I wanted the user Akitsu however it was already taken. I just changed the kit → Rin for arinzu, and soon made a second acc and I did the same for that su → sae for akitsae
How would these characters reach differently if you were their first love vs first love.
DETAILS/ P1/P2/ P3 (COMING SOON)
featuring. Sae, barou, chigiri w/ GN! READER
Trope`s. FIRST LOVE VS FIRST LOVE.
Chat idk what characters to make with this, please do send request D:
✩‧₊ITOSHI SAE
FIRST loveᯓ★
You were one of many, someone who confessed to him. You were persistent on your advances, finally he accepted. Not because you crack his cold wall, he just wanted to get rid of you.
A decision was mechanical, made out of convenience. He didn't treat you badly, he didn't go out of his way to treat you good also. You were polite, easy on the eyes, and fun to be around. Even though you were the embodiment of perfection, his wall didn't falter.
Conversations were plain but polite.
"How was practice?"
"Good. You?"
"Fine."
Dates were scheduled, when he was with you he made sure his emotions was neutral. He smiled with you, he didn't start anything but waited for you.
Be a normal young adult they say, so he did. He talked to you, he listen to you, he wasn't really there tho. You noticed this, you saw the signs, you understand that you didn't break his cold wall.
One simple message you sent and it was done. He stared at it, he felt hurt, he knew you weren't right for him.
Maybe, just maybe... you didn't break his wall but rather melt just enough.
...
First LOVEᯓ★
He known you for a while, before the fame and interviews.
He doesn't understand how you managed to pull him. You lack rationality but you compromise with your creativity, you were the opposite of him while being so much more.
You didn't try to suck up to him, you made sure that your own world revolve around you. You did everything not for others but yourself, and that was what amazed him.
While he was busy with sports and training, you were busy with own thing. You made sure to check on him everyday, even though he wouldn't reply right away. You were the only person he'd consider a friend.
You clash with him, argued, even go as far as fighting, but he noticed himself picking the broken pieces every time you weren't there.
Slowly he noticed himself thinking about you often, thinking about you before showdown, or wanting to call you right after. It was slow, painfully slow, like 3 books for him to notice he liked you.
After winning a match he was hurrying getting ready to tell you, then it clicked. He finally realise he truly liked you, it wasn't just respect, it was love.
✩‧₊BAROU SHOEI
FIRST loveᯓ★
He known since elementary, well technically you were friends with his sister. Whenever you came to visit, he'll start conversations about football, cleaning, and sometimes his siblings. He may or may not knew that you had a crush on him at some point, but he didn't say anything.
He wasn't chronically online— but he saw the videos, dating your sister's friend was definitely a NO. But when his sister started hinting she wanted you two to date, he obligated.
You were interesting to say the least, chaotic, the complete opposite of him, but you were still his type. Able to clean your mess while still having fun, he learned a lot from you.
You gave him advice about cleaning products which were extremely helpful.
"Sho, instead of using that product— use this one!"
"Mhm, thank you"
"Your welcome!"
He did appreciate you, letting you sometimes see his weakness, calling you his queen and maybe more, you melted him but it wasn't enough. You were important in his life but was still second to his goals.
He’d expect you to understand his drive, maybe even push him— not coddle him. Intimacy would grow through shared discipline, not romance.
Soon you both broke the connection.
...
First LOVEᯓ★
First love, first love, it was all the same to him. It wasn't a priority, but you somehow made it into one, he didn't call you his queen since you were already were one. Clean, disciplined, his type.
It all started from his little sisters organising with a blind date, did he want to go? No, did he go anyways? Yes.
Here he is— across from you, arms across and drinking tea. You show interest on his goals, gave him advice, overall a nice experience. The next time he was supposed to meet you, his heart was thumping, chest tightened, blushing.
He wasn’t weak. Wasn’t distracted. But something about you? It lingered. Like the smell of the pitch after a long match, sharp and impossible to ignore. You didn’t cheer the loudest. Didn’t fall at his feet. But when you looked at him— really looked at him— it felt like you saw Barou Shoei, not just the king on the field.
People stereotyped him as a prideful king, ignoring that he was a caring older brother.
Then he'll show you. With every goal he score, every match he win— he'll make you see why choosing him means never settling for less.
✩‧₊CHIGIRI HYOMA
FIRST loveᯓ★
Chatter chatter…
You both were gossiping while doing skincare in his bedroom, talking, laughing, "I like you chigiri", and talking, and laughing. Wait? what has that, he was so caught up trying to imagine why— he didn't even hear your confession.
"I like you, chigiri. I had like you since—…" His mind went static, he couldn't hear the rest of your confession. He could feel his heart racing, he felt a lump forming in his throat.
Chigiri look to his side and he saw you being a blushing mess, and his face went red. He muttered a small yes and you jumped in joy.
Soon those little gossip sessions he didn't think of— turned into his whole day. You'd wait for you after school, fidgeting with your hands, he'll smile holding your hand and take you on a walk.
That was until his injury happened— slowly he noticed he was closing himself off. No matter how hard you'd try to pry him from his wall he created... it wouldn't budge.
He saw you scream, cry, beg him to come back but he thought he was too far gone.
He didn't wanna burden you anymore.
He simply left. As quickly like you confess.
