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[borntodieparadiseedition3]

365 partygirl

[ifmarxwasreall]

literally me

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

every time i think ive moved on from my feelings for him, he shows up in my dreams. watching me, at a distance, or through my friends, and it’s weird because i don’t think about him like at all, not even subconsciously and then boom he shows up unannounced. usually when i dream about someone it’s not as intense as this was. in the dream he was talking to my friend on a facetime and i didn’t realize that it was him on the phone, i remember smiling at the call and after that, i realized it was him, he didn’t say anything tho he was just watching me through the phone. also my friend isn’t aware of the fact that i used to like him and she always mentions him when we go out which is a little bit weird when i think about it. now i have this weird feeling that he’s kinda observing me, or watching me through our mutual friend and it was revealed to me in a dream.

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

a new year started, and im bored out of my mind, nothing interesting is going on. im back into reading because my brain is craving for something, anything and im getting nothing. i cant wait for this stage of boringness to pass, but i also think it’s good for me to feel this way. im learning how to deal with this feeling of being bored and not begin on my phone so much. i feel like people forgot the essence of boredom

feeling: philosophical

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

my feelings for him are fading, the universe set us apart for a reason, and i am accepting that. i wrote a letter about my feelings and i will burn it and release the ashes in the nature. letting go. i am not going into a new year longing for anything or anyone ! out of sight, out of mind.

feeling: 1,2 1,2,3 release em 🎈

[ifmarxwasreall]

dead digital diary ♡

am i selfish for secretly wishing that he breaks up with his gf? not to be with me, but just to be available again.

sometimes those thoughts creep up in my mind, but i never say them out loud, and whenever they occur i literally cringe from thinking like that because i never had such wishes before. like when im doing something random my mind just goes “i wish he would break up…“ and i literally stop and shake my head. but it can’t be that bad, right? since i know i won’t do anything about the situation except move on. i hate it here.

feeling: i want someone badly by jeff buckley

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

this is the worst.

i realized that i have developed feelings for this one guy, we were “friends”, i knew that he wanted me but he also wasn’t a freak, like he was normal and that honestly freaked me out. now he’s in a relationship and i figured out my feelings too late. my friend said to text him, but i won’t, i can’t do something like that to him or to the girl he’s with! that is below my morals. so i decided to suffer in silence and wait for those feelings to disappear. and now, im talking to someone else but i can’t help but wonder what if.

feeling: jim from the office

[deadpoet111-deactivated20260315]

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

the party was insane, met so many new people, had so much fun, i was dunk asffff omg then we ended up in some weird club where i tried dmt and it was weird but at the same time interesting, can’t really explain it, also the high didn’t last long

this night out was definitely an experience, but other than that it was a blast 💗

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

im going to a party tomorrow (technically today, but the day does not end until i go to bed) and im so excited, i can’t wait to dance my soul away, take pictures with my friends and dress tf up

feeling: party rock anthem 🪩

[harlotstarlet777]

yuck i’m sooo late but thank u 4 the tag @cocainaaxlsd ily <333

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[rayainterrupted111]

tysm for the tag @harlotstarlet777 !!

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[xoxo-angel-girl]

tysm for the tag !! <3

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[sweetcupcakedolliie]

thank u 4 the tag angel!! @xoxo-angel-girl

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[ethlanaangel-deactivated2026010]

♱ • Thank you for the tag, Angel!

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[c1nnamongirl222]

THANK YOUUUU :33 @ethlanaangel

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[ifmarxwasreall]

thank you 4 the tagg @c1nnamongirl222

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ make a mood board based on your personality ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

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[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

sunday refresh, welcoming the 1st of december with clean sheets, everything shower, skin and hair care. entering a new week and month fresh, ready for blessings ⭐️ !! 🪐

feeling: unintentional

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

reading tarot while you are 🍃💗! with your friend is so girly and beautiful, we reached flow state ⭐️

feeling: queen of wands

[coquettefawn]

[ifmarxwasreall]

dear digital diary ♡

he kinda called out my commitment issues ?! he mentioned it nonchalantly, he’s aware.

feeling: white rabbit with the watch (scared, restless)

[vanilllagirlss]

[ifmarxwasreall]

i love to cook and bake 💗 ! ! but i hate it when a man thinks i’m gonna do it for him, just because he’s a man.