New World

she/her. pure irondad and spiderson fluff and angst. part time time cdrama watcher @Ironandspider in ao3

[illusionaryworldliver]

I came back cause I started thinking about how Tony was starting to heal from his trauma slowly, and was thinking about children (by the courtesy of one singular Peter Parker) and then BOOM. THEY'D TO THROW IN A FLYING DONUT RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF NEW YORK.

And the family dream shatters. Tony lives in grief for five years despite the loving family he has built with Pepper and Morgan. And when he's finally given the chance to see his family complete, the self-sacrificial complex in him had to act up (no thanks to the marvel writers. Like I understood before why they'd to do it but the longer I think the harder I don't wanna have the canon ending for endgame) and he SNAPS. GONE. ALL THOSE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND FEELINGS VANISHED.

And like that wasn't enough they'd to go behind the kid that he literally bought half the population back for, hunt him down, drag his name and identity through mud and make him a literal nobody that nobody remembers.

Now I know why I like fanfics a whole lot.

[illusionaryworldliver]

@spycrabrave These tags are literally my emotions. Pls give my kid a break I physically can't anymore 🙏😭 if they pull smtg with dr doom and spider-man, that's it I'm losing it

[proclaimers-of-heroes]

Does Peter know that he’s the actual fucking reason Tony changed his mind about time traveling? He had no interest in helping what so ever but the second he looked at that framed photo of him and Peter he was willing to try absolutely anything to get him back??????????????? I AM NOT OKAY

[proclaimers-of-heroes]

Been about six years since this movie and I’m still not completely over this fact, STILL HEARTBROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[apple4me]

Okay but think about it guys Peter will NEVER forgive himself if he knew he was the reason why Tony died and for Morgan not having a father.

Not knowing is for the better really

[illusionaryworldliver]

A real dilemma actually like should I be happy that Tony isn't alive cause if nwh happened the same way... I'm not going to live down Tony not remembering his own kid, sorry not sorry. And on the other side if Tony was alive, nwh probably wouldn't have happened at all.

Certain things like these keep me up at night wide awake.

[illusionaryworldliver]

I came back cause I started thinking about how Tony was starting to heal from his trauma slowly, and was thinking about children (by the courtesy of one singular Peter Parker) and then BOOM. THEY'D TO THROW IN A FLYING DONUT RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF NEW YORK.

And the family dream shatters. Tony lives in grief for five years despite the loving family he has built with Pepper and Morgan. And when he's finally given the chance to see his family complete, the self-sacrificial complex in him had to act up (no thanks to the marvel writers. Like I understood before why they'd to do it but the longer I think the harder I don't wanna have the canon ending for endgame) and he SNAPS. GONE. ALL THOSE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND FEELINGS VANISHED.

And like that wasn't enough they'd to go behind the kid that he literally bought half the population back for, hunt him down, drag his name and identity through mud and make him a literal nobody that nobody remembers.

Now I know why I like fanfics a whole lot.

[fotibrit]

peter using facebook marketplace to furnish his new place, so he checks it regularly. And one day, he sees someone selling a mixed bag of legos. And, yeah he’s broke and yeah he should be budgeting, but fuck man. At least this would be something to do in his room. at least this would remind him of the good times. And it’s cheap, five bucks for a big bag.

they give him the address. He recognizes it.

And it takes everything in him not to throw up when ned hands him a massive bag containing the pieces of some of the projects they’ve built together over the years. when Ned casually mentions that he’s moving for college so he can’t keep stuff around anymore.

[illusionaryworldliver]

Why do I come back from my break to find this? Just to suffer???

[illusionaryworldliver]

It's July the 4th and there's a talk going around for Avengers parade this year to signify the strength and unity of the team.

Some reporter: Mr Stark, will spider-man be joining the Avengers for this?

Tony: kid's got gatherings with the family, he's not allowed to attend.

Later, pictures will be blasted in the front of the newspapers along with the one from the Avengers parade (missing Ironman and spider-man, of course), Spider-man swinging out of the Stark Tower as the fireworks go off at the night sky.

Maybe, Spider-man is Tony Stark's secret son who he lost custody for.

But hey, the public thinks, at least he got custody for that Peter Parker kid.

[strkhllnd]

i’m receiving threats on tiktok… but i think i deserve it

[illusionaryworldliver]

I was minding my own business and then I came across this and I'm sorry but why do you've to do this to me --

[illusionaryworldliver]

Peter Parker was an enigma in Tony Stark's life.

It can't be said in a few words. It's something that's more seen and felt.

