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The scientific phrase for "My brain dont work right," is Cognitive imbalance.

It refers to the brains ability to process information (stimulus or stress) which includes what to do with it.

...Its like what RAM does in tech.

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All I need is YOU. Are you with me?

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Fat Brains Need... Tomatoes.

Protect vital brain fat and cool inflammation with carotenoids.

Literally in tears as I read this article! For 12months I've been searching for a solution w/ zero answers from western drs (labs or exams) as to whats up with my brain being off, it came in my pre-period craving for pasta 😂😭

I noticed an immediate difference in mental clarity & overall feeling of satisfaction. No over the top urges or under-desire for food, just right. I can think without the thoughts getting jumbled. The "dyslexia" I was told I had as a child doesn't hold the same affects.

Please Share with EVERYONE you know whom was "diagnosed" with brain imbalance, OR mentall illness (not the same) OR central nervous system OR heart health issues. ( I also have a heart murmur. It's funny how dominoes fall)

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Strangely the tomatoe sauce in my pasta has my vision (brain) clearer! Whats in these tomatoes?

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I went from a very stark state where the sound of a phone vibrating was enough to trigger an anxiety attack and looking at certain colors through my brain into a spiral being to much to process. NOW I'm grateful to say, I've come a long way with the ability to feel "normal" on most days BUT to come the whole way, I need to relocate to a place where my brain does not have extra work to do b/c of sirens, LCD lights from cop cars, unpleasant smells through the windows (all still prevelant during a pandemic). Plus having a home, will help too. aka I dont have one...yet! About to sign a lease in Asheville, NC now. But i need the moving donation!

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Yes. You are deserving of soft but do not fear the growth you've had from rough. It is the part of you that is sharp. That part of you is not easily phased.

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Being cautious doesn't mean you have to be scared. In fact, keeping ur joy is a protective layer on your soul that can heal the body.

Take care of that too.

#SelfCare is #SoulCare

Despite my struggle, & despare I found my smile. Lessons I give to a COV society. #WellnessWed #StayWokeWed

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It's been a while since I've posted here. Im sorry. I wasn't safe to talk about an unpretty topic in public.

I went underground to regenerate w/ those whom coveted the soft parts of

"the strong black woman."

Thank You for allowing me to be soft. Thank you for allowing me to regenerate. Thank you for not reopening mental/emotional wounds by asking me questions that I answered in writing. Thank you for reading. Thank you for reciprocating the softness you desire when you were in pain.

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In a past life,

I was a shaman that reanimated the deceased body to make ammends w/ the living before they transitioned.

I think that's what your last incarnation is for.

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The definition of stress in nuero-brain health and mental health are not the same.

Robyn "Be" Baxter #iAmBe

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Grand Rising! #Sleep is important. Last week i had 3 episodes. Stressed out. After the CNS crash, brain still not at full capacity to process the info taken in by the 5 senses + 6 sense (the mind, which is different from they brain). It got overloaded & quite on me. I was Not well. Couldn't work. Then TH my dominant hand gave out under the strain & i have client wrk to finish. Not sleeping well only made it worse to deal with. 🌿🎆Last night i went to a spiritual ceremony, away from tech & blue light, outdoors, and at peace. Then took my 2nd 🚿 & meditated before i went to bed vs passing out like i did all last week. Sleep was so good i laid in it a lil longer 😊. - - - Strange how easily i pooped out of bad last week when i didnt sleep well. Its like i never went sleep; up 24hrs with my eyes closed for 8. When i did sleep, i didn't want to leave the bed lol. . Try also to avoid ALL tech till AFTER you get dressed (or the first 3hrs of your day). It's better for your neuro- brain health. . Be Well!

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Healthcare w/o the coverage

Healthcare and Health insurance are not the same thing.

Both are equally important. Having insurance doesnt garuntee you'll have a care team that actually diagnoses & heals you, within the insurance network. Nor is it wise to leave a YES for a "maybe the other Dr s will work."

You don't play games with your life.

Having a degree doesnt mean they know what they're doing. Over the last 10yrs, I've been in many offices where i knew more than the " professional." In 2019, the African Diaspora still deals w/ drs whom believe that "Black pple dont experience pain" thus improperly diagnosing and under-treating us.

I have finally found a #CareTeam that actually cares. I'm getting well worth them, individually and collectively. It took me from March to May to do it.

They are small practices or specific healers that dont take insurance. My nu primary care dr doesn't take medicaid. Neither does the neurologist. The "health care" team i had before wasn't working. Thus, everything is CASH 💲on a bi weekly basis. (...see MY STORY tab for details on my regimen).

Yes, i am asking for help.

