for times that you felt like needing a trigger :)

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

twinkle twinkle suicide

get the fuck out of my mind

[atacht]

[ojibwa]

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

when all the love songs are now about your past self

i love you, please come back

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

tumblr reminds me of the dark times, but sometimes writing in the dark is the closest from comfort i can get

take me out

[selfhxtredkid]

I think I‘ve to apologize to my own body and soul

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

you look fine! but dont dare look at a mirror if you dont wish to cut your own skin off✨

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

its never easy at night

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

its just so confusing, everything is just too much...

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

my feelings always tended to get in the way, thats why i learned how to push them

now that i feel nothing i see how ungrateful i was p

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

when you realize that after you opened up with someone, they are no longer talking to you because they genuinely like you but because they are obligated to

[diphyllia-grayi]

Just because I smile for you doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking about cutting my wrists open at the same time.

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

i feel like a ghost in my own body... like nothing i do is really a reflection of my inner self

like i forget what even is a personality or even forget how to feel

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

they just judge me when im sad and needing them the most

[imalonelyshadeofblue]

and if i survived, what would they call me? the "why are you even here" ? the✨depressed kid ✨? or the left over?