hc ppl do be in a cult! Cults should NEVER EVER be involved as silly headcannonsโ Cults are real issues that should be taken srsly.
headcanon meaning + headcanon should NEVER contridict canon as it is then a jossed.
I am not sure if I am wrong or maybe too woke for the hc i saw, it gave me a weird feeling since cults shouldn't be done for fun. It should accurately be represented as victims died for their belief, were being manipulated, and were in a rough state prior to joining.
It is a real problem as members are manipulated to give them a portion of money : Isolation, coercive persuasion, and punitive "rehabilitation". Scientology uses brainwashing, which is made evident in their history.
If you find their account, please do NOT harass them. Educate them and help them understand what was wrong, I do not support any cyberbullying.
reaqests are open? what abt a reader with a (physical) disability and rin is trying so hard not to gaf but he ends up caring tooooooo much?
Rin is a jerk, just not to you.
Itoshi Rin was a jerk; a good for nothing man, who would glare and side-eyed every person he sees, howeverโ thatโs just the surface. To be fair he was indifferent, didnโt care and never wanted to be involved in parties, snapping at those who bothered him too much. Many โregretively soโ saw him as a bastard of some sort, someone thatโs rude and unfiltered, yet Rin was far from it. Regardless of how much you tried to convince them otherwise, theyโll simply think of you as a lovesick fan thatโs defending him.
But thatโs not the case, all before the fame of his older brother Itoshi Sae. You knew and befriended the youngest son, he knew that behind that though exterior Rin was indeed a caring person, that loves in his own way. And now that youโve known him particularly your whole life, you scoff at the hate he received for being blunt and distant and having boundaries.
The friendship started when you were a toddler, the day was a sunny bright warm morning. The childrenโ like youโ have fun with their imagination, while parents enjoy talking to their fellow friends as they keep an eye on their kids.
As you begin to play in the sand, or more accurately draw whatever your child-mind wants to create : a cat with spots, with a smiley face with an elephant trunk riding to space. All while the birds around the playground chirp happilyโunaware about the future that awaits themโ, nothing out of the ordinary.
You peacefully draw, dragging your fingers through the sands with a smile plastered on your kid faceโ and suddenly hear a commotion, as you swiftly turn your head to the direction of the noise, as a kid around your age jumps off the playset threatening to land on top of the birds. Yet, it didn't happen, you could only see a green flash that then heard the flapping of wings from the birds, neatly avoiding danger.
At that moment, you saw him. An unbearably adorable little dark green haired boy, with his two colored shirt and dark shortsโ
Yet unlike the toddlers you know then, he seemed different.
Even when on the outside, Rin looked normal but once you remember his action, it strikes you as odd. No child would try that. In your mind back then, you remembered how he had that dull, emotionless look to him. Like he saw something, like the world he lives in now doesnโt exist, even now he still carries that faฤade and aura with him in his teen years.
But thatโs the past, and you knew well not to dwell on the past. You right now are more focused on the more โimportantโ details of your post-teen phase. You're now an adult, you need to control your emotions and actions like now : trying to not jump on his haters complaining about his โbadโ performance.
You rolled your eyes, hand clenching around an object as you reminisced Rinโs teal eye staring back at you while you promised not to attack another personโ but, it got more difficult the more you kept hearing them blabber more. Trying to calm down, you thought about things that kept you happy : a cute animal here, a game you like playing, maybe punching that piece of tardโฆ might cool you off.
You were itching for a fight, after all they talked badly about your beloved.
Shaking your head, you snapped out of it. Not wanting to trouble Rinโs steady career in football, walking away from them before creating a problem.
Hands finding your โforearm crutchโ as you steadily walk away from the person.
Authors notes :
Forearm crutches are mobility aids featuring a cuff that fits around the forearm and a handgrip, offering support for walking with partial or full weight bearing.
