here be my sins

call me Trash. she/her. probably too old for this shit

[hornyfandomtrash]

Hey, guys. The world is pain and America's going back to a dark place... have some miscellaneous Committed porn I wrote to comfort myself. No, I don't yet know when it will appear.

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Utterly naked, Anakin steps into the shower stall behind Luke and crowds him against the tiles.

"Anakin, wait, everyone else —"

"Are several halls away right now, if they have any sense." Anakin snakes a hand around Luke's hip to grasp his cock, which rapidly — shamefully — thickens in his grip. "We have plenty of time and no witnesses." He squeezes firmly, calloused fingers applying dizzying pressure. "We both know you've been after this all day..."

Luke flushes, heart fluttering, unable to move. "I have n— *aaah!*"

Anakin smirks against the back of his neck and repeats the motion, thumb pressing into the sensitive head of Luke's cock. "I don't believe you, sweetheart." He flutters his fingers along the shaft. "This pretty little dick gives you away."

The water beats down on them both; what had been lukewarm before is now uncomfortably hot, warming his skin to match the fire in his belly. Anakin wraps his other arm around Luke's shoulders, drawing him backward, encouraging him to lean into the firm muscles of the older man's chest.

"Just relax. You're so stiff, I bet you've been aching for me for ages... were you, baby? Have you been waiting for me all this time?" He speeds up his hand, drawing a ragged sound from Luke's throat. "Let me help you. I'll make you feel so good, you have no idea."

"Anakin, please — "

"Please what? Stop? If you really want that, I will — but you have to ask. I won't let you be shy, Luke, not anymore." He presses a kiss to one trembling shoulder, curling his massive body around Luke's back. "Or you can say nothing, and I'll do what we both want..."

[hornyfandomtrash]

I'm still not dead, and I am slowly starting to write again. Here's some random Committed smut to prove it. Unedited.

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Anakin's hand wraps around the length of Luke's dick, nails rasping like talons along the sensitive skin. Luke's eyes snap open, but that's worse: intense blue eyes stare back at him, all that predatory focus locked onto his face, tracking his every movement.

He feels small and soft and vulnerable. He feels like Anakin could claw out his guts at any moment.

"Relax," Anakin says, squeezing almost too hard. "This will feel good, I promise."

Luke's hips jerk of their own accord; he tries to pull away, but Anakin follows the motion, squeezing the base of his shaft and working his way back up again. Shamefully, the touch doesn't chafe: Luke's soaking wet already, slippery precome leaking obscenely from the head of his dick, lubing him up as well as any oil.

Anakin doesn't comment, but Luke knows he's noticed.

The next stroke pulls a whimper from Luke's throat, and the one after that makes him moan.

"Quiet, baby," Anakin orders, pressing a thumbnail into the glans, "or do you need me to make you?"

He repeats the motion, a little harder, almost painful. Luke cries out. A dangerous expression flickers across Anakin's face — when did Luke open his eyes again? he wishes he hadn't — and his voice drops lower, practically a growl, thrilled and threatening all at once. "So be it."

He lets go of Luke's cock, and then, faster than Luke can process, grabs him by the shoulders and spins him around so they're pressed tightly together, Luke's back to Anakin's chest, a hand clamped over his mouth. The unmistakeable length of an erection juts against the crack of his ass. He sucks in a desperate breath through his nose, terrified.

"There," Anakin murmurs, syrupy-sweet praise, "there, sweet boy. Be as noisy as you want now: no one will hear you."

His other hand falls back to stroking, and Luke nearly comes.

[hornyfandomtrash]

Recently stumbled upon Committed. Honestly one of the best aniluke fics I've ever read <3

Thank you so much!!

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Waking up and seeing a notification that you posted on Ao3 legitimately made my day tysm

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[hornyfandomtrash]

Wanted to let you know I miss your writings and hope you're doing ok. The US is in a very dark place but as women we will persevere as we always have

Hi! This is so sweet of you, thank you! I don't want to sound like I'm invoking the AO3 curse, but for months I had a medical thing that gave me constant nausea, headaches, and fatigue, to the extent that screentime was miserable and I had absolutely no drive to write. I've been doing much, much better the past few weeks, and now the holdup is just that I need to rewatch SW to remember how to write the characters. I'm not sure when I'll update (i have half a chapter that i wrote before i started feeling crummy), but rest assured, I have not abandoned fanfic!

