Ray🫧

“Should I sink or swim, or simply disappear?”

[itsjustrayy]

it’s my fault.. .

[itsjustrayy]

My heart is heavy with things I never got to say…

[itsjustrayy]

I’m afraid that one day I might just wake up and realize it was all a bad dream.

[itsjustrayy]

“In the end, I’m always alone.”

[itsjustrayy]

— What if it's all just a dream?

[itsjustrayy]

“A piece of me went with you when you left.”

[itsjustrayy]

“I wanted to tell you everything, but no words ever formed. Maybe I’d lost them in that moment, or maybe they’d been lost a long time ago…”

[itsjustrayy]

“I loved you once, I loved you twice. I loved you in my previous lives. And when I die, just keep in mind, I’ll love you in another life.”

[itsjustrayy]

“When the world is asleep, I find myself missing you…”

[itsjustrayy]

“Is it really that wrong? If I wanted to die cry would you try to stop it? Look me in the eyes and tell me you hate love me, and that nothing everything will get better… because I don’t believe you trust you.”

[itsjustrayy]

“Where are you now?”

[itsjustrayy]

“I’ve been told so many lies. But you were still the prettiest one I ever heard…”

[itsjustrayy]

“I know it’s time to let you go. But letting you go means facing a world without you in it…”

[itsjustrayy]

“I’m losing myself, again.”

[itsjustrayy]

“Just forget about it,” she said sternly.

And I knew, in that very moment, how broken she truly was. She wasn’t used to comfort in times of pain, only ever knowing how to push it all down and close herself off.

She was broken, and stubborn as hell.

But, God, did I love her.

[itsjustrayy]

“Losing you changed my life forever. I just hope you’re okay wherever you are.”

[itsjustrayy]

“You told me forever. I thought forever isn’t supposed to end.”