PHAGOCYTES EAT COCCI

The Tumblr you glare at is that of H.E Sharps: Artist, Biology geek, Slave, Musician, Vagabond, Vigilante. (function() {function async_load(){s.id="cid0010000005967221996";s.src='http://st.chatango.com/js/gz/emb.js';s.style.cssText="width:250px;height:360px;";s.async=true;s.text='{"handle":"kilderok","styles":{"a":"000000","b":100,"c":"FFFFFF","d":"CCCCCC","e":"000000","g":"F6F6F4","k":"666666","l":"333333","m":"000000","n":"FFFFFF","s":1}}';var ss = document.getElementsByTagName('script');for (var i=0, l=ss.length; i < l; i++){if (ss[i].id=='sid0010000005967221996'){ss[i].id +='_';ss[i].parentNode.insertBefore(s, ss[i]);break;}}}var s=document.createElement('script');if (s.async==undefined){if (window.addEventListener) {addEventListener('load',async_load,false);}else if (window.attachEvent) {attachEvent('onload',async_load);}}else {async_load();}})(); Phagocytes Eat Cocci. Down with Lymphocytie. Boardwalk Empire fan, The Walking Dead fan, Metal-head with a heart of plush.

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This is so beautiful and took a lot of patience!!! ✊

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The way it is VS the way it should be

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YEP

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We're all ghosts; it is just that some of us are still possessing meat puppets.

My Brain

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The Burdensome Beast of Brain

In the past few years I have learned that you can become an "avatar" of sorts by using personality traits and psychological predispositions towards certain behaviour as tools for positive growth. What was once only a negative attribute becomes an asset when it can be controlled and utilized in the correct situation. Obsessive/compulsiveness can be lassoed into mega concentration for fine detail work, you can make drawing something easy by hallucinating an image onto a blank paper and then tracing it. I think all these mental statuses in medical books have a practical application when controlled and not allowed to become disorders. Perhaps a fully disciplined mind would be able to conjure the splendor we experience in our dreams during sleep into waking reality on command, seeming as real as anything else, and then back again to nothingness just as easily with a thought. Tap on, tap off. Perhaps someday, we will not need the assistance of virtual reality machines to experience fantasy in reality with each other, but rather the power of our minds alone should merge and become real with the universe. Maybe that could be the purpose of mental disorders existing within our evolution: to bring about a mental order not attainable previously.

Today has been a very thoughtful day.

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So somebody asked me to draw a cute kitty cat bishie, but they didn't specify what kind of kitty she should be. I think they'll like it.

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The Earth is the same thing as us. It's just a larger organism made out of smaller organisms trying to maintain homeostasis for a complete life cycle; comparitively, we're the Earths little underdog tumor that dreamed of more. Then got more. Then wanted even more. Someday, we'll be "The Little Underdog Tumor Who Dreamed Of More, Got More, But Then Abused Privileges And Was Scooped Out By A DoctorCause Homeostasis Don' Play Dat". Gazing up at the cruel vacuum of space and the stars which mock us all, from the abyssal black lunges forth an incomprehensibly large being (Probably played by Morgan Freeman) brandishing galaxy-sized tumor removal implements. It'll be the smooth, warm, silky-voiced, chocolated-skinned end of us all. Oh don't worry! Don't worry! The patient won't feel a thing. Muhahahahaha....See ya'll in the biopsy tray! YEEHAW!! -finger lasso- -cape swish-

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I felt like this was necessary, so I drew it. (enjoyment tip: For maximum effect, have working knowledge of "Phantom of The Opera" and "Jimmy Neutron Happy Family Happy Hour".

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HOLY SHIT, I'VE NEVER HEARD THIS ONE BEFORE Holy crap...THOSE STRINGS NEAR THE END! Also, now THIS is how you do a live concert. WHOO!!!

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This is the first song I ever heard by ELP, and it rewrote my DNA. Instantaneously I mutated into my final evoultion and won all of Pokemon. It was so significant that I remember EXACTLY where I was; driving home from Searcy in the hearse (yep I went to school every morning in a casket coach, sadly it wasn't a classy retro model) during a bright sunny summer day. We had just reached Albion. I've still never heard anything quite like their brand.