Thats alot for a Black Woman in America. The judgement, due too the stereotype of the "strong Black woman", is from the false perception it birthed that we dont need help, dont want help, and if we do theres something wrong w/ us.

While i wont play a victim, i know in order to get back to my best, i need my #CommunityCare

The prayers, the well wishes, the hugs, encouragement, the freedom to cleanse through 😢, the resources, and referrals are equally needed as the funds for care. A 🚗 ride can do alot when ur body and brain is in recovery.

Its been suggested by my care-team to take 6mo - year "minding my mind" 😌

Every little bit helps.

If you can Donate funds, all is appreciated.

In-Kind donations (aka U wanna buy the home healing supplies to ensure ur money was spent properly)...Vitamins & supplements & herbs go quickly.

Pls support my recovery services so I can return to #Art #Activism #Writing & #SpokenWord

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THANK YOU!

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Healing w/o Housing

Last night i woke up every 3hrs. Though i sleep till 8am usually I'm up at 6:30am b/c at this point I'm just wasting time. I am not rested.

When my central nervous system crashed 2/27/2019, the first month was so bad at my old residence (hence forth refered to as the "office") i left the last wk of March. Cloths & art supplies everywhere. (...still is) The environemnt was toxic & making me worse. While no one is preventing me from accessing "the office", the other tenants in the apt dont accommodate me gettting better. Since then I've been house hopping till i can find a place of my own, which has actually allowed for me to heal.

Last night, i attempted to sleep at "the office" but to no avail. This experience has revealed why i got sick. The basics of restoration are impossible in this house.

BUT until i find permanent housing, my stuff is still here. A storage unit isn't in the budget (I'm just started inching back into work. My brains recovery comes first)

I AM packing this room up over the next few days. Cleaning everything. Removing old energy. My energy. Art least then, i can grab what i need w/o a hassle. And when i find a place, im out!

.....in the mean time i sistah needs to find a 🚿 cause since I'm no longer her to clean the bathroom....yall already know. 6 wks?? The same bug in the corner?? Uhmm hhm 😒

Not to mention my medicine is on a strict time frame so my CNS doesnt crash. I gotta get washed and outta here so i can handle that.

Donations. Donations. Donations.

While the funds are not going towards housing, only health, having my health services covered allows me to focus on the other parts. Still not able to work fully but I'm inching my way in Pls support my recovery services so I can return to #Art #Activism & #SpokenWord

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Healing w/o Housing

Last night i woke up every 3hrs. Though i sleep till 8am usually I'm up at 6:30am b/c at this point I'm just wasting time. I am not rested.

When my central nervous system crashed 2/27/2019, the first month was so bad at my old residence (hence forth refered to as the "office") i left the last wk of March. Cloths & art supplies everywhere. (...still is) The environemnt was toxic & making me worse. While no one is preventing me from accessing "the office", the other tenants in the apt dont accommodate me gettting better. Since then I've been house hopping till i can find a place of my own, which has actually allowed for me to heal.

Last night, i attempted to sleep at "the office" but to no avail. This experience has revealed why i got sick. The basics of restoration are impossible in this house.

BUT until i find permanent housing, my stuff is still here. A storage unit isn't in the budget (I'm just started inching back into work. My brains recovery comes first)

.....in the mean time a sistah needs to find a 🚿 cause since I'm no longer her to clean the bathroom....yall already know. 6 wks?? The same bug in the corner?? Uhmm hhm 😒

I AM packing this room up over the next few days. Cleaning everything. Removing old energy. My energy. At least then, i can grab what i need w/o a hassle. And when i find a place, im out!

Not to mention my medicine is on a strict time frame so my CNS doesn't crash so i gotta get washed and outta here so i can handle that.

Donations. Donations. Donations.

While they are not being used for housing, while im searching, having the health services taken care of allows me to focus on the other aspects of the journey.

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Donate to #HelpBeHeal so she can get back to Art, Activism, & Spoken word for the community.

Peace family!  Usually Im the one that people come for a boost of energy. Self Sufficiency is my way of life. Story of a #BlackWoman. Now i need #CommunityCare as I’m not able to to take care of myself. While practicing my art helps heal my nervous system, doing it as a full time business Is not something I’m able to do currently. To add to it, I had to leave my old residence b/c it was addingI to my illness.Technically Im homeless. Its looking like a 6mon - Yr to heal.

I’m reaching out asking for donations towards the #HEALING services & dr appts. This does not include life expenses, which I’m freestyling solutions for daily, as I have not worked FEB - May 1st due to this. 

Sharing is Caring. 

Please spread this link. A year is a long time to hang on w/o stable funds anywhere let along NYC. Much appreciated.  https://bit.ly/2VBQeKd

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