when you know, you know right?

[observando]

[iknowbutt]

It's been a while and I"m not gonna lie, it was my boyfriend who inspired me to write something again. 

Life is good. Probably better than I would ever expect this to be in this moment of my life. Tumblr has always been a place for us to note every important moment in our shared life which is why I can't miss the biggest event which is about to happen. I am going to England in a week time and I can't comprehend, not saying about expressing my excitement. Being there is making my dreams come true, yet I have never actually believed this could ever happen. Now, I am having 3 long weeks ahead of me and not only in the places I have always wanted to see but most importantly with a person I know I want to spend my life with.

Life is good. You know when you say life couldn't get any better? Mine's about to get there.  How is this even possible?

[iknowbutt]

Having perfect boyfriend is a blessing. That's also a challenge, because I want to be as good to him as he is for me. And for now, I feel I fail, 100% disaster.

[shimmery]

[seeyouinjune-blog]

[iknowbutt]

seeyouinjune:

How You Know You're In Love

You feel it seep all the way into your bones.

You feel physically sick when you’re not with this person.

When you see them your face and eyes light up and your heart and whatever sadness or loneliness is in it evaporates when they are in your sights.

When they touch you, time stops, it lingers on your skin.

When you catch them looking at you, you feel like the most beautiful person on earth.

When you can make them smile or laugh, your heart could stop for a moment, because you were able and lucky enough to draw a positive reaction from deep within their belly.

When you hug them it feels like being wrapped in sunshine and flowers and life.

You know in your heart you would give up anything and everything to make them want you back the same way.

The idea of holding their hand produces millions of butterflies and little pinches in your eyes, holding their little fingers and bones sounds like the most beautiful, wonderful thing you could ever do.

Everything about them is beautiful, knuckles, toes, the way their hair parts on their head, down to their eyebrows. Everything.

                                         That’s how I know.

That's how I FEEL.

[iknowbutt]

My hair  smell of you and I just saw myself cuddling up to your chest. You smell so sweet. For a second before I thought maybe too sweet because I got this headache but it's gone now so it cannot be too sweet clearly.

I miss you. Not sure how long I can go like this, without you. 

[iknowbutt]

I am officially having the best boyfriend ever.He is just the best in everything ok! THE BEST. I wanna cry so hard out of happiness. Well more because I love my pens, but that counts as happiness too!

[iknowbutt]

The future gets shorter the longer we wait.

[my-teen-quote]

[born--for--this]

[iknowbutt]

getting old

I just think I have never thought about it because I never was so excited and happy to spend my life with someone before and now it feels like entire life wouldnt be enough.

[iknowbutt]

boyfriendsy

I like how it never stops surprising me, the fact my boyfriend is actually the man I would really crave if I met him among some other men. And if he wouldn't pay enough attention to me I would feel like flirting and making him want me.

I have never experienced anything like this before and that's why he's the one. 

[observando]

[iknowbutt]

my boyfriend never stops being sexy

he is getting more and more of this if anything. I love this man. Leaves me breathless!

[iknowbutt]

he heals my sore insides, forever succeeding

[iknowbutt]

Is this really like, when you're in love you see your love in every possible man. You perceive the way they smile as similar and all those general acts being like awww, my man is exactly like this. This is the cutest,  I love him! 

[iknowbutt]

It's been over a month now and normally this time we would be laying in our bed, maybe a little bit tipsy, giggling and holding hands. Maybe, I would even do some spins to fall right into your strong arms. Then, I would unexpectadly fall asleep with my head somewhere inbetween your chest and a pillow. 

I remember you saying you never liked sleeping tight with anyone else before and as much as it's hard to believe, because people would always need this warmth and intimacy at some point, I believed you from the very first moment you told me so. And even though I would always look for a moment to sleep tight on someone else's chest, it's only yours that made my sleep perfectly calm and happy.

I miss you. Still, I don't want it to sound too sad. I just really miss you because I know we would never have each other enough till the moment we live together. It's been a while now and I wasn't able to put my thoughts together but I guess it's late enough now to admit I am so sure it's your happiness that make me content person. And I obviously would repeat it early in the morning too, and in the middle of the day. I'd shout it in the center of any crowd too. Because it's nothing to be ashamed of.

I love you. As much as I love the certainty that nothing would ever come between us anymore. I love us. How we treat each other and  all those little things like, coming back home early because we mis each other already. And we don't even share the house yet. We share feelings though. 

Well, there is too much to be put in words without missing out thousands of obvious things. I love we finally created memories that we live now and that our dreams are starting to be perfectlyplaned because it's not only about the coincidence, it's also about good planning.

Most importantly, you're my everything. 

Welcome to our city once again.