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nagito komaeda written by nero.

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Which characters in the main Danganronpa games are you most like?

Danganronpa: Celestia Ludenberg

Super Danganronpa 2: Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu

New Danganronpa V3: Maki Harukawa

Bonus: Who is your muse?: Nagito Komaeda

Tagged by: @koagema thank you! Tagging:  you’re all tagged,  have fun

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ANONYMOUS  :   Quick question because I'm kinda confused by your rules. You aren't a mutual only blog or are you?

Nope,  not necessarily.   I don’t check my followers everyday so sometimes I miss new ones,  also my notifications / activity have been messing up terribly lately which accounts for me not following back unless I happen to be here and see --- However whether I do or don’t is irrelevant!   Anyone can approach me for threads or memes.   I’m always open to hearing ideas.

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罪木 蜜柑 ;

       How many times had he broken his ribs anyways? She probably didn’t want to know the answer. His kind words bounced around inside her head, it sounded so… genuine. She almost didn’t know what to do with this feeling of finally being accepted. Who knows how long she has before she’ll mess everything up? 

       ❛ Ah- W-Well, i’m glad I could help, but you shouldn’t be so hard on yourself! You’re not useless at all… in fact you’ve been so kind to me, You’ve done more for me than anyone else ever has…! ❞    followed by a head tilt and a comforting smile, she managed to open the door in time for him to get inside as they reached the Pharmacy.

       ❛ P-Please it was no problem… I’ve never spent this long with anyone w-without being buried or used as a t-table, ehehe! ❞   spoken as a careless string of words, the weight they carried no longer reached her. 

       She thought for a moment as he spoke, it was hard to believe that anyone could feel this way about her, but she wanted to believe it. I mean, h-he is pretty high… but still it seemed his statements held nothing other than his truth. Her heart felt as if it would come to a stop at any moment. 

       ❛ I appreciate everything you’ve said… truly! B-But I couldn’t let you die, Nagito! You are the one person who has forgiven me, I’ll never forget that as long as I live. ❞

❛ You’re serious?   It really means that much? ❜     In the midst of his opiate haze he’s hit with sobriety,  shocked that anyone could find worth in something he’s said or done --- Usually he’s met with a cold shoulder or criticism.      ❛ That would be great even if you were just anyone but you’re not.   You’re an Ultimate,  which makes it way more incredible!   Not to sound like a broken record or anything but.   Thanks,  I really don’t deserve the praise. ❜     He recognizes there’s probably a lot of dysfunction in the interaction between them both,  but he didn’t care about that.   A kindred spirit is a kindred spirit.

         He flashed her a smile before glancing over their supply --- what he could read of it,  anyway.   Medications for infections and other minor ailments,  sickness,  and the kind of thing one would only expect to receive in a Hospital.   An opened bottle of Oxycodone on the counter catches his eye;  This must be what she used back at the beach house.   It’s no surprise the Ultimate Nurse would already be stocking up in case of emergencies.   If anything adverse were to happen to any of them,  they’d have what they needed here.

         ❛ Well,  as much as I wouldn’t mind dying,  I know I won’t because you’re here. ❜       Morbid,  yes.   But he intends to flatter,  not instill fear.   He grabs the bottle,  studying it closer to read the small print on its label.   Squint.   No good --- Everything looked too minuscule and pressed together.   Incoherent.       ❛ These are pretty strong huh?   I’m guessing I’m not gonna need more for a while.   So .  .  . What now?   From my understanding of treating broken or fractured ribs,  it’s more about biding my time and waiting for the bone to heal right?   I guess if you were to look at it this way,  it means we’ll get to spend more time together!   I don’t think I trust myself unattended in this shape. ❜

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Ok, I’m not a big fan of these kinds of posts, but lately, I’m becoming more and more disheartened so I need to know if you’re out there. 

Please reblog this post if you are willing to write with ‘un-shippable’ muses. 

I’m talking about those muses who are perhaps elderly, who are married/taken and not liable to affairs, muses who are asexual/aromantic, or even just muses whose muns don’t really want to ship. 

While I’m always happy that anyone would want to write with me, sadly, over time I have realised that my older/married/ace muses are very rarely (virtually never) requested. So please share this on your blog so that people know they can throw their muses at you who are not going to wind up in ships or with smut threads. 

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日向 創 ;

❝ We have many questions, but not many leads to go by. Anything we can come up with so far is either speculation or an educated guess. ❞ it was obvious that Monokuma isn’t alone, the logistics of kidnapping sixteen people can be complex, even if the execution ends having a simple method behind it. One moment they were at a classroom and next thing they knew, they were all marooned at some deserted island. Even if it was all smokes and mirrors, like Nagito proposed back when the chicken was transformed into a freaking cow, there was something amiss, just barely out of reach.

