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RAAAAAAAH why was 13 year old me a wise prophet and now at 19 I cannot breathe if the heel of my socks slide up ? like goo goo ga ga lmao

looking that the things i write when in the thick of it is SOO embarrassing I get post nut clarity after playing fruit ninja and I realize it was never that serious

sometimes i look in the mirror and say boohoo bitch and then I stop crying and strut out

I think I got a little better at it

Tw: CvT

ALL SFX MAKEUP

FAKE BODY

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I can't wait to add on to this when I finally hit beans

#tw sh implied #tw sh related #mental illness #tw razors #tw self destructive behavior #tw scars #tw shelf harm #tw cvts #tw cvtter #styro cvt

I just need to break everything around me. then I’ll be fine.

#bpd rage #breakdown #im going insane #bpd vent #I wish I could make the voices stop but I fear nothing I do will #I can’t stay confined to my bones any longer

Found cheap sharp blades!!! Thought I’d share for educational purposes. -

TW: teeny tiny styro

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After buying I got in the car to test these out, (not a wrist girlie btw) just to see if they were any sharp. I barely pressed down, expecting a cat scratch, and then it opened up into a cute lil styro. it looked so much better when dry. but my point still stands. the blades are pretty good! I am excited!

#tw sh implied #tw sh related #tw self destructive behavior #tw self mutilation #self h@rm #self mutalition #tw styro #tw razors #tw blade #tw shelf harm

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winteringvenus

yeah, i prefer feeling my stomach flat and my clothes loose all day rather than feeling bloated and having my clothes stick to my body.

had an anxiety weight loss recently and now i’m addicted to how my face is starting to hollow out! i got off my game for a bit but trust, I am not making it out this time. If I can’t kill myself quickly, I’ll do it over time!