Hope's For Poets

Main account: @hopesforsucks, All original poetry, Celebration of 100 followers

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Love me maybe

You're always on my mind

Thinking about how you're so sweet and kind

And I wonder if I'll ever find,

Say you'll love me maybe

Never did I picture you in my dreams

Can't stay quiet about my love for you

But what if I told you and got declined

Your love has really gotten me blind

Trying not to look behind

To all the memories intertwined

I just have to make up my mind

My hearts beating fast now

All I ever wonder is how,

There might even be a chance

One day we'll be face to face

Our eyes stuck in each other's gaze

Promise me you won't replace

The way you make me believe

One day

You'll love me maybe

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With you

Now I feel like I'm 99% dead

But 1% alive

And it's all because of you

You got me messed up in my head

With you, I grew

Could sleep peacefully in my bed

Being with you, that's all I wanna do

And I wanna get ahead

As long as I'm with you

Pausing at red lights

Never missing a chance to stop feeling blue

I wanna be with you

Time slows down

With every touch of your hand to mine

Getting lost on your eyes

This time I see every sign

With you, I'm on top of all skies

Your smile feels electrifying

I feel as if I'm flying

Shouting at the top of our lungs

Having the time of my life

Only cause I'm with you

Never gonna stop loving you

With you I feel like the best version of myself

Never holding back

Everything looking black

Finding it's way to the light

Cause all I wanna do is be with you

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Euphoria

Lights flickering of one by one

Wondering if you'll ever come out

Waiting for another hour or two

Going on in my mind, on constant repeat

All I say is I don't like you

But what if I do

Too eager to know what secrets you behold

What's hiding behind those dreamy eyes

Yet too nervous to ever look again

A strong feeling of euphoria

And you were all I saw

Listening to the quiet sounds

This universe makes

As I wait for time to pass by

So we may meet once again

But all I wonder is why

What if in the end I feel pain

Held back by a chain

Don't wanna cry

Maybe things will be different this time

And it'll all be fine

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| Key to my heart |

mild feelings

growing stronger

light interfering

pretty sparkles dancing around me

i wish i could stay here longer

my heart has been locked ever since

but you just may be the key

to unlock, and set free

what had been caged for eternity

left independent, on its own

unchained from fake harmony

fearlessly, ready to be known

by the soul in front of me

heir to the throne

to the heart made of stone

the only light which could've shown

the darkness from which i've grown

the key to my heart

the one I call home

hidden in plain sight

waiting to be thrown,

away

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London lights

We haven't met

but I've been dreamy

I've been alone

standing under the bright light

away from my realities

ready to step under my fantasies

hold your hand in oversized hoodies

my head's spinning under the mistletoe

morning hot chocolates

late night movie marathons

beneath the london lights

opening presents under the tree

going out only to see

london lights, beautiful sights, majestic nights

below the london lights

'tis the christmas time

take your reach, fight for your rights

underneath the london lights

flying to my heights

gazing into your eyes

rising about the skies

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Clouds

Tear drops fall on my face

but for once they're not mine to chase

The cloud seems to be screaming

breaking down its little pieces with all its strength

finally at its last place

too tired to block the sun's rays and give shade

unlike me, it does embrace

its true cries and shouts

sent out to the world to hear

for the clouds to be able to express feelings

why can't I? just because

wouldn't want risking the chances in case

not ready to show them my face

but proud of my dear clouds

atleast they showcase

their incontrollable breakdowns

for when they don't cry

a drought occurs and everyone dies

why can't they see it about me?

