So, no one was going to tell me this doc exists??
After accepting my gay ass for a while now. I have more to add here.
- Being afraid of women.
- Being terrified of beautiful women.
- Seeing a pretty woman and losing yourself cause if she asks you to jump a bridge you will while If an equally pretty man asks anything without so much without a 'please', you'll slap him and curse his life.
- Wondering what I'd do if I had a situation where I'm being harassed by a man and I don't have a man to tell him to fuck off (cause that's the only possible solution most cases) so I'll probably need a tall man as a friend or something when I get a wife.
- Wondering if I'll have the 'white picked fence house' with everything included... Wondering if I even want that.
- Do I want kids or was I just expected to have them at some point?
- What do I do if I live in a homophobic place? Do we just not do PDA or we can't even suggest we're married?
- What happens if I tell my boss I have a wife and suddenly I'm "not a good employee" anymore?
After more time accepting my gay ass. I have more to add :D
- I would definitely have the white picked fence house with two kids if I was married to a woman. (one of my standards for marriage is feeling both confortable and secure with my partner so if I felt that with a girl I'd definitely take some priority from my career - after established and with a good salary - just to care for our children).
-still terrified of pregnancy. Would care for my pregnant wife/adopt though.
- Adopting isn't an answer to infertility/not wanting to go through pregnancy but I would care and raise a child with my parter regardless. (big improvement from 'I ain't getting married nor having kids ever')
- Have you seen women with big arms? Oh my god I could die for one. I'm a big sucker for women with the tiniest bit of muscle showing anywhere.
- This one's embarassing... But have you looked at a woman drop dead gorgeous and she covers herself a lot like from head to toe and then you see the tiniest bit of skin from her calf cause her pants hiked up a bit so there's a line of skin there and you blush like a XIX man...? Yeah. Mr. Darcy coded typa situation.
- I also love seeing couples in love but a little afraid to show/accept themselves even if they're straight and that doesn't make me less lesbian. I still giggle and kick my feet at Mr. Darcy's hand scene and I blush with Elizabeth when she's suddenly shy. And that's cause I'm a softie for this stuff and not because I wish a Darcy was in my life.
