junmyeon's wife

perpetual sadboi hours // everything's in the tags // she/her // you can call me any iteration of my username (intro/spec/mem/whatever you can come up with go crazy honestly/etc)

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I want to wear his initial On a chain round my neck, chain round my neck Not because he owns me But 'cause he really knows me

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jaskier and warlord of the north!geralt being forced into a arranged marriage or warlord!geralt falling for a simple bard or jaskier fleeing for safety and charming the keep full of witchers especially their leader or jaskier saving a little girl and meeting her father who just so happens to be the warlord of the north..... you guys are recreating slop manhwa from its first principles

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passively suicidal spider who keeps pushing back the date because lo'ak needed him that day or kiri wanted to lay down in the valley and listen to eywa or tuktuk dragged him on an adventure or neteyam slipped him some berries he liked and eventually he stops trying but the thought never really leaves him. the sky is blue, eclipses happen, and spider won't actively kill himself but he's not going to stop it from happening if someone does it for him. and then the rda brain melt machine happens and well he loses track of time and memories slip through his fingers like sand and his head hurts all the time and when he finally gets a modicum of himself back he thinks to himself, we win the war, we watch tuktuk complete her iknimaya, and then we go find the nearest tree, lay down on a branch, and go to sleep forever.

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lo'ak and spider definitely have a bro handshake that involves the dougie. it goes handslap front and back, fistbump up and down, go in to hook thumbs together to flap hands up that smoothly transistions into them doing the dougie at each other while they both go "ayy! ayy! ayyyyy!"

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thinking about the lo'ak-spider brotherisms of it all...... the way they're both outcasts...... the way they're both full of demon blood...... the way they both have severe daddy issues.......the way they both use humor to cope with everything........ the way they're both suicidal...... the way they both want what the other person has..... the way they both think the other person has it better..... the way they light up when they see each other..... [spider getting cuffed] lo'ak! you alright? / [lo'ak getting bodyslammed to the boat deck] yeah cuz, never been better....... the way they both carry guilt over neteyam's death....... the way they're one of the only people to really See each other...... both defiant and reckless to a fault...... the son of the savior of the People and the son of genocidal maniac who tried to colonize pandora..... what must it have been like to grow up with such a high standing and still be a freak? what must it have been like to grow up knowing there is something wrong about who you came from and still be a freak on top of all that?....... the way they're both suicidal!!!!........ them finding comfort in each other...... hey you have 5 fingers too! and eyebrows! and our noses are similar too!.... you're just like me, i'm just like you!.... #fivefingeredfreaks4life ...... spider teaching lo'ak how to flip someone off and how to throw a punch..... lo'ak teaching spider how to hunt.... them making stupid jokes that no one else gets and having a million inside jokes..... mo'at's lecturing lo'ak and from the back he catches spider's eye and it takes all of eywa's will to not burst out laughing........ there's definitely a photo of both of them throwing up the middle finger with their tongues sticking out somewhere in the jungle..... they're twins your honor. i rest my case

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nothing hits quite like tragic doomed estranged sibling characters

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wuju bakery ending on the tenth after we waited so long to have it.... i need to go cry in the corner

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sorry watching fourever you rn and is arthit wearing the racing suit for the expensify apxgp??? the fake f1 team made up for the f1 movie??? and johan's wearing the mercedes racing suit???? who handled the costumes for this show 😭😭😭

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my above room temperature take about jason is that the only reason he feels any type of way about percy's praetorship is because he doesn't have his memories. percy's praetorship was clearly a rushed promotion and a wartime promotion. they needed someone to fill jason's role who wasn't power hungry like octavian was. they needed someone strong, dependable, a leader. and percy was all of those things. jason with his memories would've understood it to be necessary. rome needs another praetor and jason is not there to be that praetor. rome needs stability and jason is not there to provide. in that case, by all means, choose someone else. pick someone who can fill in! but because jason has no memories and because his entire roman self got ripped out, he's looking at this position like it defined him. like any roman would tell you that while praetorship is an honor, it is also, just a job. pre-amnesia jason would've said the same thing!! praetorship to him is less about the honor it brings him and more of the thing that's gonna allow him to change new rome for the better.

