AVRAM

DID system

[irlminion]

Collectively we have decided to go by avram on tumblr.

We use it pronouns and are bodily 20.

We are a polyfragmented DID system and are RAMCOA survivors.

We will probably post silly system things on here and will list side blogs down below.

We are Jewish along with being physically disabled and neurodivergent.

Our dms are open however we may take time to respond.

side blogs

Kalev @hound-brained

No DNI but we will block freely and without explanation.

[irlminion]

Being a system is so funny sometimes

Like why is the frozen soundtrack one of our top played albums in the last 6 months

What one of these fuckers

[irlminion]

I have not posted in a while but

Chag Sameach to my fellow Jewish systems / any jewish people who may be following me :)

[irlminion]

Hit game identity v

That’s it

That’s the post

[cats-n-quests]

Types of Amnesia

Diagram created by me

General criteria for amnesia:

Memory loss

Confusion

Inability to recognize familiar figures/places

Difficulty recalling names or places

Not remembering where you went

Worser ability to remember things that had happened

Generalized Amnesia Where a person completely forgets everything about themself and have no recollection of what, where, and who they spoke to. This can describe a blackout switch and may still recognize who they are.

Localized Amnesia Where a person is unable to recall a specific/series of event from the whole, which creates an incomplete picture of the situation. For example, remembering childhood but not the abuse.

Selective Amnesia Where a person only lost some and retain the rest, forgetting parts yet not all of them. This can describe greyouts as it grasps some information/sensory yet not enough to tell what exactly happened. One example is playing the phone and unable to recall what occured, only to jump its memory right to being at bed.

Emotional Amnesia Where a person has an intact memory and it's details on what had happened, but do not remember what the event feels like (e.g. was scared, happy, etc.). One description is that you're watching something that didn't happen to you, because you don't feel like being in the scene itself.

Continuous Amnesia Where a person fails to retain full parts of the event/day, for a set period of time (can vary from minutes to days) and create an accumulative, small bits of selective amnesias, continuously, leaving many gaps in a chronological timeline. This usually happens in times or stress, or abuse.

Fragmented Amnesia Where a person has an unrelated, and/or disjointed memories that does not go with the timeline's order, creating confusion and difficult to grasp the cohesive picture of what truly happened. Emotional amnesia may be present in this type. Bonus for systems:

Amnesia barriers Where a person fronting is not able to recall other alter's memories, which is a form of retrograde amnesia and compartmentalization. Because the fronter will only retain any information before switching out with the next one, the rest experiences anterograde amnesia as it cannot form and remember those memories, unless being coconcious or cofronting (even though, this is not always guaranteed).

Take notes that amnesia can still happen outside system things due to comorbidities like anxiety disorders or depression, this does mean systems are bound to experience more amnesia compared to non-systems folks out there.

Do you have any discussions about this? Or would like to describe your own way of seeing these different types of amnesia? Or have more to add? Feel free to tell them here!

- j

[irlminion]

Once one of our friends got incredibly mad at another alter when they lied about who they were because they felt ‘betrayed that they didn’t want to say’

Systems are allowed to not want to tell you who is fronting, actually systems are allowed to not want to tell you anything!!

I’m also no longer friends with that person and if a ‘friend’ thinks they are entitled to any details of your system then they can fuck off.

[irlminion]

I appreciate how I have like this dark cat themed layout on here and yet my name on this account is irlminion,

you can really see the minion special interest shine through.