You get sad, Harry. Too sad. People can't get that sad. It's impossible to watch... Other people get sad too, but not like you, you stay down for too long.
♫ the martyred adonai . ╋━ paradise1997 20 y/o . it/it's . ramcoa polyfragmented borderline narc system. ♡ taken by our mentally ill corpsegirl who we love figures of divine and beyond-our-understanding authority are attractive to me
welcome to our system blog ! we post all kinds of stuff here, mostly about systemhood, our partner-system, venting, and diary stuff! we also post about disorders. keep in mind that our blog is ours, and is to post what we want and what makes us happy. if you are uncomfortable with what we post , it is your responsibility to curate your online experience and block us
𓉸 ㅤwe do not do good with social interaction. growing up in our abusive situation meant we don't know how to properly socialise... we try our best. we are a survivour of ramcoa, and are usually exceptionally anxious or afraid. we keep our personal life incredibly private.
collectively, we have narcissistic personality disorder, borderline personality disorder and autism spectrum disorder. we also suffer from myalgic encephalitis. we are often times tired, exhausted, moody and generally not in a very good mood... we ask that you keep this in mind while interacting with us.
several of our alters have blogs on tumblr... however, you've gotta ask for them! we're fairly private (&& paranoid) so we don't like to just hand out our things at any given point ... ㅤㅤall it takes is a little dm either way.
We love... SCP, Witch Hat Atelier, Gachiakuta, Minecraft Youtubers, The Magnus Archives, Malevolent, horror, Pathologic, POSTAL games, Death Stranding, marvel, creepypasta, indie games, weapons, slenderverse, args, the king in yellow, lovecraft, KMFDM, music, metal, punk, history, wars and so much more!
I'm always open to more friends and interaction! I love talking to people! Please, always send me messages. ㅤㅤif you aren't my equal, I've gotta warn you, it might take a hot minute for me to respond. I usually only check tumblr to see if I got any notifications!
✂ ㅤㅤmy dni is nothing special. don't engage in syscourse with me I will scream. antisemites, people who make israel jokes (ESPECIALLY if they're from the US...), holocaust/holodomor/palestinians genocide deniers ... otherwise, I block freely.
DEFINITION ⠀✦⠀ a fragarian attraction in which the attraction feels like how a large (powerful) creature loves a smaller (weaker) creature, even if not in the same way the smaller creature loves the larger. a counterpart to welaren attraction.
for day 03 of @honey-makes-mogai's 500 follower / birthday event; a gift for mod 🫀.
pt: definition, a fragarian attraction in which the attraction feels like how a large (powerful) creature loves a smaller (weaker) creature, even if not in the same way the smaller creature loves the larger. a counterpart to welaren attraction(link).
for day 03 of @/honey-makes-mogai's 500 follower/birthday event(link); a gift for mod 🫀 (heart organ emoji). end pt.
───⠀⠀⠀a term for anyone who has / wants a relationship dynamic where they williningly are someone's pawn ( Usually a King - Pin ) ; usually being used for crimes or other unsavory acts , although not limited to that .
attraction in terms of wanting to do everything for someone(s) , no matter what it is . undying loyalty even when you dont understand.
It is characterized by ( eternal devotion giving up atoumony , obsession , etc )
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Q : Could this be considered a nichelink or [insert other relationship term] ?
A : Sure , if you want it to be . This was mostly so I could post this without any type of restrictions . . ( + I dont really understand how to coin in pre - existing terms )
Q : What inspired you to make this term ?
A : This is heavily inspired by hankisa's relationship , and as I am one ( of them ) , I wanted an accurate term for my attraction .