...
First LOVEᯓ★
Chigiri Hyoma had always been fast— faster than anyone else on the pitch. But now, with a torn ACL and months of fear weighing on his shoulders, the boy with scarlet hair sat alone in the corner of the training center, watching others chase the ball that once belonged to him.
But you noticed him huddle in the corner… a shadow of himself— silent, trapped in his own hesitation.
After hearing the story from other players, you wanted to help him break out of his shell.
Everyday for weeks, you talked with him, comforted him, and. He let you hear the fear he had while trying to run or just playing in general.
You finally noticed him slowly breaking his shackles.
The next week, he jogged for the first time.
Two weeks later, he passed drills with the others.
He wasn’t just running again. He was letting himself feel again.
And when he kissed you for the first time— soft, tentative, like he was afraid you’d vanish— you knew you weren’t just helping him recover.
You were falling in love with him.
And he was learning to fall too— not into fear, or on the ground. but into you.
was there supposed to be kunigami, shidou and yukimiya in this part? Absolutely. Did i add them? NO
creds to @dollypoppyyy for giving me this idea (please check her out <3)
ISAGI YOICHI
You gave an unexpecting Isagi a spoonful of seemingly innocent soup. The soup was black and seemingly had it's own life force and was begging to be demolished.
The moment the soup touched his taste buds, he thought he could see his ancestors. Takes one more bite to be polite and starts crying. "I-it's—" he pauses— there's a visible war going inside his mouth "hey so... so u-unique". After this he doesn't let your cooking near his mouth ever again.
BACHIRA MEGURU
He watched you bake the food with full confidence, and once it came out it gave a a smoke darker than his own monster. The monster inside of him showed a panic and disturbed look seeing it.
"Woah it's something alright!" takes one bite and it was hard as stone. He's sweating, he promise that he saw nagi's aura when he tries to eat it. "My monster does NOT like this"
CHIGIRI HYOMA
He was relaxing in his room in bed as you came knocking to his door, very excited as you brought him dinner-in-bed. "For you my princess!" and he smiled as you lay the tray in front of him. "Aw, you shouldn't have."
When he cut into the steak, it was raw. He could still hear the cow still mooing, a visible sweat start forming when he took a bite. He looked at you dead in the eyes when he spat it out, half baffled and half amaze. "Let's not let the cow die in vain, okay?"
KUNIGAMI RENSUKE
Was working out when you approach him with a smoothie at least that was what you swear you made. It looked so bland like it was water and nothing was added.
Once he took a sip, he swear he choked. It was spicy and like too spicy for a smoothie. His tongue was burning and he was crying. "Let's make a proper drink together after this"
ITOSHI RIN
Watching a horror film in the dark when you barged into the room yelling his name. Delivering his meal you cooked with pride "Oh rin rin! come have a taste." He didn't even notice that the meal was something...
Once he tasted it he thought he saw Sae's phantom. There was a whole assault going thru his senses. He didn't even notice it but he actually passed out, he woke up with foam in his mouth. "Okay. This is NOT edible." he says as he tries to hold a gag.
ITOSHI SAE
He just got home from practice WAS super duper tired, so when you offered to cook him a meal he didn't refuse. But when you appeared with this monstrosity of a meal, he deeply regretted his actions.
You had to begged him to at least try it saying "It taste better than it looks". When he tasted it, he gave you the nattiest side eye and called you a liar. "It's terrible. We need to get you checked up"
BAROU SHOEI
Barou is the one to cook, not the other way around. You gave him a soup that looks normal.
But when he took a bite, it was far from normal, he immediately spat it out. He wanted to complain but decided against it. "My queen, it's fine if you don't know how to cook." You don't know if that's an insult or not.
THANK YA FOR READING!!!, reo and nagi were supposed to be in this part, but i ran out of spaces for images. should i stop doing that? idk chat since i like doing visual things hehe.
How would these characters reach differently if you were their first love vs first love.
DETAILS/ P1/P2 (COMING SOON)
featuring. Isagi, Rin, Bachira, Nagi and reo. GN! READER
Trope`s. FIRST LOVE VS FIRST LOVE.
I need people to see this because it's so good i swear!!!
ISAGI YOICHI
FIRST love
He met you while he was in a competition in your school. It was intense round between your team and theirs, eventually Isagi's team triumph with a score of 3-2. Impress by your ability. So when you asked for his number. he didn't say no.
You both were blunt, not one for games but rather one for challenges. He talk with you late into the night about football. But he did notice some things about you like, the way you speak so passionately about the sport.
So when you asked him out on a date, he didn't refuse, slowly that date turned into a relationship.
His heart didn't flutter like the way the movies describe it suppose to be.
In reality the 'i love you' shared between you and him felt emotionless, not a feeling- but a task. He did valued the relationship like bringing you flowers, but that flowers weren't your favourite. Talking like lovebirds, but it was more chit chatting like birds.
So when the time came you pulled him close into a hug and asked to break up, he didn't fight back, didn't try to resolve, or fight. It was just a chapter closed.
...
First LOVE
It wasn't always like this, he watch you play your guitar after school. Your fingers gliding through the strings as you hummed a melody, you look so peaceful. He felt something in his chest whenever you spoke to him, whether it was about school or sports.
