sometimes it feels like i will never find another girlfriend. trying to remind myself i do actually get flirted with on a regular basis. i'm just picky! people who have hit on me in the past few weeks:
mid-40s woman at a gay bar: approached asking me if i wanted to claim her extra ticket to a concert that night. pretty bold as a pickup line! i was not interested.
late twenties masc playing pool: clocked me immediately, left the game, and came over to try to pick me up. they were not hot but they were super nice and i respected the confidence! they said they recently realized that you can just talk to any woman no matter how hot she is. you can just say hi. i was like yeah that's true. we chatted for about twenty minutes.
mid-40s butch who's big in the community: this one was a bit tricky because i do actually like him a lot, as a friend. not into him sexually. but we know a lot of the same people and he runs events that i go to on a regular basis. he was very classy/subtle about trying to figure out if i was into him (offered to buy my drink, give me a ride home, very polite touches on the leg/arm) so i think he will take being curved well. i hope.
hot tattooed fem bartender: we've been on 2 dates so far and i don't think it's love but we definitely want to fuck each other. however, i am on a self-imposed break from casual sex because i cannot be trusted not to let it turn into a situationship. so i think i am going to have to break it off and just not go to this bar for a couple months. well!
cute butch with dimples at the beach: this was really more me hitting on them, but i think they were into it. i hope they show up to the event i'm organizing later this week. their friend just added me on insta so i think they're at least trying to stalk me online.
24-year-old fem at dance party: all the confidence in the WORLD but she was shocked to discover me and N were a decade older than her. she just started chatting as if we knew each other. only person so far to hear i'm a gemini and not react like i said i'm diagnosed evil
thirtysomething fem at bar: very into vampires, but otherwise weirdly normie. we chatted iwtv for half an hour. she did not have the confidence to actually hit on me, but she did feebly ask for my instagram and give me several once-overs. i think she is newly out and not sure how to hit on women.
stud at dance party: respectable attempt. compliment + chat about outfits + ask if i want to dance. i was not interested but i liked the effort.
fem at dance party: muddled signals. asked me to fix something on her outfit like a bestie but then stayed chatting for too long about where we're from etc, then tried to turn it around at the last second to ask if i'm single, then when i said yes did not even actually ask me out or to dance, just asked for my instagram and left for the bathroom.
fem at dance party: just yelled "hi i'm Name!" then smiled at me for an awkward ten seconds before departing. embarrassing. this happened like three times in a row with three different fems.
fem at picnic: super awkward person. pointed out she could see through my shirt a little and giggled like she was in middle school. i was like girl i know, i did it on purpose to be slutty. i left the picnic early to avoid her.
coworker??? kind of?? impossible to explain who this person is to me without doxxing myself but she is a lesbian i know professionally who only knows me professionally and yet has been bringing up pretty sexy topics on a regular basis. kind of inappropriate! we have never met in person. i am a bit flattered but also not sure i'm interested.