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i know we like to create angsty little headcanons about jason being put through military camp at age 4 and how he suffered at camp jupiter but guys, let's be real. jason was dropped off at cj at like what? 3/4? and this is camp made out of teenagers and adults? have you guys ever seen anybody around a toddler? there is no way in hell they were punting that kid onto the field and putting a sword in his hand and going, "okay, now run laps with everyone else". they were babying that boy like there was no tomorrow. within like a week of jason being dropped off, the babysitting sheet has been filled for the next 5 years. they are bringing that boy everywhere. to the senate meetings, to the mess hall, the coliseum, the amphitheater, the training field where they put up a special toddler area so jace wouldn't wander off somehwere dangerous. they're tryna indoctrinate that boy into becoming a fan of their specific new rome chariot team (go bellona blitzes!). they're signing him up for school and then posting his report card for the entire legion to see. jason comes to camp jupiter and amazon suddenly gets an order for 300 child rearing books. the first time jason gets hurt training, the legion has to be put on wartime lockdowns because everyone is losing their goddamned minds.

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cannot stop thinking about jason who comes from a camp with a thriving population of young people and adults and babies and then getting dropped off in a camp where the oldest person is maybe 18. i know his ass had to be held back from dropkicking chiron and dionysus

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thinking about how all demigods are soldiers and how all soldiers need to be dehumanized a little for the whole war effort to work and thinking about how thier godly parent dehumanizes them from the get go and thinking about how all the monsters rarely, if ever, call the demigods by their names and instead resort to "son/daughter of xyz" and thinking about how once you get claimed, you stop being your own person and instead start being an extension of your divine parent, (complete with inheriting their rivalries and enemies) the same way soldiers introduce themselves with their rank first and their name second. you are no longer just percy jackson or jason grace. you are now the the son of poseidon first. the son of jupiter first. everything else about you comes second. and thinking about the way the demigods have to lean into this dehumanization to keep themselves and their loved ones safe. how they have to keep putting accolades upon their shoulders to ward off their enemies. if you are the savior of olympus and the son of poseidon then maybe monsters will think twice about hurting you or your family. if you're the champion of juno and the slayer of the trojan sea monster and a titanslayer and the pontifex maximus of rome and, most damning of all, the son of jupiter, then just maybe you'll be given a wide berth. how many more titles do you have to win before you are let out of the arena? but of course there is no discharge in the war. you were drafted the minute you were conceived. the war effort demands bodies and there is always a hole that needs to be filled. boots, boots, boots, boots, movin' up an' down again. there's no discharge in the war.

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god i cant stop thinking about juleka blowing up at marinette. like jules knows it's not mari's fault that she doesn't love luka back and that really there's no one at fault here but before anything else, luka is her brother. her first and last brother. before there was rose and anyone else encouraging and loving her, it was him. and she loves mari, truly she does, but god, jules wishes that marinette would just leave her brother alone. cause luka's never gonna take that first step, luka's never gonna be the one to set boundaries with mari. luka will give and give and give because that's just how her brother loves. and it's not fair to pin all the responsibility on mari but marinette already has her precious adrien, does she really need juleka's brother too?

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hc that the in every lifetime, the snake is always the first one to find out and keep ladybug's identity

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obsessed with the idea of faifa who is normally so loud and open about everything else moving in complete silence when it comes to wine. nobody knows anything about them and that's the way faifa likes it. the world can have everything else but nong wine is his.

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watching ep 16 of perfect 10 liners and the way faifa's face goes blank after his mom admits that she only took him in the divorce so she had a reason to go back.... and the way it stays blank to..... the tightness around his eyes and the way all his responses become short and withdrawn like if he opens his mouth for too long, he'll say something he doesnt want to. and it's the way nobody notices that faifa disappears!!! everybody's hugging each other talking about "ill visit you in england mom!" meanwhile your brother!!!! has just had 10 years added to therapy. on god faifa, you just got to wait, wine is coming!