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FAWN YAGI : A HERO IN THE REAL WAY

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"You're a third year, right? Is there. . . Is there anywhere I can go that's quiet?" The cafeteria was too much right now, too much talk about his father. His stomach was twisting with anxiety and anger. Best to get away before he snapped.

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perhaps,,, a small starter call?

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a happy memory

It was hard to hear the truth of everything, how he came to be. There were a lot of emotions running through Fawn all at once and he wasn't sure what he should be feeling. Most of all there was an insecurity, it seemed to outshine everything else.

"Am I. . . ?" His fingers curled into the edge of the bottom of his shirt, needing to fidget, find some kind of comfort in a motion. "Do I hurt you?" That was the best way he could think to ask something so complex.

He was a constant reminder of Toshinori's autonomy being taken away, his choice in an important matter, the horrors of what science was capable of and the evils in the world. . . what could have been a happier circumstance if he weren't responsible for the world, he he could love safely. Did it hurt to look at him and be reminded of villains and a life that would never be his?

Arms wrapped around him tightly, warm and comforting, held so gently. "No. Never." His father promised. "You're one of the best things that could have ever happened to me and the most precious thing in my life."

Tears formed in Fawn's eyes and he clung to his father, his eyes squeezed shut as the tears rolled down his face.

He meant it. He meant every word. And Fawn understood the circumstances that kept him away, but it was the effort he made to make up for that physical distance that mattered wasn't it? Always checking in at least once a day, always making time for him, always joining in on everything when he actually was there to see him. . . There was so much more. He wasn't physically there but he was far from absent.

"I love you, Fawn. I'm so proud of you." Toshi said so warmly. . .

Fawn couldn't help but to cry harder, a smile on his face despite the tears.

Insecurities were crushed so throughly-- it was a relief he was grateful for. And he was loved. Truly, wholly, unconditionally. And he knew it. He felt it in his bones. Nothing could bring back the fear and sparks of potential self-loathing for his own existence.

He had the best dad ever. No one could tell him otherwise. And his life, despite being strange, was wonderful.

He couldn't imagine feeling more warm or safe than in this moment.

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🐝  *  ―  𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊  𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘  𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄.   (  send  in  a  symbol  to  receive  a  drabble  or  meta  about  a  muses'  memory.  )

🌼 ― a happy memory. 🌧 ― a sad memory. 🌹 ― a romantic memory. 🌪 ― a scary memory. 🍑 ― a sexual memory. 🌑 ― a fading memory. 🌕 ― a vivid memory. 💫 ― an obscure memory. 🎀 ― a childhood memory. 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 ― a memory involving a family member. 👥 ― a memory involving a friend. 🐕 ― a memory involving a pet. 💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget. 🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget. 🧠 ― a memory that had a big impact on you. 🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened. 🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

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a memory you don't talk about

Fawn had been rushed to Japan immediately-- all things dropped and not even a bag packed as Falkor took him to see his father.

It. . . wasn't looking good. He'd been asked to go get something from the vending machine while the interpol officer spoke to Falkor. He was returning to ask for some yen when he heard them speaking quietly, stopping out of their line of sight and listening in.

These injuries. . . Every word brought about new horror, his mind only conjuring the most mangled image of his father rather than the truth. A sickness grew in him rapidly, looking to the door he knew his father was behind-- doctors claiming he wasn't cleared for visitors yet. Interpol officers kept staff away right now due to the sensitive nature of the situation. Damn them all.

Fawn bolted, using his size to his advantage and the surprise of a young boy charging allowing him to fling open the door and get inside.

His father’s unconscious body was hooked up to so many machines. Fawn's lip trembled as tears started to blur his vision. He rushed to Toshinori's side and held onto his hand, his arm, desperately clinging to him.

"Dad! Dad, please wake up! Please, please, wake up!" Fawn begged, never hearing such desperation in his life let alone coming out of him.

Security and Falkor were quick to try and get him, pulling him away as he screamed for his father, begging him to wake up and just look at him so he knew he would he okay.

