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20 something years old, sleep deprived, and running out of time. he/him, asd, and mint chocolate chip enjoyer.

[1birocketship]

beh @snapscube

[markrosewater]

Every birthday since I was 9 years old, I have had Alaskan King crab legs. Today, was my 50th anniversary of that tradition.

[txttletale]

Introducing: Lotus Basic

i'm at it again: here's a new game you can play with magic: the gathering cards that's not, like, the main one you might have heard of

Lotus Basic

What Is Lotus Basic? Lotus Basic is a rules-light cartomantic tabletop roleplaying gridcrawl for two to four players players with around 150

[vintage-tigre]

[oberorka]

I sometimes wanna post about more mature topics but I can't do that anymore bc there's a significant number of people under the age of 16 reading my posts and I might negatively influence them! Fuck!

[oberorka]

lookst At you With mine oibules

[demilypyro]

gameoverse seems fun enough. but the cynical feminist in me can't help herself. all the male characters are like, cartoon blobs, which is contrasted strongly by the two major female characters in this pilot, both of whom are hour-glass shaped humanoid women who spend most of their screentime in swimsuits. and like that's not an outright dealbreaker but i *am* staring into the camera with my eyebrows raised.

[demilypyro]

idk i'm getting really tired of this "connecticut clark and malfina" type shit where male characters get to be Silly Abstract Little Guys but women have to be women shaped. it's this male-as-default thing that i hate where you don't need to add anything to a character design to imply male-ness but the woman better have wide hips and booba or else yknow like idk it's not outright Offensive but it is tiring

[st4-bby]

missing these three like a mother hugger tonight

[happyroadkillart]

VIXEN: The She-Witch! is weening off the yart

[mousidy]

they're sending their strongest warriors to defend AGAB language

[thesinisterspinster]

If you are in fact male you do not need a mamogram. Breast cancer affect one out of every eight women. Breast cancer in men is 1 in 833 men. Men don't need to get screenings regardless of how much plastic surgery or hrt they get. Not wasteing time on unessicary medical procedures is not oppression.

[mousidy]

this is a perfect example of how agab language (or words that it's generally used as euphemism for) is used to obscure the reality of sex. many trans and intersex people have bodies that do not fit cleanly into the sex binary, and this means that there are people who were amab who have breast tissue and thus an elevated risk of breast cancer, and so they require screening

strict rhetorical adherence to the sex binary, like the rhetoric demonstrated so well and succinctly above, privileges cissexual and perisex bodies, and disadvantages those with bodies that do not fit into the sex binary, barring us from accessing care relevant to the body parts we have

I'd like to thank thesinisterspinster for offering us such a great example today

[isaliquid]

Honestly this is one of those moments where I feel crazy.

A mammogram is a specialized type of x-ray scan. You need a special machine as the density of breasts can make it hard to feel or see tumors.

A normal xray is not taken length wise. While a mammogram is, using plates to squeeze the breast into a more easily photographed shaped.

If you have breasts, you should have a mammogram.

I feel like I'm going crazy reading comments about how men are less likely to get breast cancer, or how men don't need screening. Or the bold face transphobic claims about how women are defined. Not even taking a single moment to think about whatever cool line they're half remembering from some chud podcaster.

Like, fuck them. They don't have any fucking idea what they're talking about. If I asked them to explain what they think "screenings" or "breasts" or "stop being a fucking moron" mean, I'd get back some stupid fucking illegible nonsense.

Every time, it's always completely irrelevant, the banner of science being bandied about by idiots. The whole flat fucking world works on some fairy tale logic, men and women are magically created by some shit eating sky daddy, and occasionally they'll snort enough pre-workout to get through typing a sentence on to the internet.

Forsaking any integrity or sense to land that one stupid fucking "gotcha" line they heard from some coked up fox news "personality".

I feel so stupid even making this post. I got baited by trolls. I am fed up, actually angry, and some stupid asshole is on the otherside of this laughing at triggering the libs. Fuck me

[frogliftcertified]

what is it they put in the hardware store to make it smell so good

[frogliftcertified]

OK 👍 that is helps

[isaliquid]

[mousidy]

trans women's breasts are real breasts by the way

[ardl]

[b0tster]

i am putting way too much effort into this lmao 🙈

[kimquatz]

i put tinykat in tomodachi life

[kimquatz]

i spent 3-4 days putting him in pixel by pixel

[mr-foods]

i just want people to see this

[isaliquid]

I have just lost all direction.

As of a few minutes ago, nothing I do is a decision I wanted to make.

Everything is what I have to do, from paying gas to paying college, going to work or going out, it all feels like a series of obligations.

And I don't think I can keep up. I feel so exhausted at all hours of the day. I am constantly on the brink of tears, restrained only by everything else taking priority.

I've tried to take time to decompress, days, weeks, but it's just not working.

I want to give up on everything, in many ways I already have. I want to tell all those close to me to fuck off, drop out school, quit my job, and just lie down alone until I starve to death.

I won't do that. I'm too much of a coward to drop everything. I instead am teetering on collapse from an impotent well of rage and shame that seemingly underlie every emotion I have.

I have never done anything worth while, I've failed at everything I've ever actually tried to do. Every friend I've made has been thanks to the kindess of those in my life, everything I've ever succeeded at was despite my own failures.

I've really tried. I have tried to talk to new people. I have tried to do things myself.

But I'm not a sane person, and that's apparently more obvious then I ever could have imagined. I'm off-putting, unreliable, unstable, and incompetent.

Of course I have positive qualities. Hell, I have plenty of friends, and through their grace I've managed to keep going so long.

But, I am so sick of being so pitiable. I am sick of every professor passing me because "you tried so hard" or "you know the material so well". I am sick of friends introducing people to me with "just give him a chance" and "give him a little bit of time". I am so tired of the infinite stream of "we're proud of you" and "you did your best"

I am often completely useless and I feel so utterly alone with how nobody can acknowledge it. I think people don't even realize it, I act just a bit tok strangely or say something a bit too smart and suddenly the idea that I could be incompetent or needing help becomes unthinkable.

And when I inevitably fail, when I collapse and cry and nobody hears from me for weeks, it's just me being quirky.

I don't think it's gonna get better. But there's nothing I can do but march on till something changes or till I snap.

[hyralc]

my localization of mtgjp's comic