The way you chit chat to him if you saw him, made his heart flutter. Unlike the first, he was there, trying his best to speak up and listen to you talk. He didn't need to hide his chatter when he's with you. He just let it all out, he felt comfortable with you.
it was a slow process, long chats late into the night. Joking around in class. At first he didn't even know that he had fallen for you— once he realise this, he tried to rationalise this feeling.
Suddenly it hits him like a brick at 11 pm at night, he finally admits he fell for you. He thinks about you every night before he goes to sleep. He blushes when he talks to you. He really does like you. You were like a song, a lyric, a melody, everything inside one person, that he can't get rid of.
ITOSHI RIN
FIRST Love
He met you during a training camp arranged between your schools. At first, you clashed— his bluntness, his cold stare, the way he treated everyone like they were in his way. But somehow, something about your calm persistence, started to pull his attention.
Eventually, Rin asked you out. No grand gestures. Just a quiet and firm gesture. He didn’t even look up when he said it. And so, you became his first relationship.
It wasn’t a fairy tale. He wasn’t the type to say sweet things or hold your hand in public. But he tried in his own way— walking you home, waiting for your messages even when he didn’t reply right away, staying up to watch your matches. You had moments. Quiet ones. Like watching the rain fall together, or him lending you his hoodie without a word when you were cold.
But something was missing.
While he was your first relationship, you realized… you weren’t in love.
Breaking up with Rin wasn’t dramatic. He just nodded, eyes lowered, and accepted, because he knew you both were not meant to be. If you didn't take the initiative he'll take it himself.
...
First LOVE
He doesn't fall easily, he didn't need distractions. That's why he built a strong and tall wall around him. He had a goal, and that goal was beating his brother. Then you showed up — loud in the quietest way. You didn’t demand attention, but somehow… his never left you.
It started small, like passing notes or talking after class. Soon it escalated to making fun of his grade in math, to him offering his snacks since you were gonna steal it like it was natural anyways.
He let you have it
He saw things about you that you didn't even know. How you stare outside the window when you thought the teacher wasn't looking. How your voice got softer when you talk about something you liked.
It was so engrave to his thoughts that he particularly memorise you, he knew you before you did.
He understand this whatever this— was, it wasn't a crush nor a phase, or someone he cared for.
You were it. You were his first love.
First one to enter his world after Sae.
BACHIRA MEGURU
FIRST Love
The simple and calm person to his energetic and golden retriever persona. You called him cute, and he blush. He held your hand. Everyone said you both were a match made in heaven.
But the monster inside of him told him that he was playing someone else's role in your story. He didn't want to believe it.
Late night calls, matching bio's and cheesy 'i miss you' at 2 am.
He never told you about his monster, he didn't let you see his imperfections. Years of bullying taught him that it was better to hide himself.
So he smiled the biggest, talk the loudest, the version of himself that people liked.
Until that all faded... you grabbed him pulling him into a warm embrace. You knew that wasn't the real him, so you let him go. You'll support him not as a lover but a friend.
And you were right.
Because he liked you... but never loved you.
He trusted you... but not enough.
You were his first relationship.
But you weren’t his first love.
...
First LOVE
You match everything inside him, you laughed at his jokes and gave your own. Too much, too loud, too messy, but that didn't stop you to be who you were.
When he was annoying you called him out, but you never saw him as broken. You understand him like a painting, colour and the brush stroke to the tinniest details.
You let him be him, defending, arguing and fighting, He liked that spark. You were like him but also having your own monster.
The monster inside him enjoyed your monster, that voice told him that you were special, and he knew it wasn't just a crush.
He asked him mom about what to do, and the answer was to tell you. If he messed it up then it's on him, on the other hand if you accept then he might actually pass out.
When the time come he'll do it, you made him feel seen and heard. You were his voice and never tried to leave, you weren't just a chapter but a whole book.
You were his first love.
Not because you made his heart race.
But because you made it feel safe to stop running.
NAGI SEISHIRO
FIRST Love
Relationships was a hassle, dating was something he was dragged to.
You asked and he said okay.
It was okay, at first- the occasional conversations, texts with hearts, posting pictures, but once you expected him to reply after a few minutes or expected him to care more it became a hassle
He didn't hate it. He frankly didn't feel anything.
Holding hands didn’t make his chest warm. Your kisses didn’t linger. When you smiled, he smiled back because it was expected— not because he meant it.
When you asked if he was there, he didn't know how to reply, he was there, just not emotionally. That was the reason you two broke up
He didn't feel hurt. You were like an unwanted app he uninstalled.
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First LOVE
You didn't force him to be present, but you sure did made yourself present. And that what led him to notice you.
He really looked, it wasn't like the nagi who scores goals or naps between practice — the Nagi who gets bored with everything, the Nagi who sometimes wonders if he’s meant to feel more but doesn’t know how.
You didn’t try to change him.
You just... sat with him.
And somehow, that silence with you felt louder than any conversation he'd had before.
One day, you leaned your head on his shoulder, no words, no expectations— and he felt his whole chest ache in this slow, soft way.
Like something inside him finally woke up. And for the first time in his life, he didn’t want to sleep through it.
MIKAGE REO
FIRST Love
It started like most things in his life— polished, intentional, planned.