"I'm here. . ." Fawn tried so weakly.

That's what he always said to people that were hurt and everything was always okay, right? If he was so much like Toshinori that had to mean it applied to him too.

"Dad, I am here!" He called before he was fully pulled from the room, still reaching for his father.

He could have sworn he heard the heart monitor beep a little stronger before his own sobbing drowned out the sounds of everything else.

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a happy memory

Fawn stared at the lunch hall with growing unease. Sure, he could probably find his dad, he could probably have lunch with him, but that might raise suspicions that. . . Well, weren't safe right now-- it wasn't as if everything was sorted out yet.

"Hey, you're Fawn, right?" Izuku asked, startling Fawn from his thoughts. A classmate, someone else in gen-ed. A strange familiarity since it was still the first day.

"Yeah," Fawn managed. Usually he was good at this-- but everything was so overwhelming, it almost felt like too much. Everything was so new and he wasn't used to any of this-- it was nothing like Australia or the schools he attended there, culture was vastly different too. . .

"Do you want to sit with me? Maybe we can find somewhere without a lot of people." Izuku was kind, looking out for him, Fawn could only nod in response at the moment.

They found a table that at least was empty on one end, sitting across from each other. Fawn brought his own from home-- a familiarity for now until the culture shock wore off and he started to feel adventurous.

"I'm surprised you remembered me." Fawn said awkwardly as he picked at his food, still too anxious to eat properly.

"Yeah, well," Izuku seemed. . . embarrassed. "Everyone else was showing off their quirks before class but you weren't, I thought that was pretty interesting." Izuku's smile seemed a little awkward, maybe even. . . Sad. "It's-- I don't have a quirk so I didn't feel left out." He admitted.

Surprise was in Fawn's eyes as he stared for a moment. A strange relief. "I thought I was the only quirkless one here." Fawn felt a real smile pull at his lips and Izuku's eyes lit up.

They were the odd ones, the only two in the school that could relate to each other in that regard. They knew they'd stick together-- they had to. It was strange though, how quickly Fawn considered the other boy a friend.

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🐝  *  ―  𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊  𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘  𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄.   (  send  in  a  symbol  to  receive  a  drabble  or  meta  about  a  muses'  memory.  )

🌼 ― a happy memory. 🌧 ― a sad memory. 🌹 ― a romantic memory. 🌪 ― a scary memory. 🍑 ― a sexual memory. 🌑 ― a fading memory. 🌕 ― a vivid memory. 💫 ― an obscure memory. 🎀 ― a childhood memory. 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 ― a memory involving a family member. 👥 ― a memory involving a friend. 🐕 ― a memory involving a pet. 💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget. 🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget. 🧠 ― a memory that had a big impact on you. 🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened. 🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

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CENTAURWORLD LYRIC STARTERS

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS AS YOU SEE FIT

“You’re okay, you’re alright” 

“I’ll never every leave your side” 

“I will stay, I will fight, with you” 

“I’ll stay here through the darkest night” 

“All the way, I will fight with you” 

“Hey, new friend. I’m glad you made it”

“As long as you are with us, you are home”

“Ugh, who you are again?”

“But now you’re here we’re never gonna leave you alone!”

“We’re all different but we’re always together” 

“We’re kind of codependent but we’re happier this way!” 

“I mean, technically, sure we were at war with a ruthless horde of invading warriors” 

“We agreed not to talk about that!”

“Let’s just pretend it’s okay”

“I promise you will never find anywhere friendlier”

“Our magic might be silly but we love our magic ways”

“Then why are you sitting around here doing the same old… same old?”

