This is not easy. Creativity is helping me get through this uncertain, very serious and overwhelmingly saddening experience. I'm trying out projects that one would typically associate with childhood. I painted a rock the other day with only two paint colors (my lack of usable acrylic paints was an interesting quarantine discovery). I'm also thinking up plans for a bird feeder with leftover craft supplies. Possibly my favorite project has been two projects in one: a felted knit bowl. I've always loved crafts as a means of relaxing, but now these activities seem essential for me. They have been a brilliant comfort. And while I have made some things, I'm admittedly less productive overall with less structure in my routine, but that's alright. I am deeply saddened by the lives lost. My heart goes out to those who have lost a family member, their job, those who are working extra hard, those without a home, those struggling mentally... I recognize how lucky I am to have a supportive work culture, or even A JOB. And my family, so far, is doing fine. As for staying inside, it feels frustrating and stifling at times, even as someone who loves my home and loves being there. Lifelong plans are getting cancelled. People's routines and lives are being upended. And it can be immensely disheartening to not have access to things that help us thrive and allow us to contribute. This has been, and will continue to be, a major learning experience for me. It has awakened some doubts within me, but I DO NOT doubt I am doing the absolute best thing right now: staying home. If anyone who reads this needs to vent, please feel welcome to message me directly. I may not get back to you right away, but I am here for you to listen to what you're feeling. This is not easy. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-KyEP1jV3E/?igshid=1ge8vur4bn8wu
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