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"Ask the townsfolk if they believe that black cats are bad luck. If they say "Yes", end the conversation. The ones who reply: "Nine Tails tips the scales", those are our allies. Gather them. We revolt soon. There will be three meeting places, two of which are traps: At the right door, you will be asked this: "In Heaven and on Earth, above ground and below ground in all facets it is found.". Answer: "The Spirit who sings silently yet is still heard". If you are asked any other question and attempt to answer it, if you make any utterance at all, you will be killed immediately. After answering the right question with the right answer, knock on the door in the sign of the cross. I am the shadow in the sunlight, I am the Ebon knight here to right the slight and to end your plight.. I am..."Tubman"."

--One paragraph proof I just wrote proving that a comic book of Harriet Tubman would be awesome.

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A spooky drawing for your Halloween Bless The Sponge and he shall bless back Bless The Sponge

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Update

Sorry I have been on hiatus for so long, I'm not dead----I have just been clearing up heavy shit the past two years and I'm FINALLY making some progress as far as my mental state goes (psychology is one of the most important sciences I believe, more and more each day) and I had about 15 years of repressed memories. I have to be my own shrink due to poorness (still no job calls, 3 years looking now), but honestly I don't see too many ways that could go wrong since I know myself better than anyone. Down to the genetic configuration, it takes real effort but more people should do this) I know my predisposition to mental illnesses on both sides of my family and what the signs are---but point being, I'm not running down that Hellish trail of despair and perceived helplessness anymore. Good friends have helped more than they know; they are priceless. So far there has been a total of 4 vitamin and mineral deficiencies identified: Folic Acid, Iron, Magnesium, and zinc. It had a lot to do with my fatigue, eight and overall mental state---I am now 5.9" and 140lbs now, since 2011 I have lost a total of 60 lbs and I haven't felt this good or strong since before puberty. It is such a relief that at first, it made me cry relief. Hey, you go without energy, strength have chronic aches and chronic depression for 20 years and you haven't even gotten your first wrinkles yet. It is extremely relieving to be recovering from my own personal traumas, and I'm helping everyone around me repair too--so  that feels good. I have recovered my piano playing skills too and MORE in the past year as well--I hadn't played in around ten years but I'm SO glad I started again. Great mental exercise. Piano is MY gym. The clouds are finally clearing. I still have nasty episodes now and again, but I have more mental and physical strength now and can stay in the ring longer. So that's where I've been. I hope you have all been well.

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Oh dear HORUS...Now THIS is a beautiful rendition of the very first song in Final Fantasy 7. That choir. -shiversob- <3

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Going to be combining songs and changing keys around tonight after I get back from town---THIS song here is getting combined with the right hand part from FF9's "You're not alone". The Flashbulb does sync well with Nobuo Uematsu's Final Fantasy compos (and "Emerson Lake and Palmer" by default; Uematsu is a raging ELP fan), AND GUESS WHAT? Dell computer records better audio, so sound for you...maybe. If I continue to improve my focus. I flop a LOT I realize. Working on that and progressing.

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ATTENTION: If you are secretly 90 years old and carry a semi-closeted love for Weather Channel local on the 8's, this whippersnapper right here does most of the non-porno sounding, eerie, chilly and GOOD music for them. He's done like everything. Nice fella too, appreciative of his fans and really deserves re-cog. Take his Spotify for a whirl my fellow tight-skinned prune-juice compatriots! Now, where's my Metamucil...? (the best part is you think that I'm joking, but I'm not.)

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I AM SERIOUSLY FUCKING IMPRESSED WITH THIS THOUGH Apparently, this is work for an animated Leroux Phantom, according to Reddit link that lead me to this majesty? LOOK AT THIS FINE ASS WORK WOW

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trapdoormaker:

BOO!!

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ALL MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS IN EVERYTHING DIE WHY IS THAT

There's Alys Brangwin from Phantasy Star IV, there's Vivi from FF9, there's Erik from Phantom of the Opera, there's The Wolf from Ringing Bell, there's Hojo from FF7, there's The Beast from Beauty and the Beast (although he gets better), there's Quasimodo from the novel of Hunchback of Notre Dame, there's an ASSLOAD more, and NOW THERE'S RICHARD HARROW FROM BOARDWALK EMPIRE. I SWEAR TO GOD, I GET REALLY NERVOUS FOR A REASON WHEN I DECIDE I LIKE A CHARACTER, BECAUSE MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, THEY DIE.  Beware if you like any characters that I like in the future---BECAUSE THEY ARE LIKELY TO DIE.  My approval seems to be deadly. e__e