“Together, we’ll go into the unknown so say bye to the old”

“You’re okay, you’re alright I;; find you there beyond the light” 

“Please watch yourselves as you go”

“For we are all just fragile things, soft and small and haven’t been here before” 

“The outside can harm you, reject you. But just stay close, and I will protect you” 

“I never feared the drums of war. I crushed the skulls and I want more”

“You can all be fearless, too”

“You can fight for yourselves, You’re alright by yourselves ‘Cause you know, only you can protect you”

“I’ve never feared the drums of war, I’ve faced down far worse things before”

“You’re okay if you stick with me” 

“Don’t leave our side” 

“You can’t escape from us, you were all made for us. Just give up, give in” 

“You are ours, and we are yours”

“Don’t think, just trust” 

“Eyes open, breathe in just one wrong move, and we’re dead”

“And if she and I don’t reunite, How can I go on?” 

“What if I forget your face? What if you move on without me?”

“What if I take far too long and the danger comes to claim you?”

“What if I’m too late To save you from your fate and you are lost forever ’cause of me?” 

“I will find a way to make sure that you’re okay”

“You don’t need to feel bad. When you break something of someone’s it’s an opportunity to make a new friend!”

“We make new friends and build new friendships”

“There’s no need to be embarrassed”

“This damage done can be erased”

“What are you looking at? Nothing is happening here! Ignore my leaking eyes, these are frustration tears!” 

“Give me some breathing room, I’m not here on display”

“I am keeping it all under control I swear - it’s not as bad as it appears” 

“I’m just venting, I’m not sad, I am fine!”

“I’m just feeling regrets and secret fears that are, you know, totally unrelated”

“I’m a soldier, and you know a worthy soldier never cries”

“So you wanna go home, and that’s why you’ve come to me?”

“So you wanna just go, but you can’t solve the mystery?”

“I thought you would be smarter”

“At the rift of the worlds I will meet you”

“We give not what you want - but what you need”

“You might just be surprised by what you need”

“Just please say something from the heart”

“Hush now, hide, all you little ones”

“Please, sir. I’m as curious can be, sir”

“Could you stop and chat with me For a minute?”

“Can you teach me to be a smarter boy?” 

“I’d like to show you my collection these curios are made by hand” 

“They simply don’t appreciate the work I do”

“I even stole this guitar so I can play these prison blues”

“Oh, life is a miracle, but life’s a little strange” 

“When you fall from grace it’s a long way down”

Somebody let me entertain you! I’m kinda the comedic holy grail”

“I didn’t wanna share this oh my gosh I’m so embarrassed”

“So we had to find a way to heal, cover up the pain, with pageantry and zeal”

“I glue wigs on people’s heads all day. It’s gross, but, I mean It pays the bills”

“Who him? I don’t know him” 

“You can look, but you can’t touch, I’m sure you understand”

“Dang, this guy’s acting like he knows you”

“No, I swear that we don’t, but I got nothing to prove”

“This girl is super fancy, she sings, she struts, she dances”

“I’m not cut out for this, this is not working” 

“Sorry, You’ll have to excuse my friend, shе gets a little emotional somеtimes, euh -Did you say your name was..?”

“I know sadness when I see it and I’m here so you don’t feel that way again”

“I want to help the suffering beings I keep seeing everywhere this is the kindness I can share”

“So, tell me what ails you, child?”

“Help me, I think I’m far too gone and my reflection has become an unfamiliar someone”

“So close, but I think I’m stuck in place”

“I don’t deserve you, now that I forgot your face” 

“Who is she? She’s the ghost of the girl I used to know, she’s the echo I’m chasing”

“Oh, I swore that I’d never let her go and now the one I held so dear, my mind’s erasing”

“I went on my own but now I’m alone, I’m lost and panicked” 

“We are all just fragile things, soft and small and oh, I know, that life is full of suffering and pain”

“All the broken can find hope in the most unexpected places”

“Love still finds us, family finds us even if we can’t make out their faces”

“Hero of his own life, rhyme and verse and now, he can talk about himself in the third person”

“When I look back upon the story of my life I find I’m not the hero - I’m the best supporting actor” 

“I never found a husband or a wife, never found a thing to love, or something to go after”

“Okay, look, don’t get weird on me with details my point is, none of us are comfortable until we are all comfortable”

“I see you’re heading out, but need I remind you that we haven’t technically said goodbye, yet”

“Some of us have not accepted that you’re leaving and are not prepared for grieving”

“It’s you! It’s really you! I can’t believe it! There’s so much I wanna say”

“Let me just enjoy this moment, we’re meeting in the middle”

“It’s you! It’s really you! Despite the changes, I would know you anywhere”

“But you’re still you, and all I wanna do, is hold you close again”

“'Cause I’ve been searching for you, and I was so afraid that I would lose my place, and our memories would fade, Or you’d move on somehow, and I’d lose my closest family”

“I have been searching and I knew that you were searching for me”

“I wondered: what if I forger your face?” 

