hmmBarkBark

Nsfw & Proship. Multifandom 🍅 she/her, +25yo, 🇵🇹 PT/EN

[hmmbarkbark]

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

summary: Ilya finally catches his slutty ghost on camera.

posted today's entry for Gross Hollanov Week on ao3 :) unfortunately I cant post it here as well

[hood-ex]

Dick got called pretty again.

Detective Comics #1111

[castiellesbian]

In honor of the anniversary, what are your favorite fix-it fics?

[bloodydeanwinchester]

let's take a drive

ignite your bones

fenario

right where you left me

last call before close

fracture mechanics

[strawlessandbraless]

All the above are amazing, and I’ve added a few of my favorites below

Kingdom Come

Keep your love alive

Being led home

Psalm 40:2

Until the end and after

Talk Some Sense To Me (Kenopsia) (long fic)

closer (isn't close enough)

[castiellesbian]

need to add some of mine (seconding right where you left me, fracture mechanics, psalm 40:2)

in present tenses by foccaciabread

peace came upon me (and it leaves me weak) by outdean

Half Empty by sinnabonka

song of songs by piesexuality

Waveform Frequency by LeverDrift

howl and haunt by sleepyvan (I'm counting it)

On Labor by a_good_soldier

The Goldenrod Revisions by aethylas

[sheepstiel]

Adding these:

living dying words by fleeceframe

there is rest for the wicked by fleeceframe

between the essence / and the descent by tothewillofthepeople

built to roam by sleepyvan

we'll find a new home by sleepyvan

hold onto your voice, hold onto your breath by unicornpoe

to an angel, love and worship are the same thing by thegeminisage

between a rock and a hard place by amidsizedfrog

To Be Restored by serenityfails

so good at crashing in by wintertree

ascend by quiettewandering

call it what you want by myaimistrue

if it all fell to pieces tomorrow by spocklee

our lights in ashes by teen_dean

take the bones, begin anew by JustStandingHere

[sugar-petals]

saw someone say they feel bad and awkward ‘contributing nothing’ to fandom (“no fics, no drawings, no theories, just gluttony”) and to anyone who feels inferiority about this i gotta say us creators, doing things for free, love nothing more than your unbridled spiralling greed in our notifications aka genuinely be more unapologetically gluttonous 24/7 there is nothing wrong with enjoying something insatiably because us writers and artists feel empty and despairing without a passionate audience and feral surroundings so please and thank you and we love you

[draculastarion]

yes!!!! you CAN contribute something!!!!! if you feel guilty, you can:

reblog art instead of just liking it! not only will you increase the amount of people who see it (more cool people seeing cool art!!!!) but then you can also leave some nice comments in the tags about how cool the art is!!!

no theories??? you can reblog the ones you really like, or even question the ones you don’t! fandom thrives on engagement! i’m not saying yell at someone for having a different opinion, but there’s no harm saying “oh, i didn’t see it that way. can you tell me more?” if you know of someone who has cool/interesting theories, please encourage them to talk more about it!! they probably held back the first time!

COMMENT ON FIC!!!!!! please, we are begging. literally just a heart emoji as a second kudos feels like the bare minimum but damn… sometimes we out here getting NO comments. one single emoji in the inbox might MAKE SOMEONE’S DAY.

if you feel guilty, if you feel greedy, ENGAGE WITH THE CONTENT

[ragehangover]

this post truly wrinkled my brain because yes. obviously shane is given power by the author to a) perfectly understand ilya’s motivations to flatten the complexity of their relationship and b) always be utterly accepting of anything ilya does, acting as a pseudo-audience insert that will forgive ilya in absentia. shane hollander has divine providence as an ilyawhisperer until the author wants to take the opportunity to punish him for being selfish and stupid. shane understands that ilya will never hurt him and does not feel literally any negative emotion about being shoved against a wall by his partner during an argument and then kicked out of the house because the author rachel reid does not want her audience to feel literally any negative emotion about shane being shoved against a wall by his partner during an argument and then kicked out of the house

she cannot let ilya be misunderstood, and by virtue of this his actions always have sincere, unselfish motivations. this also harms ilya’s existing character!! during this fight, he thinks: “Ilya didn’t want to fight. He was exhausted, and miserable, and his boyfriend was breaking his fucking heart.” there is almost no reflection on ilya’s part about his actions aside from ‘he was sure he’d never hurt shane.’ zero internal interrogation. ilya is not curious about what shane might be feeling in the moment. ilya also does not really consider what might have informed this escalated reaction from himself

meanwhile, shane’s reaction to this fight is:

“Obviously he had fucked something up. He hadn’t been paying attention to Ilya, or to what Ilya had given up for him, and he now realized that Ilya had given up a whole fucking lot for Shane. For them. Of course he resented Shane. Ilya had left his home country, his family—even if only a brother he hated remained—his team, his friends in Boston, his entire fucking life, really. He’d changed everything.”

hey shane maybe reread heated rivalry because in that book ilya leaves his family and russia because he hates them, left boston because he wanted a passport and explicitly did not have friends or a community there, and went to ottawa because montreal couldn’t afford him. except now it is entirely framed as shane’s fault, by shane, ilya and the narrative itself. shane had been paying attention to ilya, and ilya had been both deflective and hostile! why are we reducing the one (1) non-white hockey player of significant importance in this series to revolve entirely around the feelings of his white partner? there is no depiction of shane’s perspective external to what ilya thinks. shane is the emotional gonad to ilya’s story, because if shane was granted any objective opinion on the situation it might risk making ilya’s headspace slightly more complex than a jar of mild store brand salsa mix.

[birdw4tching]

I love this show

[sodamnbored]

I know Tumblr is full of posts about the virtues of commenting on AO3 fics and such. But like. It works.

I just knocked out 8.5k words in one single day for a chapter update because of one reader leaving one of the most absurdly endearing comments I’ve ever gotten. That is unheard of levels of productivity for me.

The power of the fandom. The power of the comment.

[hmmbarkbark]

Gross Hollanov Week on ao3 - kidnapping, noncon

Shane has been texting 82W0Lf for the last three months, and he already knows more about Shane than anyone else in his life. The distance makes it easier, makes him more eager to share. Especially when W0Lf starts flirting.

[hmmbarkbark]

"there should be a fic with this idea!" is not a fun comment to receive as an artist. you're looking at the entire idea. ive spent the last 4 hours drawing this and you're telling me 'I love the concept, but not the execution'

[utopians]

duuuuuude you have GOT to come out tonight we're enacting cruelty upon those who have transgressed so badly that we can justify any act against them... and you KNOW we're interpreting our delight as moral righteousness... Yeah it's fucking crazyyyyyyy get an Uber

[whitewomansonicfan]

you need to write whatever you want. even if it gets you hard in your peanits. even more then. especially then

[hmmbarkbark]

Hey there! I'm one of the mods for the upcoming @gamechangersbigbang and wanted to invite you and any of your followers who may be interested to participate! We're also currently running a comment bingo to help encourage and support the amazing writers and artists in this fandom.

Interest checks for the big bang are live now, with sign ups opening in August, and you can get your copy of the comment bingo card on our blog!

-Mod Cai

I won't be joining bc Im not comfortable participating in HR events that aren't specifically proship. But Ill answer this ask so other people can see this and join if they'd like to

[hmmbarkbark]

do you like going on road trips? who do you like going with? what's the furthest from home you've ever been?

🤔 so out of left field. Hmm

I went to Italy once on a road trip (we took breaks + stayed in hotels along the way)

I like it, especially in Portugal where there is so much to see if you want to do chill road trips anywhere. You can drive by the sea for most of the trip. And stop here and there to see museums/palaces/nature. Its very nice

[attackjester]

how it genuinely feels to have someone who agrees with your somewhat niche stances on a character

[delsicle]

good morning I miss my bratva boys. Today I am thinking of Ilya very lovingly putting a tab of ecstasy on Shane’s tongue (it has a little picture of a bunny on it)

[hmmbarkbark]

Everyone is drawing hybrid AUs 🦦 I'm throwing my own hat into the ring

Shane looks for Ilya's hand every time he sleeps so they can hold hands.

[hmmbarkbark]

Consider otter shane