You were smart, pretty, came from a good family. You both had chemistry, looked great together, and people said you were couple goals. he thought, Yeah, this makes sense. It felt like a win.
Another thing to check off the list.
You guys went on nice dates. Took cute photos. Held hands like it meant something. People envied you both— which he thought mattered at the time.
But…
Something was missing.
he'd smile, but not feel it.
he'd talk, but filter everything.
he felt like he was performing— like he was the Reo everyone expected.
The one who wanted to win the world cup, wasn't there.
He think you liked the version of him where he showed off — not the one who sat up at night wondering if he was ever enough without the money, the charm, the name.
So when it ended, it didn’t hurt.
...
First LOVE
You didn’t try to impress him. You didn’t care that he was a Mikage. You didn’t look at him like a trophy— you looked at him like an individual.
You challenged him.
Called him out when he was being arrogant. Saw through the mask— and didn’t flinch. And when you smiled at him, it wasn’t because of what he had, or what he could do. It was just… him.
And suddenly, he didn’t want anything else.
Not a title.
Not applause.
Not even the spotlight.
Just you— sitting beside him, laughing at something stupid, looking at him like he was enough.
When you speak something inside him broke. He knew this feeling all too well. Love. He won't tell anyone, but he'll try his best to capture your heart like you captured his.
He didn't just wanna win you over, he wanted you. He'll be someone so great that even without being a Mikage, you will still smile at him like this
You were more valuable then anything he own.
OMG FINALLY IT'S DONEEEE, I FEEL SO HAPPY. What did y'all think about bachira? was it too ooc??? please somone give me more characters to do this with!!! i loved and cried making this. Talking about making it 3:30 am rn.
Synosis
After arguing with your mother, you wander off to a nostalgic place and end up lost—both in memories and reality. Just as panic sets in, a mysterious boy appears and comes to your rescue.
Main story / BONUSES (now viewing)
js sum bonus stories that i didn't finish, but it'll be a waste to not post huhu
How did you even get into this mess? one thing you were arguing about something with your mother and next thing you knew you were lost in the forest with no way out.
Lost in your mind you walked aimlessly with no particular goal in sight. You wanted to go back but pride took the better of you.
It was in the late afternoon, the sun giving of an orange glow through the village. Your phone and the soft breeze of air keeping you company, you keep recalling the fight you had with your mother. Keep regretting not saying the things that you could have said.
Looking to your side to see the local forest, the sign made of our wood standing tall. You remember that you and your family went camping here yearly, but suddenly stop. You never knew why but now you didn't care, you miss this place and always used to begged to come back.
Walking inside, each step you took made you forget the outside world just once more. The delight you felt while looking around the place couldn't be explain by words or numbers. The small pile of leaves scattering from the breeze.
The seemingly endless oak trees standing tall from every direction you took. Smell of fresh air welcoming you as you walk, the light shuffling of trees from the wind.
And then you saw him...
Your classmate who often skipped class. Black roots with white hair, those seemingly souless eyes darting around as he stood there like a weirdo. Hey? don't shoot the messenger, whenever he's at school he would watch everyone like a hawk.
Hiding behind a thick tree, you waited until he left and continued on with your walk.
You were nervous in your own right, looking around just in case that boy might appear. The stories you heard online about girls gone —missing start flashing on your mind. Taking a deep breath you step forward, trying to not let the dark thoughts crept up to you.
Now that you knew another person inside the forest was with you. The once tall trees that used to give you comfort, now just seemed uneasy.
You just remember that you had your phone on you, taking it out you flash your light in every direction you walked to. The forest now have a creepy vibe.
'I should go home now...' you thought but once looking back, you forgot where was back home.
You were so screwed...
Taking a deep breath once again to clear your thoughts, to try to trace your steps. A slight shiver went throughout your body as a breeze went and go...
Hearing a noise from the bush it startled you, which you quickly flash your phone to where the noise came from.
You were horrified to see the boy looming over you.
To try to ease the tension in the air you step back, trying to move further away. "Oh... hey um-". Shit you've forgotten his name. You nervously said as his soulless black eyes stared back.
Suddenly regretted not going home when you had the chance.
You wanted the ground to shallow you whole, both of you were having a staring battle. You didn't wanna look away just because you didn't know his intention. And you didn't know why he is NOT looking away.
His voice broke the silence. "Your lost aren't you?" You were surprised by his voice, it wasn't rude or anything like you imagined. It was more soft maybe with genuine concern.
"Y-yes... Yes i am, funny thing."
You suddenly felt him grab your arm and you passed out— literally had a panic attack.
LOVE AT FIRST GOAL
Synosis
You can't believe your first crush was because of a goal...
Was back when you were in the first year, you were a regular watcher and often come after class and talk with them.
It was in the sunny morning and you were cheering them on when they played against the 3rd year- but you were the only one cheering for them. They played terribly and lost to the grade 9 from 0-6, as they exited the field you catch up to them. You were annoyed but honestly understand their lost, the grade 3rd year were massive compared to the them.
As you were sarcastically congratulating them on their lost while you crack some jokes on the way to their designated spot. "It was amazing- how you guys score on your own goalpost..." you blabbered as they started laughed with you.