It's seen in the way Tony wears his sunglasses on the moment he has to meet Peter's eyes. The admiration and trust wasn't something that he thought he deserved. He doesn't want the kid to look into his eyes and find that there's nothing to admire or find amicable about him.

Soon, the sunglasses come off. Tony stops running away from the weird need to protect Peter from jumping head first into any danger he sees. He lets his compliments run rampant, compares himself with his dad and tries to be a better parent/mentor than Howard was.

When Peter rejects his offer to become an avenger, the sunglass comes off again. He wants the kid to see it this time: the admiration and trust Tony has on him. He doesn't want Peter to consider himself as an one-off chance, rather someone that Tony sees as his legacy.

And when Peter stands firm on his decision, Tony knows he did the right thing by not second-guessing. This kid was truly the best among them.

[headcanonthings]

[wadey-wilson]

Robert Downey Jr & Tom Holland being the best improv duo

[rdjandtomholland]

RDJ & Tom + nicknames pt. 1

[rdjandtomholland]

I look back on it with nothing but happiness. It was amazing. I loved it. I got to hug Robert Downey Jr. like 60 times, and cry on his shoulder. What’s not to love? — Tom Holland.

[illusionaryworldliver]

Rewatched some scenes from Infinity war to experience my soul crush once again.

In the beginning of the movie, Tony to Peter: Pete you gotta let go, I'm gonna catch you.

Tony did end up catching Peter by the movie finale. Still he wasn't able to save him. He was forced to hold his kid down as he begged Tony to save him.

Tony has to watch him turn into dust. Even his one final attempt to hold on to Peter -- or at least the ashes of his kid -- was a failure.

Tony never managed to catch Pepper when she fell into the oil ring during Killian's attack. He never managed to catch Rhodey when he was shot off from the sky.

This time he managed to catch Peter even when he fell. But it wasn't enough to keep him alive.

Bringing his hands covered with his kid's ash, Tony cries.

[illusionaryworldliver]

Rewatched some scenes from HOCO yesterday.

"And if you died, I feel like thats on me. I don't need that in my conscience."

So endgame AU but an universe where Morgan. H Stark was not born and Tony didn't have his second chance.

How bad would he have taken the loss of Peter with no other chance to hold onto and fix? I personally can't imagine how bad the spiral would've been even with Pepper, Rhodes and Happy to help.

I don't think Tony would've survived 5 years with Peter's death fresh in his conscience, every single waking moment of his life.

[heaven4lostgirls]

yk what’s so funny to me, how bare specific the tags are in the marvel fandom

‘peter parker’s field trip to stark industries’

‘peter parker is trapped under a building’

maybe i’m on an irondad and spiderson kick recently but these tags are so specific but iykyk 😭

genuinely the only fandom i’m in where there’s such niche tags

[illusionaryworldliver]

There are even tags like 'Peter Parker calls Tony Stark 'Dad'' like this Fandom is deep in trenches for the father and son feels its hard to explain

[witha-boxofscraps]

‘Tony Stark acting as Peter Parker’s parental figure’ is by far my favourite of the lot

[illusionaryworldliver]

The fact that there's like nearly 17k fics with that tag is just the proof that this Fandom is truly DEEP in the trenches likes there's no way out

[heaven4lostgirls]

yk what’s so funny to me, how bare specific the tags are in the marvel fandom

‘peter parker’s field trip to stark industries’

‘peter parker is trapped under a building’

maybe i’m on an irondad and spiderson kick recently but these tags are so specific but iykyk 😭

genuinely the only fandom i’m in where there’s such niche tags

[illusionaryworldliver]

There are even tags like 'Peter Parker calls Tony Stark 'Dad'' like this Fandom is deep in trenches for the father and son feels its hard to explain

[illusionaryworldliver]

Help I started a one shot inspired a prompt about Peter finding grief books in Tony and Pepper's place and finally finds from Happy that they were grieving him during the snap idk how to take this any further 🥲

[illusionaryworldliver]

Tony's second chance is Morgan, his daughter by flesh and blood. He definitely didn't want to throw a dice at it, and didn't plan on doing that even at the insistence of the Avengers.

But all it takes is a photo frame of him with his first chance, who taught him how to raise and care and love for a child, to throw that dice and invent time travel.

Deep down, Tony wants to live long with his family -- another day in the kitchen cooking for his family, another night by the bed reading stories for his daughter, another day out with Rhodey and Happy.

But he wanted his kid back. And if the universe will give him back at the cost of Tony himself, he finds himself welcoming the fate with a silent acceptance.