Lifeโs hard when it was your first week as an amputee, you had to get surgery due to a cancer cell in your left leg. You won't deny the fact that you had it rough, but thankfully with the help of your friends and loved oneโsโ you were able to overcome that obstacle.
And Rin, your lover.
You stopped once you felt eyes on you, a familiar gaze that felt natural to know who it belonged to. Saying their name out loud, they appeared out of the shadows like some cringy wattpat fic.
You laughed, not able to contain it. โPfft. Rinโ you look like some dark romance male lead.โ you say as you stared at his tall figure, he even looks the part. Taking a moment to compose yourself, you stare onwards, โYou need to stop that.โ You added as you begin to walk away. โStop hiding in the shadows! Itโs creepy.โ
Rin didnโt respond as he kept trailing you behind, watching your back like youโre some sort of glass human. Heโs worried, no matter how much heโd hide it, Rin is concern for you, and that makes life easier than expected
Understanding his point and worries, you let him be as you headed to your destination, the supermarket. He didnโt need to say anything, you knew his style all too well.
He is the emotional support you need for recovery.
Rinโs been acting like this since youโve gotten the surgery, whenever he has the free time heโll show up and guard you. At first, he tried hiding it, however you saw through his act immedeatilyโ he isnโt good at hiding secrets.
Humming to a song, you begin walking once againโ just with Rin by your side hurrying along.
You felt content, appreciating his concern about your movement problems to the point heโll immediately go to your location once he has free time. Thatโs why you donโt believe heโs a bad person, because the way he cares for youโ even when he pretends not to. In a way, you believe that Rin is a kind and gentle person who shows his โbetterโ side to those he knows well.
Plus itโs been a while since you two were together. He was busy with matches and training, but ignore thatโ heโs here now.
Speeding up, you truly are glad that Rin cares about your wellbeing. Though sometimes it can be tough and annoying, you know well that it comes from a good placeโ He is a complex person.
No matter what the haters say, youโll stand by his side as he stands by yours. Not only because heโs your lover but also your friend.
You sped a bit too fast.
Lifting the crutch, you miscalculate where it should land as you hear it scraping against the concrete, it caught you by surpriseโ you were falling, right leg swinging to the back. Still quick in your reflex you promptly use your other crutch you steady yourself however not fully. Just enough to not have a mouth full of concreteโ quick note to self : donโt try and speed up just yet.
Turning around to laugh about your mistake with Rin, just to see him scaredโฆ? youโre not sure.
His eyes, he looked angry, fuming, furious all of the above. Time seemed to stop as you both looked at each other, teal eyes glaring in your direction.
You felt a shiver run down your spine, itโs your first time seeing him like that. Angryโ scratch that fuming, at most he will be annoyed not this.
Rin lets a tsk and mumbles about you being lukewarm for your own good as he helps you stand up fully. However your mind is still preoccupied with that face of hisโ did he get angry at you? No time to truly ponder that fully, as you hear that sweet (for his standard) voice of him telling you to keep still and heโll order a service instead.
That puts your mind at ease, he isnโt angry at youโ it seems. His expression is just him being tired thatโs all, but something in the back of your mind isnโt that easy to convince.
โAh! Rin no need for thatโฆโ You replied once you remembered he ordered a service. Arguing you were perfectly fine and his identity would be exposedโ you understand well that he dislikes signing stuff for his โfansโ.
He countered, โMy identity would be exposed either wayโโ he glanced at his outfit. โWhat kind of idiot would wear all black on a regular afternoon". The urge to say โhimโ never felt so strong.
As you two bickered, talking back and forth about whether to continue walking or just drive there : both so hard-headed and not able to give up. It only stopped once you noticed he uber arrived. Pulling down the car window and asking if one of you ordered the uber, Rin basically rolled his eyes at the question. The time bickering was a waste, the bastard knew he would win either way. You gave the most forceful smile to Rin, basically telling him that โthis isnโt doneโ.