[ TAGGING : @museedu ( hope thats okay ? ) Ask to be added ( please ) . ]
Q : You're flag is butt fuck ugly . Can I remake it ?
for when two or more people depend on each other in a way that goes beyond any kind of relationship known by humankind , && said relationship can be described as platonic , queerplatonic , romantic , or something else entirely , including something new and unique but what matters is that you depend on them and they depend on you in a way as if you and them are the same being „
made with pwDPD , pwBPD and aroacespec people in mind but it is not exclusive „
cohadris atttraction - a type of attraction characterized by consistency, familiarity, and inseparability; it may also include feelings of agreement, closeness, compatibility, dependence, harmony, stability, and understanding, but doesn't have to.
cohadris attraction is felt on the basis that the object of one's attraction is something/someone consistent in one's life, something/someone oneself is familiar with, and being unable to imagine one's life without the object of one's attraction.
cohadrity - one's cohadris orientation.
constush - the object of one's cohadris attraction, notably something/someone isn't currently in a relationship with.
steadship - a cohadris relationship.
reliance - one in a cohadris relationship/steadship.
we have plans to make subterms for basically every orientation PSD in our google drive, and then some.
terms/flags by us. for genesis. tagging @radiomogai.
a tertiary/fragarian attraction centered around a desire for possession, control, or dependence. it is characterised by giving attention and guidance to someone in exchange for attention, supply, or the sense that they belong to you or rely on you. this attraction may not stem from traditional ideas of love, but it can represent someone's personal version of love or attachment, even if it feels transactional or unconventional.
this was made with pw cluster b disorders in mind, but anyone may use it if it resonates with them.
a fragarian attraction based on wanting to intellectually debate & or your attraction is based around "outsmarting" your object(s) of affection.
debatant attraction may present in many ways such as:
• wanting to get into discussions and debates with your ooa (object of affection) with the whole point being for one other to come out on top.
• playfully mocking, ridiculing & or sizing up your ooa.
• feeling a certain tension when one engages in debates with ones ooa.
• being attracted to ones ability to either dominate a conversation or the exact opposite; getting crushed by it.
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debatant attraction may have similarities to fervalic attraction but the key difference is never wanting things to get physical as the attraction stems from purely social means.
ones debatant attraction ooa may be considered an "opponent" or "rival".
this is my first time ever coining an attraction term! i apologize if some things seem vague or hard to understand, i had a hard time explaining this but i can always clarify if needed. otherwise, this has been in the drafts for a while and i'm really happy with it :-)
• already coined? consider this an alternative flag.
A form of emotional or interpersonal focus where one person becomes the central, often exclusive, object of affection, attention, or devotion regardless of whether the connection is romantic, platonic, or something else. Relationships with other people may feel mellowed or generally lighter.
Coined from the neurodivergent term monotropism; Monotropism is an individual's tendency to focus their attention on a small or singular number of interests at any time, with them neglecting or not perceiving lesser interests
This term was made by and for neurodivergent people!
A bit more explanation to clear overlaps
This attraction style may be mistaken for a Borderline FP, a romantic crush, or limerence, but it is typically more stable, less idealized, and not dependent on reciprocation. It is not rooted in fantasy, but in a sense of real love and priority.
In our personal experience our partner system is our object of attraction, they are our priority. We DO care and like other people but we don’t really sought out interaction from them, we also struggle to identify where our bonds lay so we just wait until they pick what we are to them
friends? awesome. best friends? yippee. bffs 5ever? woohoo.
A label that can be described as feeling like your relationships are inherently doomed because of the way you love. This could be caused by being unable to truly love, loving the wrong people, loving too much, or any other reason
for those that desire romantic relationships/connections but struggle due to an aversion to being emotionally vulnerable and generally feeling closed off or as if their emotions are sealed away
— requested by anon ! taglist @radiomogai @fleurvoidteacollective @narcpolar (ask to be added/removed.)
☆ SAVEDMENTED — the other side to the tormvaiour attraction! an attraction label where you desire to be tormented yet saved by your object of attraction! this can be being their victim, but them saving your, or being hurt yet helped by your object of attraction! this is attraction is pushed by your object of attraction having control over you! be careful with what you do, consensual stuff first etc
☆ tormvaiour attraction from me! words combined are saved + tormented! for @kalliepride !
☆ coined by your friend :-)
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