Howdy! Tis I, the Hemlock. And this here is my home of stuff I’m too embarrassed to put on my main blog. Which is mostly dead dove content (either in terms of gore or sexual deviancy). I am however aroace. So funny that so many acespec folks seem to be into weird sex stuff… anyways
I am an artist, but oh boy do I not post art too often, exhaustion and life ya know? I also enjoy interacting and when given the chance will write essays. I’m quite bad at… normal just chatting. Working on it though! It’s fun.
Now for the “important” stuff under the cut
Tag List
#hem art #hem chats #asks
Fandoms (not every fandom I’ve talked about, just the ones that will likely stick)
Degrees of Lewdity: #dol #dol pc
Love and Deepspace: #lads
Boyfriend to Death: #bdt #btd2 (with the release of YKMET, it’s very unlikely I’ll continue using these)
YKMET Strade: #ykmet
The Price of Flesh: #tpof
We Wretched Creatures: #wwc
Date Everything: #hector valentino airnesto condicionado #eddie and volt — ok ok I’ll start also tagging it #de
One of my favorite artists/writer: #sigmasoyboy
My Characters
How the character is written here is how they are tagged in the posts, to be clear.
Degrees of Lewdity
Poe Allens || (formerly) Poe the Plaintive / Poe the Ascended
Locke the Predator
Freak the Feverish
Aspen the Raccoon
Heron the Dancer
At some point I might make a character introduction sheet that each of these names link to. And right now? The only OCs I’ve got over here are DOL related. I do however intend to start separating them from DOL, so, we’ll see how that goes!
Warnings
I enjoy and create stories involving gore, cannibalism, general abuse, rape, pedophilia, beastiality, necrophilia, and other disturbing topics. I do not condone such things in reality in any way (except for cannibalism, I think consensual cannibalism is cool and I want to eat someone ANYWAYS). Most of my stories, while set in settings that may be often sexual, I am interested in for the horror aspect of it. So far, on this blog, I have been relatively tame by my standards, however.
Luckily (or unluckily) I don’t really post much about the stories in my head, however I do have many interests that align with such things. So be warned.
Personally I hate AI because it uses slave labor, is killing the planet and is making people stupid, but that's just me. The soulless art aspect is just one little piece of my grander disdain.
wait how does AI use slave labor? Do you mean the human works that are stolen and not credited or compensated? Because technically under capitalism everything is exploited but there are varying degrees
Aside from the scraping, AI tech companies, including openAI/chatGPT, have outsourced training their models to countries in the global south, specifically Kenya in openAI's case. These workers are working in sweatshop conditions for less than 2 bucks USD per hour. I'm on mobile, but if you search 'openAI Kenya slave labor' and related keywords, you can find multiple articles about it.
The trouble with chasing after recs for fucked up media is that a lot of allegedly fucked up media is enamoured with the idea of being fucked up, but it's not actually fucked up about anything. The form is there, but not the substance. However, there's no way to communicate this to anyone who doesn't already Get It without sounding like a maniac.
why does every single one of your faves has to have a monster cock. some of them are packing peanuts and that's okay, just goes to show you a lot of you equate big penises with a better sexual performance. alas, we move on
"Kill your local sex offender!" Oh, you mean the guy who went streaking at his local college football game on a dare one time? That's a sex crime.
"No, I mean-"
Oh, maybe the woman who had to pee in a public park that only had pay toilets, so she tried to hide behind the bushes but got caught? Public urination is a sex crime.
"What? No, I mean-"
Oh, maybe you mean the homeless guy who had to strip down to get his clothes in the laundromat to clean them for the first time in weeks? He tried being subtle, but someone called the cops on him, and now he's on the sex offender registry for public nudity.
"Rapists and pedophiles! Kill rapists and pedophiles!"
Oh, like the trans woman who got called a pedophile groomer for helping a trans kid escape her abusive parents?
Or maybe the black man who got labeled a rapist because he came on to another man's wife, and he decided to get back at him by charging him with rape?
How about the 17 year olds who were fooling around, fully consensually, in one of their bedrooms? That's still technically underage sex and thus rape of a minor.
Oh, or maybe you're talking about the doctor who performed genital reconstructive surgery in a state that just voted to get that classified as rape?
People will do everything they can to get you convinced rape and pedophilia are the worst crimes possible, then accuse whoever they like the least of being either a rapist, a pedophile, or both, counting on you turning on them just for being accused of the crime.
"Oh, so you're saying you don't want to kill a serial rapist?"
That's exactly what I'm goddamn saying.
Once we decide a group is okay to kill, the government will do everything they can to convince you that their political enemies are either part of that group, or just as bad as that group, to get you to kill their enemies for them.
The only way out is to accept every life as worth saving.