“What if you move on without me?” 

“What if I found my way back but you weren’t there?”

“It’s you! It’s really you! Feels like I’m dreaming but now finally you’re here” 

“Now that you’re near to me I promise that I’ll never let you go”

“Love is a spark, cast into water, love is a blaze

It shines through the dark, burns ever hotter, then kills and betrays” 

“Sometimes the only way forward means closing the door”

“Nothing good is meant to stay”

“Sometimes the ones we love the most have the worst things to hide”

“Sometimes the monsters turn out to bе those who stood there by your sidе”

“Nothing good is meant to stay” 

“There’s a darkness on the other side that we must fight, so just stay close to me” 

“Hush, now, and die, you little ones

Rush, now, into the middle of nowhere where the singing and laughter will die”

“How foolish, can’t you see? You’ve opened up the door for me!”

“I won’t ever forget that first time you held me and said: “you’re okay” I knew that my life was now better”

“You and I will meet someday, again to fight for these worlds to be saved then we can both go on together” 

“Breaks my heart in two, the thought of leaving you now that I’ve finally found you and finally with you again”

“Now, I am afraid, I have a purpose here and we must go our separate ways”

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he was a little anxious. finally meeting naomasa was nerve-wracking already-- the first person his father really trusted outside of the kings guild to know the truth-- but of course a villain would pop up a few minutes before they were supposed to meet up with the man for lunch and he would have to take care of it with a promise that it wouldn’t be long.

fawn waited outside the building, checking his phone, watching the live updates on the situation. this could take a while if toshi didn’t use a strong attack. . . fawn shook his head and checked the doors of the building when he heard them open. the face was familiar, one he’d only really seen in pictures, and the nervousness grew. realistically he knew he shouldn’t be, but. . .

“are you naomasa tsukauchi?”

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he puts his head on the desk, eyes closing for a few moments. “if it helps at all, i’m sure one of the teachers will pop in soon to check in.” they’d be checking on izuku, sure, but they were about to be in for a surprise, weren’t they?

he gave a hum as he thought. “i can’t decide if it would be better or worse if it’s one of my parents.” he realized he probably got lucky that he didn’t say ‘dads’ as that would only complicate things and incriminate him. if his parents weren’t even together yet. . . yikes. “i still have no idea how to even explain this, i’m not even in school to be a hero and this villain non-sense happens to me all the time.” he doubted he was even being targeted either.

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gods above, kestrel can’t stop the way his eyes water up. finally, someone familiar in a world that was so strange. he knows he’s going to cry, and while it’s okay… it just feels like too much weakness in this world.

“i… i’m just so happy to see you.” 

he needs to explain and tell fawn everything, but he can’t get the words out yet. it’s not quite set in that that’s his friend, that his friend was in the wrong place too. a few tears start to fall before he can find his voice again.

“i got cursed by a dark witch. this isn’t our world, or even our time.”

he was confused for a moment but opened his arms in case kestrel wanted a hug, he seemed like he needed it. but at his explanation that seemed to be correlating to his situation as well, it definitely explained what was happening.

“i think the same thing happened to me-- someone ambushed me and everything feels similar but slightly wrong. it’s weird.” he was trying to downplay it. he was scared and confused but, well, when your whole family is the way they are you put on a brave face. 

“we were looking for you, actually. but i’m sure they’ll figure out what’s going on soon, we were pretty close, and they’ll get us back.” he had to hope that was the case anyway.