"Better luck next match-" you paused and remembered they were up against the 4th years. "Actually better luck against the 2nd years".
"(reader's LN), come on have some faith with us, cheer us on and we might win the match" the captain who also was your friend said.
You scoffed. "If you guys win or atleast score 1 goal, i'll treat you all!" of course you didn't actually mean't it, but it was good for motivation.
"YEAH DEFINETLY"
"TEAM 1ST YEARS FOR THE WIN!"
"Promise we'll score tomorrow. I get my entire saving on it!" you paused and the team followed. "Are you sure?"
"No doubt!"
And here you are again laughing your ass off, tears flowing down your eye unto your cheeks.
The players look defeated and you kept laughing, struggling to breath.
"Tell me? where's your saving" you asked and look at the player, who looked half dead.
One of the others replied "Gone and nowhere to be seen"
That kicked the bucket and you all started laughing once again. "(Player's last name) I'll be waiting for my payment." They turned red with embarrassment.
...
It was the next day, you were casually cheering them on as they fought against the 2nd years, ans you lost hope. Gagamaru, one of the 1st years players managed to score.
Synopsis :
"On a whim, you decided to confess your feelings to a classmate—fully expecting rejection and fully prepared to move on. But to your surprise, he said accepted." Maybe junior high relationship isn't so bad afterall?
Yes i know the beginning is spelled wrong but I wanted something more comedic.
Main timeline (NOW VIEWING) / BONUSES
req'd. Can you do Gagamaru and fem reader where fr/gaga are dating and gagamaru gets lost before u20 and finds Fr?? You can add some NSFW if you wish (Small backstory and lovers please)
Featuring. F! Reader, Gagamaru Gin, mentioned of blue lock, U-20 match
Warnings. mention of puberty, just shitty writing, not proofread, really rush, OCC?
Tropes. Opposite Attracts, highschool lovers, dumb and dumber
total words : 2.3K
Hormones in the air, the sign of puberty.
You were 14 years old—still adjusting to the your body changes, acne, hair growing everywhere, just normal teenager phases. But, it wouldn't be complete without the high school crush.
You've known Gagamaru since the beginning of the middle school, he was your classmate- and 2 year crush that joined the football team in your school. You fell in love with him when he scored a goal against the 8th grade while you were still in grade 7. It was literally love at first goal.
…
In typical teenage fashion, and a spilt minute decision. you gathered your courage and—asked him out… In front of his doorstep with flowers in hand. At first you didn't expect him to accept since your just a normal student and he was an athlete, and mentally preparing for his rejection— but fate had other plans.
As you were imagining what would be his rejection, you heard his voice “i accept”. He said it so nonchalantly that you thought he was playing a joke on you. But at least he accepted, right?
But instead of the cheer coming out of your lips, it was a question. "Are you serious?" even if he was your crush of 2 years you had some self-respect. If he was playing a joke, you'll turn it down and move on.
He nodded and you both stared awkwardly into each other eyes. You were the first to speak up "so… what do we do now?" He shrugged, you didn't think this far, you honestly thought he'll regret you and you both would move on— at least you got a date with a cool athlete?
"Thought you had a plan?" he asked, and you saw his face- it was something that you couldn't describe he kinda look scary.
You surely thought he won't he'll accept and so you didn't have a plan after he accepted. "No… not really"
He rubbed the back of his neck and sighed. "i'll pick you up after school?—" he paused and looked away to the side, you could see his ears turned into a light pink, from embarrassment? or did he also have a crush on you? no way. "-we'll go on a stroll? …consider it our first date."
You were internally jumping for joy, you can't believe that your first confession succeeded!
"Yeah! of course. I'd love to go on a stroll with you…. i'll be waiting at the main gate" you exclaim and he nodded with a slight smile.
With a slight blush from his cheeks to his ears, you happily went away after giving the flowers. Not hearing the deep sigh of relief he let out.
To put it briefly, you both had a wonderful time together and talk all sort of nonsense, and you found out he read some manga that you wanted to check out also. So in short you guys had a lot in common and he was basically your soulmate.
It's been 3 years and 364 days since your last date, you check the time and it was exactly 11: 59 pm, and you were standing outside his house with the same flowers in hand- back when you first asked him out. The next minute you barged it yelling out his name.
And let me tell you, he was tall, his head almost reaching the ceiling when he stood up.
"(reader)? what are you doing here." he asked and you felt offended.
"Silly, it's our 4 year anniversary! don't tell me you forgot." you said your voice slowly turning threatening as each word escape your mouth.
Gagamaru looked at you dumbly, but then gave a smile. "Of course not, quick come with me." He said as he approach you. You felt butterflies inside your stomach, you had not change one bit from that 12 year old girl.
"You prepared a suprise?" you asked as your cheeks grew hotter by the moment.
He blink and nodded. "I've been preparing for a while now-" he admitted as you slowly grabbed you by the hand. "-It's in the forest."
"Is it a picnic?" you asked sarcastically, as he led you outside still grabbing your hand gently.
Yours and his footstep seemingly echoed as you reach the grassy land. "What's the point of a surprise if you know it?".
You laughed at this. "Gagamaru preparing a surprise for me wasn't on my 4 year anniversary list!" you said, and his smile grew wider. "You know gagamaru? you've been warming up to me, unlike our dates back in gr. 9!"