Once again Komaeda caught him off-guard for many reasons. Back when they first met, Hinata was a little unnerved how calm the other male could be in a situation like that. How can anybody think about ice cream at a time like this? Yet there was merit in the abrupt change of subject: there was no use to mull over things at this point, it would be a fruitless endeavor. ❝ Maybe I’m a little thirsty. ❞ he consented ❝ We could check the flavors at the market, I think I saw a couple syrups there.  ❞

Well that went smoothly.   It wouldn’t have shocked him to receive a resounding no --- the usual answer,  and not just from Hinata exclusively.   Though it’s true he has done little to make himself approachable  ( a kind and friendly persona couldn’t disguise his rogue aura,  he muses )  at least he’s tolerable.   Maybe.   If anything,  it proved even someone as candid as Hajime could hold his tongue and put conjecture aside.   One of many praiseworthy qualities --- when Nagito himself couldn’t even glance in the mirror without feeling sick.

           ❛ Good call!   Now that you mention it I don’t think I saw any in the restaurant so might as well play it safe. ❜     After nagging so much about hydration and keeping out of the heat,  he becomes increasingly aware of the fact he should have perhaps taken a little of his own advice.   Shedding his hoodie and tying the sleeves around his waist,  Nagito then fished a bottled water from one of the pockets and uncapped it.   After taking a swig he trickled some over his head,  wild hair seemingly unbothered.   Much better.     ❛ I know it’s kinda early for this but.   There’s something I wanted to ask you. ❜     He could only imagine chill down Hinata’s spine in that moment.

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左右田 和一 :

 If there was no reason for smiling like that, then why was he doing it in the first place? Was this just some other weird case of Komaeda being… well… Komaeda? Or maybe he was up to something? Whatever the reason was, Souda didn’t want to know; he just wanted the other guy to stop making him feel so unnerved.

 A grunt comes him, brows furrowed with suspicion. “Well, yeah, it’s creepy. Could you, like-” he made a vague gesture in the air with his hand, accompanied by a shrug. “-try not doin’ that around people?”

❛ Yeah,  can’t say  I haven’t heard that before.   I guess I’m just a creepy nobody to a lot of people.   But you’re a funny guy Souda-san!   Being around you makes it hard not to smile --- and being so close to all that talent and prestige .  .  . I wonder if it’ll rub off on me. ❜     Methodically dodging the request Nagito’s smile remained plastered on his face.

          As sincere as he was,  it’s equally difficult stifling the laughter trapped in his throat;   He’s very careful and very intentional with his vocabulary.   Kazuichi made it far too easy.      ❛ Wow,  look at me,  such an unequivocal failure.   I couldn’t even stop smiling even when you asked me to.   I suppose I’m gonna have to make it up to you somehow now aren’t I? ❜     How to manipulate your way into a ‘friendship’ 101.

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ooc.   holy shit why does everybody in this fandom write their characters so alarmingly well!   everytime I reply to a thread I’m like wooow.gif.   the accuracy is uncanny and I am amazed.   that’s it that’s the post I just felt like saying this while doing drafts

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People I’d like to know better

– one / name / alias.  Nero – two /  birthday.  16 August – three / zodiac sign.  Leo – four /  height.  5′11″ – five  /  hobbies.  Gaming,  writing,  blasting music in my ears,  watching stuff,  languages,  occultism,  puzzles / mysteries / etc. – six /  favourite colors.  Black – seven / favourite books.  Oh man.  I love a ton of things from nonfiction and biomedical stuff,  to occult related things ( ie. Aleister Crowley ),  Lovecraft,  ASOIAF,  Clockwork Orange,  ghost stories,  Junji Itou manga,  and I love the YGO manga. – eight  /  last song listened to.  Avalanche, a cover by my all time favorite band Ghost. – nine  /  last film watched.  I....actually don’t remember....I think it might have been when I re-watched the IT remake. – ten  /  inspiration for muse.  Sadly I use a lot of my own thought process LOL cause I have a very similar mindset & belief system as Nagito.  He also shows a lot of similarities to people on the Autistic spectrum  ( as I am )  so I utilize something I struggle with,  as a tool in writing Nagito.   And as obvious as it sounds,  Nagito himself is my core inspiration for writing him,  I literally just put myself in his shoes and ask myself,  what would Komaeda Jesus do? – eleven  / dream job.  Mortician,  translator,  marksman,  psychiatrist,  demonologist – twelve  / meaning behind your url.  He wants to be / represent the Truest Hope.  But ‘truehope’ and ‘truesthope’ were taken so rip.

Tagged by:  @gehennacore  &  @koagema thanks very much guys!

Tagging:  Ugh I am always late to these so I don’t want to re-tag people,  ergo I tag you.