Turning your head to where the car window is as you gave a nod to the person inside. To this Rin replied as well saying that he ordered it and proceeded to go in front and open the door. With a proud face he signaled you to enter once he opened the car door fully.
Reluctantly you entered after some difficulty, the car was quite small so you laid your crutches on the floor. The feeling of cold air hitting your face never felt better, you didnโt realize how hot it was outsideโ nevermind that.
Rin entered soon after, sitting beside you with a shit-eating grin of winning.
Rolling your eyes you stared outside through the window, as the engine roared to life causing the car to move. The person confirmed the location with Rin, and at the corner of your eye he nodded.
Green grass, dotted with yellow flowers entered your field of view, the sunny blue sky blazing heat, rays of light shining down making the flowers brighter. More things appeared as the car sped up, from people taking walks to selling delicious food. You can particularly smell the aroma of the dishes outside despite being inside a moving vehicle.
Suddenly, Rin entered your mindโ causing you to momentarily glance at his figure. He was also staring outside, palm pressed to his chin, the rays of the sun emasculating his face. He looked ineffable, eyes relaxed, and drawn to the outside, honestly his beauty right now is so great that it canโt be described solely on words alone. Underlashes long and well kept that just made you wonder if he applied make-up to them, you could imagine it.
You sighed low as you remembered your argument, after all he was just looking out for you. Rin looked so peaceful and time just stopped for you as you carefully examined his features : teal eyes that could make anyone faint, dark teal? green? hair perfectly positioned to accentuate his aspects. Even so, he still has this look to him that makes you feel like a fish caught on a hookโ Youโve seen magazines, pre and post-interview yet nothing can compare to the real flesh version of him.
The car stops snapping you out of your delusions. You are fucked. Capital F. God what are you thinking, heโs your lover of 2 ish years. Actually better question ; why were you thinking stuff like that? Itโs normal finding him attractive, he is your lover.
You saw Rin opening the door as he firmly turned around and lent a hand for youโ you canโt think of anything, just how attractive he was. Letting a huff of breath out, you grab his hand as he helps you get up, going so far to crouch to get your crutches and helping you insert it.
Biting the inside of his cheek, you calm down. The car behind you drifting into the back of your mind. You are still godsmack by his attractiveness, even if itโs been 2 yearsโ you think you can never get used to him.
โAre you okay?โ it felt like this was the third time snapping back to reality, โ... You donโt need to worry about paying me backโ...โ everything came to a halt, just you and Rin in front of the mall.
Move. Move
โNot that I care about thatโ You responded with a hum, the echo at the back of your throat. Heโs waiting for you, like the kind and gentle person you know he isโ the people hating on him are just blind. You crack a smile.
You finally feel yourself unfrozen.
โYou are so not cute, when you lie, Rinโ You saw a faint blush spread across his cheeks to the tip of his ears. You crack a wider smile seeing that Rin just makes you so happy just by seeing him being so flustered.
Is this the person that people swear up and down is a bastard? Rin couldnโt even hurt a fly, he probably never used his fists to hurt someone. A simple โLetโs goโ was said. Even though it wasnโt your plan to go out with him, you didnโt mind.
As you entered, Rin by your side aiding you every step of the way.
The cold air touched your exposed skin, it felt amazing. White pristine walls, windows longer and taller than you and him combinedโ Rin tried to discreetly hold your crutch.
"A date it is then." You said happily.
โI donโt careโ you hear him mutter
โI donโt mindโ you relpied simply
"I actually do." he says, once he's sure you can't catch it.
THIS IS SO SHORT WTF??? anyways tysm for reading!! hope i did the request justiceโ๏ธ
Honestly I am pretty bad at updating my masterlist + its only two fics. Since for sum odd reason my old ass ancient phone crashes the more I edit a post๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน. Call me a boomer or smh but I am bad at technology and I refuse to download apps if there's a website (unless it's popular like tumblr n youtuve wtv).
And no you are not isaneโ๏ธ๐ค (kubzscout ref)