He nodded, and you blabbered on about the past you've shared with him, to the point you confess that you loved him since gr.7 after that goal he made. You didn't shut up until Gagamaru told you to keep quiet and close your eyes since guys were near.
You kept your mouth shot and closed your eyes, you were excited to see what he had in store. You could only hear footsteps and shush breath, the sound of bushes.
Suddenly Gagamaru picked you up swiftly and effortlesly, you panic. But spin around faster and faster, to the point you wanted to throw up, and he softly put you down, you were still dizzy and almost fell over.
You opened your eyes since you forgot you weren't suppose to open them only to see darkness. He had covered your sight with his hands. "(Reader) are you ready?" he asked and the excitement came back.
You couldn't speak properly but he just removed his hands and you saw a blinding light. Oh my. It was beautiful, he planned it carefully from slowly gathering information from your conversations with him. You forgot about the motion sickness you had and jump into his arms.
"It's perfect! thank you so much. I can't even describe how much i love you right now"
He smiled shyly, "I thought you wouldn't like it, i asked around."
"Your right" you paused and he look kinda disappointed. "because i LOVE it" you smiled towards him, then you remembered that he spin you around and then you started throwing up in a nearby bush.
after that... you not so calmly grabbed him by the hair and asked in a displeasing tone. "why did you spun me around like a damn. spin a wheel." he looked confused.
"Was it bad? i tried to do that romantic spin like uh... i don't remember the name"
"It was, i just threw up! you went too fast and too hard."
He apologise and you forgave him, it was his first time doing these type of things. You were grateful with this surprise and started exploring around.
It was late afternoon, you were with gagamaru inside the forest
It was going so well.
"(Reader)?" you look at him with the biggest smile on your face. "Yes maru-maru?" you replied.
"I gotta tell you something." you nod and your ears perked up at this.
"I got an invitation to this program—" "OMG YOU HAD WHAT!?!? CONGRATULATIONS MARU! IM SOSOSOSOSOSO PROUD"
"—Can you let me finish?" he paused before continuing "I don't think you'll like this."
You zip you mouth and gesture him to continue. "So um... the program is called blue lock, they invited me to this program." He paused again finding difficulty to try and explain what it means. He sighs and gave you the letter. "Read it"
You carefully took it out and unfolded it, reading it's context your smile dropped. "What!? i-its so far away." He looked at you and held your hand. "I can just not go-" "ABSOLUTELY NOT! You are going, w-we'll have a long distant relationship! we just have to figure it out."
He smiled a caring smile as he look at your face. "Are you sure? i don't wanna leave you here alone."
"HAH!? are you telling me that i can't live without you?" it was true. you did infact love him so much. You didn't want him to leave, but you'd be damned if you let this chance slip.
"Okay then-" he once again look at you the only difference was he look at your eyes, you could sense something about to happen. He hugged you— so tightly but the warmness soothe your nerves. "(reader) i can't imagine being without you..."
"Did you finally watch some romcon?" he pauses and chuckled. "That was NOT a joke, i'm serious."
"Yes, yes i did. I wanted to be a better lover to you..." Aww.. that was sweet. "Plus, i don't know when i can see you again..."
"Don't sweat it! this is great, you'll be a better striker!" You smiled through the pain, but if that means a better future, you wouldn't mind. "Just don't forget about me"
He nodded. "I'm leaving first thing tomorrow"
The once afternoon night sky slowly turned into night and that was your queue to leave. But first, without hugging him goodbye and wishing him luck on his journey.
Days turns into weeks than months, you still haven't heard anything from him. You start to worry, until one day at school, you were heading to the field. The afternoon light shining so beautifully that you couldn't help but stare.
"(LN Reader) (LN Reader)!" That snaps you out of your daze.
"(LN)? What do you need." You asked as you turned to him.
They explained that the program gagamaru joined— was going up against the Japan U-20. You were surprised and excited, this is a chance to see your lover in action.
You thanked him for the information and you went your way.
...
You were already an adult, the place where it's held at was far— also very expensive. You did some research on the program and how long— and expensive, it'll take. To say it shocked you was an understatement, but hey? Anything to see him again.
So you started to save up, Take a simple job or two, just because you wanted to see him again. You missed him. So if it's a couple of pretty coins to see him, you wouldn't mind spending that amount.
Little by little the money started to pile up, and your goal was slowly closing in.
Until it finally happened, you threw a couple of bucks just in case and head out.
Gagamaru POV
He was inside the stadium with his teammates, while people gathering around— overly excited about the upcoming match. Posters about 'Sae itoshi' returning to Japan football.
He soon got separated— he tried to navigate the stadium, but didn't have luck. It was surprising how many people cane to see the match. He found himself outside the stadium trying to catch a breath. Then you saw him.
...
"MARU!" You shouted without thinking, he turned around to check who was shouting.
On instinct you jumped towards him almost falling down in the process, he barely managed to catch you right in time. You gave him a long and tight hug.
"Gin, I missed you!" You smiled your eyes sparkling.
"I missed you too (reader)"
"Tell me! Are you in the match, what's your position, did you make friends!?!? Tell meeee" you questioned him, you were just excited, you didn't hear any news from him in a while.