Let me be a cloud

feel free to express myself and help those in need

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Home

I like to go on walks

when the night talks

breaks out of the box

that keeps me locked

the fresh air feels like home

when nothing else does

the world around me

breaks down

into its small parts

the little things in life

presented before me

don't need the light to see

what darkness has to offer

the wicked yet gentle smiles it sets free

from illusions grasp

wind whispering in my ear

speaking with the kindest of voices

shadows following me

the brightness isn't always needed

when twilight gives shade

and home is within me

Inspiration credit: @justanaveragebookworm@marvelandnothingelse

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Goodbye

What do you do when you feel like you can't breathe

can't help but feeling empty

forever lost in these thoughts of mine

waking up seems harder every time

but to that feeling I need to say goodbye

closed doors, none of them open

fighting for you my darling

yet finding defeat in my heart

and that bright sparkling

fading away, has left me

torn apart

never to feel alive again

all my mistakes are stuck on me like a stain

this mere heart can only contain

so much love I have for you

but I'll never know

and neither will you

how much my love grew

which was all for you

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Numb Sleep

It stars to feel better

but everything gets worse again

then the numbness kicks in

my will to live disintegrates

I can't feel anything now

except the pain that never goes away

blood flows in my body

helps my brain function

only to overthink everything

and I sleep until it stops hurting

but it never really stops

just starts to feel better sometimes

until everything falls apart again

and so it foes on repeat

destroying my life step by step

crushing my dreams and soul

I'm so tired again

Maybe I should sleep

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The school's broken walls

I'm sitting down on my chair

You enter the class and give me a stare

I twist and turn my hair

For I am trying to not show a care

Our eyes lock together

And the world disintegrates

You glance at me in between school

I really hope my smile doesn't make me look like a fool

The room is chilled, so cool

I wish you could be near me

Your kind warmth's heat could heal me

If only your lips could meet with mine

Our souls combined

Wish I could hold your hand

But the awkward tension between us

Has caused a wall to collapse

And broken pieces make it hard to see

We both know we weren't meant to be

Forget I ever existed and I'll forget you

But in my heart,

There will always be a memory that reminds me of you

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What could've been

Sandy beaches

Beautiful sunsets

I walk alone

with your non-existent presence behind me

The waves crashing between my feet

but you decided to go ahead and cheat

Unusual pain in my heart stops it from beating

Remember when I walked in the streets

of the core of your heart

It used to be so sweet

All for me

Like life was giving me a cute little treat

Your task was now complete

And I'll try to delete

All those memories

Still I'd go back to you in a heartbeat

Do the whole thing on repeat

I look at the empty ocean

Reminded of your dishonesty

Your heart was too bittersweet for me

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Liar

We're sitting here

Talking about life and boys

we reveal each other to our emotions

Like true friends, I'm here for you

Weren't you the one to tell me I'm positive

Weren't you calling me happy?

So why'd you lie, lie, lie?

Today you reveal your true self

Right before me

Changing your words

Saying I'm a negative person

You had to lie didn't you?

Finally coming out of your head like a fugitive

I thought you already knew

My dreams are all fallin' down like injured birds

I'll find out who the shooter was afterwards

But I know you betrayed me

'Cause you'd lie, lie, lie

Your honesty can't control me

It wasn't ever there

Just leave silently

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Old school love

I want that Old school love

Looking at each other, the first glance

feeling nothing and everything at the same time

I'm talking to you about my best friend

Listening to songs, reminded of you

I'm lying down but you're on my mind

always and all the time

We pass notes in the class

can't talk to each other but smiling

feelin' something

I want that old school love

Sittin' together at lunch

Our hands touch, sparks flyin'

My body tenses up

just for you to calm me down

what is this? 'cause we're feelin' something

I remember your birthday and you find a secret gift but so do I

Can't talk to you

But in this Old school love

I'm always feelin' something

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After the fame

Stuck here

All alone with my thoughts, once again

Trapped

And captured but never to be treasured

Only stories will be told

They'll take about me as the story unfolds

Will they know who I am?

After all this

Was it worth it?

Curtains closed

No sunlight coming in

Only sounds of rain pouring

Crying heavy tears

Asking to be loved again

Saved from this wretched memory

Sitting here, stuck

All alone with my thoughts

Air is the only thing to keep me

company

But is it enough?

To live here, treated like jewelry

And breathe in this misery.

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A hold of me

No matter where we go

The memories were treasured

and the feeling was captured

for us to be fallin' in love

I close my eyes

groovin' to the music

we're fallin' in love

I dance in your arms

It plays in my mind

while we're movin' on

I throw my hands in the air

Losing myself in my thoughts

too naive to realize

who I'm coming out to be

the sharp pain pricking me

but I'm in too deep

now you can't hold me

I'm bursting free

from your grab that suffocates me

I can finally breathe

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Sunflower

Wind in my hair

I'm by my side

Who am I now? will I dare?

I want to sing and dance

Tired of being the one to always hide

In only one glance

I want to bloom

like a sunflower, open up and be free

be the true me

Thats who I want to be

Stop crying in the dark corners of my eye

No more longing to die

I will create my greatest desires

for I will be a sunflower

won't remain locked up in my tower

I'll let down my hair

and smell the fresh air

can't be held by chains

I'll destroy all my pains

'Cause like a sunflower

I'll be me, the one with all the power

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Autumn leaves

Rustling of leaves

Oh that time has finally come

won't you take me on a walk

with dries up leaves in my hair

we dance in the grass without a care

The wind is blowing and I can't hear you talk

crunching of leaves

is left all alone and bare

my heart beats loud with your hand in mine

but I block it out with distant cries

that I hear in my soul

while we sing a long to our favorite songs

all the sadness dies

and memories are filled with happy stares

you look into my eyes and I look into yours

the smell of pumpkins fills the air

at last with you here

I can hear that autumn has arrived

with a bunch of new leaves