yvette.

if you should forget the entrance to dreams

[iikupiano]

hey there sally...

you look so pretty!

yvette/val she/him

ults

★ lngshot (louis/woojin)

★ nct wish (sakuya/jaehee)

★ cortis (martin/juhoon)

★ xdh (junhan/gunil/jooyeon)

more in depth yap bc i dont shut up and a carrd isnt enough!

im yvette (or valérie...idrc), i speak english & french but i only post eng here. im bigender, biromantic and asexual ☝️🤓 im going into law, i love working with kids and im a huge history, weather, and writing nerd. ive liked kpop since 2019 but didnt get really involved until november 2024! i love dying my hair & fashion, i experiment with makeup all the time and i love decorating.

I have a long long long stan list but a few of my non ult favs are xlov, p1harmony, chuu, txt, illit and boynextdoor! my biases are wumuti, keeho/soul/jongseob, hyuka/yeonjun, moka, & leehan/woonhak!

a few of my hobbies are sewing, drawing, gaming, and sticker collecting. I have one kid (fur baby), my cat pippi (pip-e, not peepee), hes a fat black cat. thats all for him really! I love him very very much 🥹.

I play genshin impact, mk11/10, and acnh a lot! mainly genshin so I'll go in depth about that. I main zibai/yelan and have been playing since 2021! but my faves are pantalone (come home dada), ayato, kazuha, and neuvilette!

I watch very few shows and movies but my favourites are alice in borderland, the turning, mean girls, the black phone, and miss night and day. my faves are aib and the turning though. aib holds such a special place in my heart idk why 😭🙏 nobu, ikeno, niragi (mainly the actor but nerdragi 👀), chishiya (char. not the actor pls.), ippei, ryuji, and usagi my loves ohmygod. I heart characters that get one episode ❤️🫶

I think thats all

tysm @kodaswrld for the bow divider 🫶

[iikupiano]

tumblr vs me: 1-0

kept on glitching my pinned post while editing it just for me to hate it

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I hate it when ppl assume I only listen to kpop and that my life revolves around kpop and everything. NO! COULDNT BE MORE WRONG!!! I listen to everything. every. thing. i had a gacha phase and STILL know the songs, 2000s and 90s rnb/rap is what I grew up on, im an indie music freak. gimme any punk or rock and I'll eat that up, I fw modern rap heavily. classical and jazz, theatre soundtracks, those weird anime edit songs from 2020 tiktok? like the "she watch anime" song?? I LOVE THAT GENRE. I love russian pop and german metal, and i could do basic pop ANY DAY. riot grrrl ohmygod ily 🫶

I love kpop with my whole heart but it's not my whole life.

[iikupiano]

FINN WOLFHARD YOUVE DONE IT AGAIN YOU DOG FIRE FROM THE HIP AOTY

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theres something so deep and adoring in calling a friend by a shortened version of their name

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everything gets so much funnier after like 11pm, just over here a hooting and hollering bc of a post abt that argentinian pilot who jumped out mid flight while training a young woman and one of the top comments was "oh man I hate a pop quiz" like thats horrible but ohmygod I couldn't breathe for like 5 minutes

[iikupiano]

so broke i actually did the aranara quest

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THEY GOT DADA (x3)

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smth fishy abt this future thing in s3 of aib....

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gotta be a greed thing

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well...wow uh idk...yeah that happened

[fangiest]

WHEEEEEERE ARE MY NOBU PEOPLE…I thought there was gonna be more of you 💔

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smth fishy abt this future thing in s3 of aib....

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gotta be a greed thing

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smth fishy abt this future thing in s3 of aib....

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everytime my phone freezes i get a lil scared. it's had this thing of dying at 5% and then when I plug it in, 2 minutes later its at 100% and I have to restart it multiple times to turn on... thats gonna be expensive eventually but everyday its held together by hopes and dreams.

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not allowed to have sparklers while drunk anymore #fairs

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love being american on the 4th of july 🥹 time to eat n drink my heart out

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saw 3 notifications and thought "oh sick lets see these 3 messages!" "chat with hot single women in your area" ...... no thanks 🙂

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idk if ill ever come out to my family??? putting stuff under cut bc long and slight mentions of homophobia

but so uh, since June started and before my parents have always called me fruity, or compared me to rainbow things?? I got nervous ofc bc thats not a conversation im ready for. bc i know they'll ask, "but how did you know?" and what am I supposed to say??? "yeah this french girl treated me better than anyone ever could, and then left and broke my heart. but she made my standards so high that I knew women like her existed, and oh yeah ive had a girlfriend but she accused me of cheating on her with my now ex boyfriend!" NO IM NOT DOING THAT!!! too much, too much. the only thing that makes me nervous is bc my dumbass put a pride flag in my bedroom!!! right where when I leave the door open (which its open all the time for my cats) they can see it. I dont think they'd care abt me being bi...but i did come out as lesbian to my mom a few years ago (maybe like 6 years ago?) and she brushed it off and said i was "too young to know." They also know my whole friend group is queer, one of my bsf's having a gf and being pan, my childhood bsf being trans ftm and gay with a bf. they know that info and its not crazy to assume they would think it would "rub off on me."

and then theres the stuff with me being bigender. thats what might blow up in my face. ik my dad's opinion on trans ppl, which its changed significantly! once he learnt abt my bsf and I just talked to him more about it, he became accepting and I think he's chill with pronouns? my mom would (hopefully) support me, but there's always the looming though of "what if she sees me differently?" idk how to explain it to them other than just "i go by she/her and he/him, and I'd like if you used he more though."

ive always had second thoughts abt being bigender ever since i talked to my pookie wookie dookie abt it (yk who u r ily 🥹🥹), bc im just very feminine. my friend group knows my whole world revolves around pink and boy bands, but I want them to use he?? especially after some gender dysphoria I had a few years ago where I asked them to not use he/him at all for me?? its just, how will ppl use he/him if im obviously a biological woman? (sorry if that's the wrong terminology, correct me pls) but also I live in a rural area, no women r wlw and no men here would be okay with dating a bigender person bc "ew that would make me gay wouldnt it?" which i actually dont know how that would be labelled.

but yeah, learning who i am is hard but thats what happens when toxic relationships hold you back for over a decade, but finding the right group of ppl who love you for who you are is the big part