"Yes, I'm the goalie—" "Goalie? Aren't you a striker" "Yeah, but they told me it was best for me" you nodded.
"For your other question, yes and— I'm also sorry for not contacting you."
"it's fine! I wasn't worried one bit!" You lied you were dying thinking he got lost or something
"What are you doing out here?" You asked, and he told you he got lost and repeated the question back to you.
Suddenly another person came screaming for Gagamaru.
"Gagamaru! Why did you leave the building? We were searching for you!?!?" The person said and gagamaru seemed to recognize them.
"Sorry, I got lost" he explained and the person dragged him back to the building.
The person look back at you and said. "Miss, the match is starting soon, you should start going if you don't wanna miss it."
You nodded and started heading back.
...
The match was a success! The blue lock won 4-3, first goal was from the u-20, itoshi sae, second goal was from the pale dude and the lil bro of sae itoshi from blue lock. The next two goals was from the gyaru looking man from u-20, then blue lock with the king and small dude.
But what the wonderful thing is? Your wonderful boyfriend managed to save two goals! It was impressive since this was the first time you've seen him play as the goalie. They were right and he was made for the position.
You thought you were the one screaming the loudest when the final goal was scored. You shock some kids beside you from how hard you were screaming, but who cared? you were on top of the world!.
Trying to get gagamaru's attention, you waved your hands and once he look back at you, you signalled him to meet you outside after this.
...
You were just staring back into the sky until someone tapped your shoulder. "(Reader)?"
"Gin, i just wanted to say congratulations on your guys win, and also your saves! you were made for it." He nodded and said thank you at this.
"Yeah... I'm pretty sure that we'll have a break."
"How many days?" he shrugged.
"Well i have to go home now, i'll see you at your break!"
You were at the forest where gagamaru surprise you on your 4th anniversary, enjoying the view until someone covered you eyes and started spinning you. You shriek telling the person you'll throw up on them if they don't stop, slowly they carefuly lay you down and removed their hands.
Gagamaru!?
Your mind slowly adjusted "Hey! didn't i tell you i don't like that type of stuff, gin?"
"I know, but i wanted to suprise you." he defended but then said sorry once again.
"By making me throw up!?- gosh i think i might be sick."
"Don't worry, i'll help you-"
You smiled and hugged him. "Guess the program doesn't change your position but also your words" you said as you pulled away.
"Now tell me everything about the program!" he smiled as he layed down beside you and started.
You couldn't wish anything better...
I THINK THE BACKSTORY IS A LIL TOO MUCH AND I KEPT CHANGING THE PLOT SINCE IT DIDN'T SEEM CANON TO GAGAMARU'S CHARACTER. SO I APOLOGIZE AND TMR??? I WILL SEND OUT MORE GAGAMARU FICS THAT I DIDN'T FINISH HUHU. ALSO GAGAMARU MIGHT BE TOO OOC BUT YK WHAT WORKS WORKS! CHAT IM LOWKEY DISSAPOINTED FROM THE ENDNG SINCE I LEGIT HAVE NO IDEA AND IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. ANYWAYS TY FOR READING AND I'LL SEE YA NEXT WEEK CHA!
Summary :
"I don’t know what I’d do without you. (Reader), I love you.." Rin admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
You paused, unsure how to reply. "I thought you were done with me... that you hated me?"
Part 1/ Part 2 (viewing now)/ part 3 (coming soon)
Req : Rin Itoshi x f!reader with the trope "he probably hates me" x "i love you so much"
Featuring : Itoshi Rin, Mentions of other bllk players.
Warnings : cyber bullying, insecure reader, mention of drugs, attempt of self harm, etc etc... Rin also has his own struggles (note : I am not a professional nor have experience this irl)
Tropes : "he probably hates me" x "i love you so much", man vs themselves
Total words : 1077 words
Laying down once again with your head held low, you tried sleeping as you assume he went back to sleep. Tossing and turning, the words— the threats, kept haunting you while you tried to sleep.
Sighing a little, you felt a squeeze in your torso. You didn't even notice that Rin— was still awake.
"(reader)... Go to sleep, it's unhealthy to stay up late."
You hesitate, unsure what to do. The sinking feeling about telling him what's wrong was becoming bigger. But alas, you decided against it, not wanting to stress him more with your troubles.
It wasn't his fault that his fans are attacking you. He isn't even active on social media much. Plus his nonchalant attitude didn't help his case much, after all Itoshi Rin was still Itoshi Rin even in his relationships.
Letting a sigh, you murmur about going downstairs and having a glass of water.
You stood up— not before hearing him with his sluggish tone say "(reader) if something is wrong, talk to me".
It was simple, but it really meant something to you. Having rin by your side, he was your pillar and support.
But
you weren't ready to tell him. You were too— afraid, it wasn't like you didn't trust him.
You took a reluctant step and replied "... No worries, I'm fine." and slowly walked to the door as Rin froze.
...
RIN'S POV
He froze, looking at the back of (reader) slowly drifting away. He's unsure of what to do, he didn't want you to think he's lukewarm. He didn't want you to leave him, but your actions these past few days has been killing him.
Did he messed up?
Did he do something wrong?
Are you getting bored of him...?
You were his first love, first relationship, first everything.