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@complicatedgod  :   ‘ i’ve never been completely satisfied. i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death. ’

People yearn for  invincibility.   Be it through power,  money,  fame,  or all three simultaneously.   But they fail to see that once their desires are met and they’ve reached levels of omnipotence,  they’ll find themselves in a devastating rut;   Boredom.   Nothing to strive for --- Nothing to gain.   Nagito considered boredom to be a disease.   He despised it.   He doesn’t find it hard to imagine Izuru would be plagued by such;  Ergo,  his statement is unsurprising.   However --- unprompted.   It showed a vulnerability he’d never seen before.

         He wonders if the person Izuru truly is still exists there beneath layers upon layers of hardwiring.      ❛ Someone like you thinks of their own demise? ❜     Ah .  .  . Such hope.   It tickled him.      ❛ I think that’s a wonderful thing!   Even though you’re untouchable,  you truly do carry hope!   As long as you have that dissatisfaction you’ll always have darkness.   But in darkness,  you’ll find the light. ❜

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@gehennacore  :   ‘ you wouldn’t dare cross me. i am god & you are the soil beneath my feet. ’ //back to bother u again

        Ah,  there’s that ego again.   It never ceased to impress.   They were polar opposites in that aspect and it certainly played a factor in him placing Gundham on a pedestal.   He smiled,  feeling no inclination to disagree or dispute.     ❛ You’re right!   I’m a little shocked you would even say that to someone as lowly as me.   We never get a chance to talk,  it’s not my place to waste your time but,  I feel honored you’d grace me with your presence. ❜      To the untrained ear it might have sounded sarcastic --- but anybody who knew Nagito,  would know that’s not the case.     ❛ And don’t worry.   You’re also right about me not daring to cross you.   I definitely think that would be a mistake. ❜

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@murdcrbear  :   ‘ trying to get rid of me? oh honey, you’ll have to try much harder than that. ’ (( :3c ))

It’s true that so far  their attempts at uncovering the truth and putting an end to this cruelty have proved to be utterly futile.   Nagito cared little about his own well-being,  and what may become of him on this accursed island --- but he would not witness the downfall of hope embodied.   And for that,  he felt the sting of Monokuma’s sadistic jeering.

        The air was still & humid and the oceanic scent once symbiotic with carefree smiles was now nothing more than miasma.   It would forever remind him of death.   .  .  . If he were to survive,  that is.   This is what you want isn’t it.   Stripping hope in place of despair,  turning good to bad.   Unforgivable.   Nagito crossed his arms tightly gripping his bicep without awareness.   He felt sick to his stomach.

❛ You haven’t made it easy for us,  that’s true.   But anyone could have figured that.  You’re calculating,  and you’re relying on a certain set of events to unfold,  right? ❜     After all,  there’s a reason they were dragged here.      ❛ For someone full of despair,  goading Hope’s Peak elites into picking each other off is the ultimate display.   But you’re underestimating hope.   So believe me --- You’re not gonna be crowned victor when this is all over. ❜

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@monarchmark​  :   ‘ things didn’t turn out the way i planned, but i’m alright with that ! ’ // from daichi, if that's okay ... uwu ...

❛ So you’re the ultimate  track and field star,   huh? ❜      He carried himself kindly,  and exuded a sense of ardor.   That’s to be expected of an athlete,  of course.     ❛ That’s okay.   Sometimes things happen,  from the small to the unthinkable,  you just have to go with it and make compromises with fate.   From my experiences,  it occasionally works out better that way. ❜     It would be easy to thank ultimate luck for that feat.   But Nagito suspects that’s how life is for everyone --- as volatile as an earthquake.      ❛ It’s great that you’re able to see the silver lining even if it’s not what you wanted.   I think a lot of people could learn from you.   It’s obvious you belong at Hope’s Peak! ❜ 

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@koagema  :   heheheh, all according to keikaku B) }

oh my god I thought I was the only one who still said that but also I SWEAR..... I will get you back someday,  mark my words

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ooc.  hello,  I see I have more of those ask meme things to reply to,  thanks to everyone sending them in!  unfortunately I am very tired since my sleep schedule is still flipped,  and europe is currently facing an unbearable heatwave  ( we don’t have air conditioning,  rip )  which is making it really difficult to be around my computer at the moment so I will probably have to respond to those over the weekend — apologies all

edit.  finally got around to replying to them,  it’s closed now,  and I will queue the rest of the responses.  meanwhile I am still dying from the heatwave

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ooc.  hello,  I see I have more of those ask meme things to reply to,  thanks to everyone sending them in!  unfortunately I am very tired since my sleep schedule is still flipped,  and europe is currently facing an unbearable heatwave  ( we don’t have air conditioning,  rip )  which is making it really difficult to be around my computer at the moment so I will probably have to respond to those over the weekend --- apologies all