all i want is you. it’s always you

sky | screaming about heated rivalry | follows from @skystreams

[anime-writing-everything]

I think the funniest thing Rachel Reid could do in Unrivaled is reveal to us (and more specifically Ilya) that Hayden has been invited to the All star games and other big events the entire time and just quietly pays the fine to not go because he wants to spend those times off with his family instead of competing. But also he’s never told Jackie or Shane this: Jackie because she might feel bad he’s missing out on this big thing, and Shane because the man will MURDER him if he finds out.

[emziess]

Hudson Williams as Shane Hollander Heated Rivalry, S01E02

[daiiku]

[blushingrozy]

ilya's back appreciation post

[hollanova]

hi thought you'd like this okay bye

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBUu1Bke/

hello i love this??? oh my god??

thank you for sharing 💕💕

[interplanetary-redacted]

I think Shane's first swear words should have been when he received his first participation trophy or certificate and he just goes "what the fuck is this 😐" very much unappreciative of the concept

[3416]

"I'm assuming your buddy's gay? Fucking brave for a dude to show up to a place like this and be like 'hey, here's me.' Russia is not safe for folks like that. Fucking balls of steel, man."

[assignedilyaoftheday]

your assigned ilya of the day doesn't ever want that problem to ever go away 💖

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

[thisfeebleheart]

#he contains multitudes

[shanerozanov]

shane & ilya by markassus on instagram!

[hauntedfictionland]

“I never want to come back here again. I fucking hate it here. And they all fucking hate me. I pay for everything. I make sure everyone has clothes they like. I make sure the food is perfect. That father is buried next to his parents, that the tomb is perfect. And the only fucking word I ever hear is: i want more Ilya, i need more Ilya. More, more, more, more, more. And I have nothing for these people. I give them everything.. but I feel fucking empty. They don't care, they look at me and see a bank. Or an enemy. Or I don't even know what. My brother, he always hated me. And I know why... but it kills me. And it kills me that he took care of my father and I didn't. But I couldn't. I wasn't here. I still paid for it all. And he will never forgive me. For any of it. For existing. And it means... I have no one now. Well not no one, I have Svetlana. She loves me, and I love her. But not like... fuck me. But not like I love you. That's the worst fucking part of all this is. That all I want is you. It's always you. I'm so in love with you and I don't know what to do about it.

HEATED RIVALRY (2025) Ilya's russian monologue to Shane.

[gaygoatshane]

he couldn't believe he was being asked if he liked girls

[wingsseni]

hiii i love your art so much and i saw your doodles on tiktok. please post ilya with younger ilya and tiny hollanov etc too 😭 i’m obsessed with those <3

thank you so much for liking them 🥹 here ya go <3 i can't post all of it but i think these are the most relevant ones ?

[dogsdayilya]

Loyalty (1869)

— by Briton Rivière

Loyalty (2025)

— by Ilya Rozanov

[cloudabserk]

boob pillow

[bees-reads]

Much like the rest of the fandom I am obsessed with the nickname Shanebug. Thank you to whoever created it, I love you!

I like to think that Shane was given the nickname by David. When he was a toddler Shane was obsessed with any and every type of bug. He’d make David and Yuna take him in the garden all the time to dig for worms or look at the flowers to see if there were any bees. But his absolute favourite were ladybugs leading David to coin the nickname Shanebug.

Obviously once hockey took over his life Shane kind of forgot about his bug obsession. But once he gets settled living in Ottawa with Ilya he starts to pick it back up.

When Shane and Ilya went round to his parents for dinner he offhandedly mentioned that he was planning on adding some plants to the garden so more insects and bugs would visit. And David goes suddenly silent and starts to get teary.

David: Oh Shanebug is back

Ilya: Shanebug, what is a Shanebug?

This leads to Yuna getting out all Shane’s toddler pictures showcasing him holding a ladybug in his hands, him covered in mud pointing at a worm with the biggest grin on his face and him cross eyed as a butterfly lands on his nose. Ilya’s favourite though is a photo of Shane dressed up as a ladybug for his third birthday, antennas and all, that he gushes over.

Ilya is so besotted by the idea of Shanebug that he orders a gazillion different types of flowers and plants to give his husband the bug haven of his dreams (just as long as there are no spiders).