[ozvezdja]

one thing i rlly rlly love abt matthew stover's take on the mustafar fight is how delusional he writes anakin. i mean hes flashing the crazy eyes in the movies but there's this specific kind of ruthlessness he has that people mistake for knowing what hes doing. like, he SOUNDS really convinced abt what hes saying and doing and youre hoping somewhere up there the hamster wheel is still spinning but willingness for cold blooded murder still doesnt mean ability for cold blooded reasoning. the hamster wheel IS still spinning but the hamster is on coke. but in the novelisation tho... he contradicts himself three times in a single exchange. padme tells him obi-wan is trying to kill him and that she didnt let him know where anakin was. anakin says aw thats too bad bc obi-wan has to die, hes a hussy and an enemy of state and he would have loved to fight him etc etc, really padme SHOULD have led him to him. then obi-wan shows up, anakin immediately attacks padme for leading obi-wan to him. you can argue that this was him being mad over perceived deception, not him changing his mind abt being sooo into fighting his best friend to the death (he does tell padme he would have loved this if it was a lover's gift) but then. after he choked out padme over the whole obi-wan thing he turns to obi-wan and is basically like yeah you can walk away. just retire or something. i wont bother you if you dont bother me, you always liked to meditate in solitude

[ozvezdja]

BUT ALSO he's like (to himself) im killing palpatine the moment he tells me his top 10 necromancy tricks that the jedi council doesn't want you to know. to padme he says theyre gonna wait till palpatine gives himself a bad rep bc of his violent takeover and THEN do a heroic little coup d'etat. to obi-wan hes already speaking of his empire. now all of this kinda fits together into the same end goal (palpatine dead, anakin doing galactic domination) but im not convinced he really thought about how hes gonna get there. i think if mustafar didnt end up with him being minced like garlic & left to simmer until flavourful, he would have continued to ride his exponentially growing delusions of gradiosity and put together a delightful, brilliant 5 year plan. then take a nap and wake up to discover he wrote the entire thing in fucking hieroglyphs and step 2 is just a hyperrealistic sketch of obi-wan in jail. step 3 is an unrelated rant abt the cost of groceries that derails into a politically questionable manifesto abt how necessary it is to centralise power and how its all the senate's fault, the seperatists' fault, the jedi's fault, the people's fault etc step 4 is him talking abt how excited he is to kill that old man. step 5 is empty

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Have another Committed snippet, folks. Someday there will be a whole chapter

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“Have you used a bench press before?”

“Yes.” 

“Really?”

Coloring, Luke admits, “Um, a few times. A while ago.”

“I see.” Anakin smiles so patiently that it’s condescending. “Get on the bench, I’ll give you a refresher course.” 

Something in his hindbrain prickles at the thought of sitting while the other man stands, but Anakin is in a really good mood and Luke doesn’t want to ruin that. He settles himself on the cracked leather upholstery without protest, sitting sideways so he doesn’t have to turn his back. 

“No, farther down than that, closer to the end.” Anakin nods when Luke obediently scoots down. “Good. Now lie back.”

Luke startles. “What?”

[zith2345]

Baby Bear and Mama Bear

[zith2345]

Father’s clothes

[intermundia]

"Anakin's relationship with Palpatine eclipses his relationship with Obi-Wan," Christensen remarks. "But he doesn't really have a clear devotion to one or the other. Anakin as he will be played is—I don't want to say naïve, but his belief system is still open. He still isn't exactly set in his devotion to the Jedi or to Palpatine. He is looking to see how he can get more power, but his ideas of good and evil are not black and white."

reading about hayden's understanding of anakin's psychology in revenge of the sith is so illuminating. his fall is not about his moral convictions or about loyalty to a mentor. he's selfishly looking for ways to increase his own power to resist change, without regard for any ethical boundaries, he simply doesn't care about that. he's apolitical, amoral; it's all about what he wants.

anakin just doesn't love obi-wan and the jedi more than he loves being important and having control over the world around him. he doesn't love freedom or justice more than he loves license to do and have whatever he wants. it's really what makes him so dangerous, such a malleable weapon to be wielded. he doesn't have ethical boundaries or convictions to keep him steady.

lacking firm definition of what is good and what is evil allows anakin to redefine those terms to suit his needs. it's what allows him to kill innocents and still not think of himself as evil. it's what allows him to tell obi-wan that the jedi are evil, despite it being an obvious self-delusion. he's lost because his moral compass doesn't point north, but spins freely to face whatever he wants.

[incognito-cactus]

Dragon AU! Courtesy of @vaderlukecore & friends from the Vaderluke discord server :)

[hornyfandomtrash]

Go ahead, Luke, fuck your dragon daddy. Idk how.

[celebrinienjoyer]

god grant me the strength to write my weird porn, the serenity to write my weird porn and the wisdom to write my weird porn

[thebibliomancer]

Anakin in a nutshell

[faeriekit]

I ship this ship because:

I have eyes

I can see

I am the smartest person in the room

I receive divine revelations about them in the dead of night, alone in my chambers

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[all-the-bones-ever-deactivated2]

this hit me like a truck