cursed forever

mentally unwell and want friends 25 she/her/hers married and OCD and autistic and traumatized

[hobohobby]

If you think I'm insane here's my diagnosis list

Mental: OCD, Major Depressive Disorder, C-PTSD, Generalized anxiety disorder, Body dysmorphia.

Development: Developmentally Delayed, Autism, Dyspraxia,

Physical: MRSA, Athsma, Hypo-thyroid, Tendonitis, Scoliosis, Astigmatism -5 -5, Hearing loss, HPV, interstitial cystitis, kidney damage, PCOS, bulimia

Allergies: Cold urticaria, Aspartame, pumpkin, latex, fermented fruit, guinea pigs, alfalfa

So the next time someone says that person or this person can't possibly have all that I have all this

[hobohobby]

I am okay? Perhaps? 💀

[antiphons-deactivated20250416]

Anyone get full body jerks/spasms while sleeping while taking zyprexa??? Several times during the night I get woken up because my entire body jerks violently and it’s annoying.

[hobohobby]

Yes

[terracottahearted]

Taking olanzapine fucked up my body forever and I demand reparations

[hobohobby]

Withdrawals suck why on earth would they give a 17 year old Chunky kid a sterilization medication with the world's worst diabetes and obesity issue. You realize all I wanted to do was have you hear me out about my abuser beating me for 15 years and your suggestion Was to sedate me so I couldn't possibly take care of myself and talk about the situation!

[hobohobby]

I will detox and never put olanzopine back into my system till the day I die. I had no idea that every single one of my problems were caused by a benzo that's prescribed to me as an antipsychotic on a high dose every single day for the past 9 years. Not to mention it's prescribed for schizophrenia and bipolar when I have ocd and autism. I cannot even believe how mind controlled I was from a drug.

[hobohobby]

I'm effing massive I clocked in at 240 today ahhhhh idek what went wrong I hate PCOS it's like I eat fine for one month shouldn't equal so much weight but it doessss I feel like if I really commit this year like I did 2022 I could have hot girl summer or some shit 🐀🐀🐀🐀🐀🐀🐀🐀hate myself all I've had today is fruit. I'm never eating without purging again unless it's fruit if fruit will be the only thing in my stomach I won't have scurvy again and I'll lose weight gradually

[hobohobby]

Our weights are only a topic in discussion, so that people can profit of of us. It was never a health issue to be overweight. It was a marketing tactic to sell us magazines and pills. A marketing tactic to sell us gym memberships and kale. A marketing tactic to sell us McDonald's for nutrition. They have brainwashed you and they have brainwashed me. They never made the food healthier they just made us hate ourselves. They never made the healthy food cheaper. They never cared about nutrition, malnourishment, obesity or eds they care about money. And they've never cared about anything else.

[crippled-peeper]

every preventable death caused by natural disasters should be regarded as a form of “socially accepted” homicide because that’s what it is . they were too poor to evacuate. they were too disabled to evacuate. they died. “Oh well”. “Nothing we could’ve done to prevent this.” and then it happens dozens of more times in your lifetime. I’m so sick to my stomach

[hobohobby]

So Yubo blocked me immediately because apparently I don't look 25 but wouldn't tell me if I looked younger or older than 25 so I'm feeling real body dysmorphic

[boycritter]

the world if people stopped commenting on what im eating/drinking

[thecurlysub420]

*opens tumblr*

*rummages around like I’m in the fridge*

*closes tumblr*

…*opens tumblr*

[hobohobby]

Could you like be my friend please!!!!????? I'm so people depraved!!!????

[hobohobby]

Go check out my writing on my side blog @hobohobby99writer

[hobohobby]

McDonald's is just not purgeable guess I'll have to live with this decision until tomorrow!!!

[hobohobby]

I really don't like ordering pizza when I've been starving (still eating but purging) for 3 days and will have to eat bread

[cyber-abyssal-deactivated202509]

Hi, I'm a trans bisexual autistic brazilian artist who cannot keep working in fast food any longer because they feel every single fiber of their being being destroyed daily

I'm going to quit my job because Its physically Impossible for me to keep up, the conditions are nearly unable for me to keep working

I will be opening commissions in the meantime, organizing my contract and starting a design business in my country (I'll be posting about commissions soon!)

If you feel like helping me survive during this time, please donate to my ko-fi, and If you can't donate a reblog helps a lot