Dead Air

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[hinayu857]

If I'd lie about lying am I telling the truth or simply lie-maxxing?

I mean there's genuine levels to this shit, is a double of something contradicting or afterall just doubling something. Well ofc only specifically in situations like this, but still like cmon.

Welp, I should go to sleep.

(I need answers please guys, girls and the cool people inbeetween)

[hinayu857]

tickle my clit and call me illiterate!

[hinayu857]

I'm lwk always jealous of everything, but never get my lazy ahh up to do anything ever. Someone save me from myself

[hinayu857]

Fuck

[hinayu857]

I wanna go thrifting some time soon again, like build personal style n shit. Also I legit only have two wearable outfits and have been rotating those for atleast six months. Tips and advice are greatly appreciated -about anything here mentioned or in general - but if given, please present so nicely my fragile ego stays intact.

[hinayu857]

I've come to enjoy the mundane, to some exctent, can't wait to find out how long I will survive this torture!

[hinayu857]

I'm just really boring, like i don't even feel anything, im just bored n pissed all the time.

[hinayu857]

lol (sobbing)

[whit3lin3ss]

I miss cutting on my arms :[

[hinayu857]

Ingrown toenail is actually threatining my life rn, cuz I may have sepsis, like tf?

[hinayu857]

I changed my mind, I wanna be famous, ignore the fact I didnt use tags before pls and just spam reblog me, like my whole acc, I mean if you dont mind getting bullied for reblogging cringe ass shit. Or make a side blog, cuz you know I'm the only person that matters and everbody should do what benefits me /s

[hinayu857]

Am I going insane, or un-going insane, or just at an complete standstill?

Stay tuned to find out!

[hinayu857]

Hey guys please follow me and like all of my posts and comment stuff like wow this so so relatable and real youre the best so my need for attention is finally filled, and maybe I wont feel so lonely anymore? I will do absolutely nothing in return, but I'm sure youre pure enough in the heart? also I know no one will se this, thats why i do this, but I also do this cuz I want somebody to see this. idk but I kinda do but obviously not really.

[hinayu857]

I'm just posting here nonstop cuz I have no one to talk to, cuz nobody understanmds, cuz I dont understanmd. I mean non stop like I just posted 10 posts in the last 5 minutes and theyre jsut random shit. Is this what adults miss when they say they miss their teen years? well fuck

[hinayu857]

give me something, to feel, to be, to do, to see, to hear, to smell, something that'll do, something that'll move the fog in my stomach, to anything from rainbows to sunshine.

Does this count as poetry?

Or is even my pain lousy?

[hinayu857]

Title

And when the bugs in the dirt reach my heart, it will only taste of what I am made of, flesh and blood, as I don't posses any thing that makes me ordinary, emotions come and go, no desire to make or grow and ill just stay flesh and bones, the meat decayed over the years of me not watering my soul.

Pure boredom, maybe that, but it only tastes of slight fog covering the sharp edges of nothing.