Football has been rough these days, always having to demand him to play overseas. So time and time again, he has to leave Japan to go to some other country and beat their lukewarm team.
All his life he had only two people on his mind
1. Itoshi Sae
2. Isagi Yoichi
But you came along... And he can't help but admit it, you're special to him—extremely special. You're the reason he feels warmth in his heart, he will never say it out loud though.
And now you seem to keep being distant to him—ever since your relationship was revealed.
Wait
Wait
Did you not want your relationship to go online? Were you planning to break up with him?
He had so many questions and had no answer to any. Tossing and turning in bed, he didn't wanna lose you— he didn't wanna let go.
Creek
The door slowly opened and you entered.
You were lost in your own thoughts, barely glancing at him when you entered. Your eyes lost the shine it was held, but for whatever reason you still hated to admit you were having problems.
Earlier you wanted to check your phone to know what time was it.
Big mistake
You couldn't help but read the dozen notifications that appear on your lock screen— reading each text one by one.
"She should smile more"
"Ew... Look at those hips dips"
"Rin's way out of her league"
"____ is better"
Next thing you knew you were sobbing on the kitchen counter. You couldn't control it. Being in for a good while, looking at your phone once again— it was late...
It wasn't a good idea.
It really wasn't.
But you couldn't help yourself, you weren't in your right mind. Maybe if you could make it happen, if you were pretty enough, they would stop— you could appreciate yourself.
It was a long pause, your tears soon dried up, but it seems your other half decided they'll listen. You were overwhelmed that you body went on autopilot
Make yourself into the prettiest girl.
To feel worthy of your lover, Rin.
Gliding your fingers along the marble countertop, each part of you breaking over and over again. The words, the insults hovering around you like a vice. You were no longer in control.
Walking towards the cabinet— is this what you really wanted? To be something you're not. You weren't thinking straight anymore, your own body, your mind following itself.
What did Rin see in you anyways? You weren't even good enough like those models you see. You were mediocre.
You could eat a bottle of happy pills— anti-depressant from how worse you feel.
They were right.
Rin deserve someone better.
You are just some mediocre girl in his life.
Opening the cabinet, days of harassment piling up. Were you overreacting? You don't know. ‘Maybe I should stop’ but your body wasn't listening to you anymore.
You impulsively grabbed the knife inside. You were just a spectator to what was about to happen, didn't you want this? You waited for the impact.
The knife fell down as it echoed, you couldn't do it. You couldn't even do what you wanted? Your pathetic.
Getting yourself together you went upstairs towards yours and rin's bedroom.
.
And here you are now, timidly walking to the bed where Rin lays. You couldn't look at him, not with how you thought you were unworthy of him.
Laying down facing away from him, you wanted to cry again— you couldn't forget the insults they said.
‘How about a good night's rest’
You woke up, with how few hours of sleep you had, and absolutely did NOT feel any better. You still remember last night as clear as day, you wanted to go back to sleep thinking you'll forget it.
But a tug at your waist woke you up instantly— was that Rin?
“R-rinnn...?” you blurted out “... I thought you had practice?” you question.
“n..no it's my break, remember?” he answered
Oops you forgot. With all that was happening you didn't notice
“oh. I'm sorry! I must have forgotten”
Rin on the outside seemed stoic, studying you carefully— but internally he was panicking ‘Huh, You've forgotten? You never forget these types of things...’
“Remember? This was the day we were supposed to go on a date!”
This managed to lit up your memory.
“Oh! The one date with the aquarium?"
“Yeah, have it rented out and everything.”
This made you blush “Aw! You really shouldn't have” I mean you weren't lying, you really didn't deserve this.
He gave a small smile “You should take a shower, I'll go set everything up”
“Yup” you answered, agreeing, and you got up from bed. Stretching your limbs.
AYYY ITS ANOTHER DAMN TBC😣
I'm so so sorry for the wait, ofc I was under a lot of pressure since it was my bd and a class reunion on the date of deadlines, but guess what??? Did another part, it was supposed to be the finale now but ykyk can't do that, so I deeply apologize for the wait and another part, trust me I hate parts too! But dw I'll post it somewhere this month.
Hi I just wanna ask a question, I've seen you kept deleting the official post with the gagamaru fanfic and I would like to check if you are still going to continue the fic.
with much love from anon🩵
Ofc ofc anon! I understand that I keep delaying the release date but now it is confirmed! (At least I hope it is)
April 13, 2025 the releasing of the Rin x reader fic
April 19-20, 2025 gagamaru fanfic
April 23, 2025 the BLLK IMAGINES : first LOVER vs FIRST lover, With Isagi, Rin, Bachira, Seishiro(ver💔) and Reo
Random bllk imagines
A special note for my Trick the Angel and Treat the king will be on May 28, for a birthday special.
Hiiii. I’m a fan of your work . I really love your Rin fanfics , especially ‘the only sun i'll ever need... ‘one . Are you going to continue it ? Ofc no need to if you don’t want to but I’d love to request a second part of it . ☺️
I'm so grateful you love my work!!! I will definitely continue it after my SY, it'll end this march and I will start making it in April! It'll be a birthday gift to myself since I love Rin 💕 (expect it on April 10🩷😘 if I didn't post then within the month PROMISE)
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